"I wish to be an idol someday." I sighed into the fresh balcony air.

My friend, Jaz, just chuckled. "You say that everytime we meet. But hey, if you become an idol, call yourself Sowon, because that means wish right?"

I laughed, "Yeah right. And what should yours be?"

"How about Jaz? I like it."

I shook my head, "You're just keeping your name? Seems like it's not you."

Jaz just rolled her eyes. "Whatever. Anyway, I should go now. Eomma wants me to do something."

I nodded. "Bye Jaz. See you tomorrow."

Jaz walked away, going out of the terrace, waving her hand. "Bye, Sowon."

"DON'T CALL ME THAT!"

***

I flopped down my bed, exhausted. Today was tiring. I had to model for five hours with no break. And it's hard to do it when you're wearing a gown which catches your heels.

I turned on my phone. It had series of missed calls from Jaz, my mom and him.

I thought he already removed my number.

I hesitated, why would Seokjin text me at this time of the night?

Something's fishy.

I just sighed. It's been a month since we broke up. He left me for no reason, and he called me Sowon. What's up with people calling me Sowon?

I shrugged it off. It was nothing right? Probably he just wished for it.

Haha, get it? Sowon? Wish?

Eh? Why do I even bother?

I'm bad at making puns, Jaz told me that once.

With that out of my mind, I closed my eyes for a minute, thinking that I could just sleep.

With a start, my eyes opened. I totally forgot why I dropped by my apartment. Of course I have something to do. And I don't know what to wear!

I rushed out of my bed, heading straight towards my closet. Good God. I totally forgot that I had a meeting with someone.

I decided to wear something casual. After all, I was meeting up with someone named Heonghang. And he's a CEO. I think.

I rummaged through my closet to find my sweatshirt and leggings.

Once I was done, I grabbed my purse and walked out the door, thinking that this was really going to be easy.

As I closed the apartment door, I stood face to face with a guy that I didn't think that I would ever encounter ever.

Kim Seokjin.

Jin smiled sadly at me, "So you still live here?"

I rolled my eyes, trying to hide the fact that I was hurt seeing him.

"No Jin. I don't live here anymore." I said sarcastically

No, no, don't cry Sojung. Don't you dare cry in front of that jerk.

"Sojung-ah. Please, listen to me. I love you Sojung. But I couldn't let that opportunity go. Please understand." Jin pleaded

"Of course I understand Jin, I understand that your dream is to become an idol."

Jin smiled, thinking that all is well. He leaned down to me.....

But I pulled back.

Jin looked at me, confused. "Sojung....." He whispered, eyes tearing up.

"I understand you Jin. Being an idol is also my dream. But also understand me when I say that you have to break all ties with me. Leave me alone Jin. Be with your group." I said as a lone tear escaped my eye, I wiped it off angrily.

"We're through Jin. Deal with it."

Jin just looked at me, shocked when I said those words.

"Sowon....."

"Don't call me that." I snapped

"JIN HYUNG!" A voice resonated through the hallway. A boy with brown hair and bunny teeth appeared in the corridor. His smile dropped when he saw me.

"Oh, am I interrupting something?" The boy asked, turning to leave,

Jin was about to say something but I beat him into it.

"No, it's okay. I was about to leave anyway." I smiled bitterly as I ran away, wiping my tears. I was aware of Jin yelling my name. But I didn't turn back.

Oh, how I wished that this was only just a dream.

***

I sipped my milk tea as I waited for Heonghang-nim to show up. I was only here for five minutes.

Leave it to the bastard to make me late.

The café door opened, it revealed a guy who was wearing a business suit. And he had that CEO vibe. I would think that he is a CEO of some sort of company here in Seoul.

Much to my shock, he took slow, agonizing steps towards me. I tried to act nonchalant, since I think that he's going for another person behind me.

He stopped once he was two inches close to me, he smiled, "Annyeong, Sojung right?"

"Ah, ne." I stuttered a bit.

"You must be wondering why I called you here." He said as I nodded

Obviously, I'm curious. Why would you call me? I thought

"Well, you see Sojung. I've seen you do modelling and I've heard you sing too. Not to mention your powerful visual. So, I was thinking that you can get in to Source Music as a trainee. From there, you will meet four other people who will be your group mates." He started

I nodded again, confused. Why was he telling me this?

Then it sunk to me.

I can be an idol.

"So Sojung, will you accept?" He said.

Seeing an entryway to finally snap out of those dreams that makes me an idol, I made up my mind.

Time seemed to slow down as I said three words that would change my life,

There's no turning back.

"Yes I accept."

‘‘I could tell the moment I saw you,
You're something special.......’’

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Eh? Was this good? Is it too cringe? Cliché? Is it too bad?

Well, whatever the case, it hurts my heart while writing about Jin. I really don't ship Bangchin but Jin is only the boy idol that I know that's shipped with Sowon.

Don't hate me! *hides*