he had received the news

he had received the death news

death news of who

death news of daniel james howell

his boyfriend

the police came, and informed him about it

but before they left, they gave him something that he wouldn't expect

it was a notebook, a small one

on the cover, it was scribbled in dan's messy handwriting

for phil

he just went for dan's funeral, and received condolences from families and friends

he didn't knew that this would come so soon

he was supposed to go before him

but it was the opposite

he sat at the sofa, staring at the notebook

the police told him that it was found on the bridge where dan killed himself

he wasn't ready to read it, but curiosity was winning

especially if this was dan's last gift to him

without warning, he flipped the page, and words came into his view

'eleven eleven...'