Jess Pov.

I woke up seeing a bunch of blurred people,i open my eyes a bit more and my sight is much better,they are my friends and family..there is justin,desyca,leo,steven,jason,penny...and rafael..what the fuck is he doing here?? I thought desyca hated him..why would desyca hate such a innocent man..tsk,tsk..

"Are you awake?!" Justin said,worryingly.

I only nodded because it's hard to talk and my throat is dry as hell.

"Do you need something,sweetie?" I heard desyca joked.

I pointed to the glass of water beside penny. She grab the glass and give it to me.

"It's still clean,i haven't drink it yet." Penny said,with a nice and soft voice.

I drink the water and my throat seemed better.

"Thanks." I said.

"Your welcome." She smiled.

"Where's mom and dad,bro?" I asked steven.

"They are already in the airport about 15 minutes ago..they did visit,though." He said.

"Why? Where are they going,now?" I asked.

"Probably to Paris,they had business with the governers." He said.

"Oh.." i said.

"Don't be sad,lil sis..they are worried about you too." He smiled.

"Whatever.." i rolled my eyes.

"Do you need something else?" Justin asked.

I nodded to say 'no' and smiled. I looked at desyca who is scream-whispering with leo..whose face is still messes up,i feel so sorry to him. They suddenly got out. Desyca looked pretty mad.

"What's up with them?" I asked.

"Don't even ask." Rafael said.

"Why are you here?" I asked.

"Can't i worry for a sick friend while i have time?" He said.

"Uh..yeah..i'm a bit confused because desyca hated you and probably wont let you in.." i said.

"She already did that..she locked me in the bathroom for about an hour and said that she felt sorry and let me in.." he said.

"Why are you sounding like you wanna cry but you're holding it??" I asked.

"Because..it feels like everyone hates me." He said and everyone looked at him,embarrassed and looked away quickly.

"Actually,that's so true.." they whispered,softly.

"Hey..that's not true." I paused while everyone disagreeing silently in their minds. "Stop thinking about what people think of you and be yourself." I smiled brightly.

"T-thanks." He looked away.

"Hey,you can never show that smile to any guy except me,leo and steven." Justin whispered.

"Why are you not including rafael?" I whispered back.

"Because...i just don't." He whispered again.

"No. That means you aren't a true friend." I whispered back.

"Fine..i'm sorry." He whispered.

I smiled at him,softly. Then,desyca and leo came in,happily.

"Desyca! Finally you're back!" I said.

She leaned and whispered to me.

"I am leo's girlfriend." She whispered. I got shocked and happy because she is having a huge crush on him almost 2 years.

"When?" I asked.

"Last night." She said.

"Oh,jesus..why didn't you msg me last night?" I said.

"You are dead for a moment,dummy." She joked.

"Whatever,now i am the last to know that my best friend had a boyfriend." I pouted.

"Sorry." She apologized,i smiled.

"It's okay,by the way,me and justin are dating too." I smirked.

"I knoww.." she said while hitting me lightly.

"How?" I said.

"Guessing,and in the end,i am correct anyways." She said.

"Whatever." I chuckled.

"Hey,what are you girls talking about?" Steven said.

"Girls stuff." Desyca answered.

"Oh,then..you must be talking about how handsome i am." He said confidently.

"Yeah,handsome my ass,stfu before i lock you into the bathroom like what i did to rafael." Desya said.

Everyone went quite.

"Wow,what a...nice morning.." i said.

"It's the middle of the night.." desyca answered with a poker face.

"Oh..haha..i mean..oh! Look,the stars are shining bright today!" I said,stopping the awkwardness,but this wont do.

"The stars are not even showing because the weather caster said that the town will be cloudy for a week." Desyca answered. Damn,she knows a lot about informations..thats why she is called the 'news' in school,everyone will just ask about infos to her.

"Wow,you really know whats going on with world." I said.

"Nah,not really..like when the shooting star just fall pass the window 3 seconda ago..i didn't know that. But now i do." She said,i rolled my eyes.

"Really,des?" I said and everyone laughed.

About an hour later,everyone went home and i was suggested to rest,so the nurse injected me the thingy on my hand and my eyes felt really heavy by the second. I waved weakly and they said goodbye,justin and steven is staying beause of the 'hoodied-guy' thingy..

"I'll go to sleep.." i yawned and sleep.

Steven's Pov.

Everything went fine until she got this...accident...she is suffering from a slow unexpected amnesia,if she gets stressed too much,she will forget about her past,friends,family,even her name..she will slowly forget..she got a treatment,so she wont be attending school for a long time..you know,school is stressing.

She slept and still looking like an angel..she's the best lil sister ever. She is brave,confident..and always cheery and happy..i once saw her sad,pathetic face..it was horrible..she didn't talk for months and finally talked it out with our family.

Her face shows all emotions perfectly and obviously. If she is sad,she looked pathetic as ever,if she looked happy,she looked like an angel,if she is cheery,she looks like a 5 year old child.

She is just perfect..i wish i'm not her brother..i want to be more than a brother to her then about many years ago she said 'i would never hurt nor hate you,steven..because you are the one brother of mine which i love the most and don't think of me thinking of you more than a brother..because we are not friends,we are related..you are always the 1st for me.'

She is a really special person for me. But then years later,desyca came to her and my life..i loved her,but it turns out that she already loved somebody else..i was hurt..but happy in the same time,i never had a girlfriend but many had confessed to me..they are not my style..i can't love my lil sis more than a brother should be and i can't love desyca because she has someone else.

My life is just as pathetic as the single lifes out there #foreveralone (this is what happen when you can't move on XD sorry)

"Hey,what's wrong?" Desyca asked..such a beautiful figure.."hello??"

"Oh,yes..i'm fine." I blushed.

"Don't confess to me,i have someone else already." She said.

"But how.." i'm confused..

"That's why don't think out loud,mr.Perfect." she joked and sit beside leo,sleeping in his shoulder..i wish i was him..but if i was him,then i don't ever will have a great sister like her..well,my life is just as perfect.

I sighed and continue life,i guess..

Desyca's Pov.

I sit beside leo and sleep on his shoulder..does steven really
Iike me? Thats all the question i asked to myself everytime i see him..i rejected him because of her..and i don't like him more than a bestfriend..

//flashback//

"Angel,angel!!" Steven said,who's angel?

He hugged me real tight and called me angel. He has been doing this for about 4 months since i first see him and i felt that he always have time for me but not for jess.

There is just me and him in the park..where's jess?

"Where's jess?" I asked.

"Don't worry about her,i will play with you until night!" He excitedly said.

"No..i wanna play with jess!" I whined.

"Hey,it's okay,don't cry,angel..i'm here." He hugged me again,this time jess came and saw us,her sweet baby smile faded after seeing us..

I broke the hug and ran after jess,who looks like wanting to cry but still holding it,she is as strong as her heart.

"Hey,jess. Wanna play with me?" I said,cheering her up.

"No,go away. I wanna go home." She said,her voice is shaky.

"Hey..i waited for you." I said,holding her hands.

"Yeah,she waited for you,jess!! What is wrong with you?! Can't you be sorry for her?! SAY SORRY TO MY ANGEL BEFORE I MADE YOU CRY EVEN WORSE!!" Steven shouted in anger to her.

She looked in disbelief and cried silently. I looked at steven who is sorry to her,NOW YOU SAY SORRY?!? OH MY BLOODY HELL! They are always so close when i first came here,and now..the bond between them has slowly be gone..i hate him for doing this.

"Let me go.." she said and i let go,she ran away..

"Look at what you did to her..you broke our friendship for love..i hate you,let's not see each other anymore..i can't believe you anymore..just..go away,far far far away from me." I said while walking off.

*a week later*

My mom was crying.

"Mommy,what's wrong??" I asked.

"She..she's missing." My mom said..who?

"Who is missing?" I asked.

"J..jess..jess is missing." My mommy said, i screamed in panic.

"Mommy!!!! Find her!!!! Jesss where are youuuu!!!!?????" I screamed and screamed and screamed and cried 1000×,i panicked.

"I will,honey..her mommy said that she is gone for about a week ago..an hour after you came home,crying..i knew the info a week ago but panicked now..i thought that she is just playing outside because she likes to play outside..but after a week,she didn't come back.." mommy said.

I looked at her in anger because she didn't care about her at first and now look at her..she panicked and didn't even say sorry..what a mom. I ran outside and go to our secret hide out that we made two months ago.

I opened the little door and saw her crying in mess.

"Jess!! Come home." I said,wiping my tears.

"No,noone loves me anymore..i should just go and stay with dear god." She said.

"Nooo,everyone loves you,everyone is in panic situation because of you missing." I said,it looked wrong.

"Everyone is crying because of me? They are in panic because of me? See? I never wanted to hurt them in the first place,but he made me do it..our bond for brothers and sister is gone..loooong gone..they didn't even search for me when they knew that i was gone in the first day..i always look at what they do from up in the roof and they seemed pretty normal,each day not caring that a part of their family is gone missing..what a life.." she said...bro,that was so deep.

I groaned and dragged her out and off to her house.

"Hey! Let go of me! What are you doing??! Kidnapping is wrong!!" She shouted.

"Shut up! We are at the same age for god sake!!" I said.

"Just..let me go!!" She used her karate moves and pushed me down but i still not letting her go.

"Not a chance,princess." I said and drag her more strongly.

We finally arrived at her house,i opened the door and everyone,including my family is there,they were crying and crowding jess,hugging her..she seemed happy,until her brother came.

"Jess! Where have you been?! Do you know that i was in panic?!" He didn't even showed care but instead he scolded her at his own fault,he is the reason she ran away from the house.

"No,and i don't care." She said coldly to him.

"Look,i'm sorry okay?..i don't know what i did to you but im sorry" He apologize.

"Mom,i'm tired..can i go up now?" She looked away from him and her mom nodded and kissed her head.

Steven ran to her and hugged and but she broke the hug quickly.

"I don't wanna feel touched by you,i don't wanna talk to you,i don't wanna hear your voice and i don't wanna see you,ever again." She said coldly and walked off.

He fell down on his knees and cried..he is such an idiot,apologizing but didn't know what he did..such..an........idiot..i started crying..

"LOOK WHAT YOU DID!!!! JUST DIE,YOU BASTARD!!!!" i shouted and screamed and ran to my house..crying in mess.

"I..i wish i has never been borned.." i grabbed the knife to my hand and...

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La la laaaaaaaaaaaaa,hello fellow humans! This is so dramatic..not that i don't like it,but it felt so crappy..lol,k.

Bye.

Lots of love,

Kookie_