Loneliness wasn't your state, but it was what you felt after leaving Jimin. You weren't lonley because your best friend's, aka Jennie and Jungkook, your brother, your cousin Jin, and even Mrs Park, were with you the whole time. They even left the single Father who was Jimin with his two new born babies, only for you.

Yet you felt like the loneliest person being.

You were laying on your bed, that was your routine ever since you've returned home. You didn't do anything, only staring at the white ceiling of your room. Not a single tear left your eyes.

You blinked your eyes away from the ceiling when the door of your room opened. It was Jungkook, with face of a bunny, and a smile wich brought warmth for your cold heart.

"How's my sister?" He asked as he sat on the bed. His hand reached out and grabbed yours, slowly caressing the back of it.

You only nodded your head, no expression shown on your face. He let out a sigh.

What's wrong with her? She isn't muttering out a word.

They all were scared, what if the event has left mental damage on you?

"Y/N talk to me. Say what ever you want. Do you know how worried I am? Not only me! Everyone's worried!" He shifted in his place, facing you, while you were still laying. "Look, sit up. You can even slap while you speak, I don't mind!"

You only looked at him at first, observing him. Noticing his worried eyes. His pouty lips while he whined.

Is there any other person as sweet as this Jungkook?

Then you sat up. You looked down at your intertwined fingers, yours hidden in his large one. "Jungkook...." You let out a sigh, and looked up at his face. "I-... I love him..." And tears started sliding down, covering your face with its warmth and leaving a stinging sensation behind.

A long - deep sigh left the bunny like guys' lips. He put his hand on the back of your head, bringing you closer, and rested it on his chest.

You wrapped your arms around him, sobbing like a little baby. "Let it out love, I'm here with you."

"It's better to cry it all out instead of keeping them to your self."

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"I'm so glad that you came here, aunty." Taehyung politely said as he sat down after Mrs Park.

"Thanks son. Where is Y/N?" She asked as she looked around Taehyung's and your living room, not seeing you.

"She's in her room." Taehyung answered. "Should I tell Lily call her?"

"No, I'll go later. You tell me, how has she been today?" Jimin's Mother asked her son's best friend, worried about you. She's was your Mother after all.

"Like these past days, she only stays in her room, not muttering a single word out. But Jungkook managed to speak with her today." Your brother answered her.

"What did she say?"

"She loves him. Aunty, I think she's attracted to him. Same goes for Jimin, I know he hasn't been better that her. They are obsessed with eachother. They love eachother I swear. I'm not saying this because Y/N is my sister, Jimin is my brother as well. I'm saying this for both of thier sakes. I saw the way they were looking at eachother."

She looked down, knowing Taehyung isn't saying anything but the truth. She then remembered her son's state. She didn't expect that from him. She thought he'd be happy after having his own baby. But it was the total opposite of what she thought.

He'd only sit and look at the baby Y/N and baby Jimin. Without holding them. Only looking at them, while thinking about you.

They were both a memory from you. They'd just make him remember about you, about the times you were with him, about thoes times when his heart threatened him that it's brusting out, because you were with him.

Let's add this to the already fucked up situation, what is he gonna say when his children asked him about thier mother's whereabouts?

That was when Mrs Park knew that she has to be the hero of the drama.

Mother's are always hero.

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The night of the same day. The boring day seemed like it's ready to fuck off. It was middle at night, but sleep never opened its doors for you wich you had been knocking on it for a few hours now.

You were wondering all night long, what are your children doing right now? Are they a sleep? Or they're not sleeping like thier anxious mother. Are they crying? Or are they hungry?

What's Jimin doing? Is he suffering like you, or is relived that he's all alone again? Is he seeking sleep like you, or is already in his dreamland? Is he thinking about you right now like you do, or is bored to even imagine your face?

Damn this is harder than you thought. Thoes two anglic faces weren't ready to go away from your vision, even though you only saw them for once.

Thoes plump lips wich used to kiss you every night. Thoes perverted compliments. Thoes flirty comments. You missed everything.

A strange sound startled you. You didn't mind it since you thought it's only from your imagination. But It came again. You sat up and turned the lamp on. When the sound echoed through the room for the third time, you stood up and charged towards the curtained windows of your room. The sound came from there.

You yanked the curtains away and opened the windows.

You've got to be fucking kidding me...

It was Jimin. Wearing a big black hoodie, the hood almost hiding his face and is seemingly looking for rocks to hit your window again.

He looked up and was about to throw another rock again, but when he saw you he stopped and a small smile crept on his face. He was literally glowing under the moon light.

"Lovely...." He breathed out, relived to see you.

"Jimin..." You called back. Your eyes became a pool of tears all over again. "What are you doing here?"

"I came here to see you and......

Kiss you..."

Your stomach turned into a zoo of butterflies. Heart beat in its insane pace. Tears slide down faster. And shades of red blushed your cheeks.

There wasn't any word for you to say, but when an idea popped up in your mind, you said it aloud without thinking about it twice. "Come in," You blushed harder. "I-its cold out
Side." You added.

You went downstairs to open the door for him and you and him both came to your room quitely. Then you sat followed by him, on your bed. He was looking at you as if he hasn't seen you in ages, and you down at your fidgeting fingers.

He looked away, and at your room. "Your room is beautiful." He said, so happy that you let him in your room, as if he was awarded. You muttered a single Thanks out.

If it's possible, in a blink of an eye, you were pressed down on your bed, and him hovering over you.

Oh goodness...

"I can't stop the need of kissing you Y/N."

Oh darling-

"And if I'm hurting you in this position, lemme know."

Please dear God, have mercy.

You were so lost in his beautiful orbs that you took a few moments to feel the pain in your lower body. It still was there from the giving birth. "Ah yes. Let's just sit, I-its painful like this." You whispered.

After sitting down again. He took no minutes and placed his right palm on the back of your head. His eyes slide down to you lips as he leaned in even more.

When his lips landed on yours, your eyes closed shut. Lips moving fast, missing eachother.

Nothing else mattered to him. You were his. When his mother told him about your state, he knew none of you could without eachother.

It was like you were his light, him your oxygen. You were his source of life. You made him feel loved. Feel wanted. Feel like a human.

He finished the kiss with a sweet peck, and pressed his forehead against yours. Your eyes were still closed, but how can he do the same while you were sitting right infront of him? He kept his eyes on you, analyzing every inch of you.

"Y/N we're happy,

I'll take care of you,

life doesn't mean anything to me without you,

let's be with eachother forever,

we'll be the best parents for our children,

don't leave me. Please accept me. Accept this stupid JM of yours. Forgive me for hurting you...

I love you."

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The End

Oh finally.

I'm really happy that I was able to end this story.

As I've mentioned before, I've written this story a long time ago. But moving it to wattpad was a hard work.

Anyways, thanks to all of thoes readers who read my story.

Thank for thoes who voted, for thoes who commented. It's appreciated.

I have a question though?

Should I publish the Bonus Chapter too?

Please tell me if you want to.

Lots of love

Shine dream and smile 💜🌌

-Taehyung's SoulMate