This is a vent so don't feel obligated to read this.
I actually encourage you not to read this it's just a disaster but hey I've kinda been a disaster lately so that's fitting

So I'm having a crisis over a few things
Here's a list

• I think my boyfriend might be going through something. He seems down and distant and I think he's dropping hints that he's depressed but I don't know how to ask if he's okay or let him know I'm here

• I want to ask my best friend about the above problem but I don't want to bother her or her her worried about him. They're really good friends but I just think it's a bad idea to get her involved with something that could be nothing I don't know

• I'm a fraud. I'm not funny or a good writer or creative and I probably don't have any mental illnesses I'm probably just faking for attention

• my dreams don't matter because it's too late for me to achieve them

That's just my current problems. I don't expect anyone to read this or give advice or anything, I just want this in the world as if it'll disconnect the problems from me.

UPDATE: hello me from a few hours ago. It's now 3am which is insane because I always get tired really early and go to sleep at like midnight.
Your worrying has gotten worse. He doesn't seem okay. You're his girlfriend you should know how he's doing. Like come on you're supposed to be there for him and look what you're doing instead. You're lying on ur bed, feeling sorry for yourself