I lay in my bed, tears falling down my face. It was just another day where I didn't have any motivation to get out of bed, because of my stupid flashbacks.

My door slowly opens and I see Lily walk in. "Hi, babe, how you feeling?" She steps in carefully.

Lily and Camilla have always helped me through my flashbacks, or my depressive episodes. I was diagnosed with depression a few years back and ever since they've been there to help me through it, no matter how difficult I can be.

"Like crap." I chuckle dryly. "Is there anything you need, anything that could make you feel better?" She asks.

Before I can respond, my phone rings. I pick up my phone and see Jordan's caller ID. I sigh and look over at Lily. "Talk to him Drea, he cares." She says.

I wait till she leaves the room to answer the phone. His face comes onto the screen and I put my face to the corner of the screen, so he can't see my tear stained face.

"Wow." He says. I quietly sniffle and pull my covers closer to me body. "Hey to you too." I quietly chuckle.

"I'm just surprised you picked up, you've been avoiding me for like 2 weeks." His deep voice says through the phone.

"Yeah, i'm sorry, I just haven't been feeling myself and I didn't want to unload all that on you." I say truthfully.

"It's okay, but you know you can talk to me." He reminds me. "Yeah I know." I say, slowly moving my face back into the camera.

"There she is." He teases when he sees my face. I see him smile and I can't help but smile with him.

"I missed you." I sigh. He rests his hand under his chin. "I miss you too, baby." He says quietly.

"So your birthday's coming up right?" Jordan asks me. "Yeah, it is." I confirm.

In the span of 2 hours, Jordan managed to get me out of my bad mood, and made me forget about my flashbacks.

Now I was folding clothes, while my phone was propped up on dresser, in front of me bed.

"Well what are you planning?" He asks. "I mean, nothing big, probably just go out with the girls and spend the rest of it watching Netflix." I laugh.

He lets out a low chuckle. "Seriously, nothing special?" He questions. I shake my head, looking at him.

"I don't know, I guess i've just never been that excited about my birthday. The only reason I really ever do anything for my birthday is because of Lily and Cami. They make me get out of my bed and actually do something." I say.

"Drea, are you more emo than you let on?" Jordan teases. I let out a laugh. "I've been around you too long Jordan." I say.

"Those sun dresses say otherwise." He laughs. I look down at the sundresses laying on my bed.

"Yeah I might have a bit of an obsession." I nod my head. I continue to fold my clothes when Jordan clears his throat.

"So, what would we do if we meet?" He asks. I smile and look at him. "You mean when we meet?" I correct him.

"Yes, when we meet, what are we gonna do?" He asks. "Eh, i'll probably make you watch Vampire Diaries with me, we could go to the park near my apartment." I suggest.

"Oh! We could go to the amusement park, it's only like an hour away from here." I smile. "That sounds fun." He says, smiling.

"You know, I can't wait till we actually can meet." I say. "Yeah, I can't wait to actually see your beautiful face in person." He says.

I smile at his words. "If you come, you have to let me do your eyeliner, I know you would look so good with it." I say.

"I'm down, if that means you're close to me, I'm totally down." He smirks. I roll my eyes, a smile covering my face.

"You're so impossible." I laugh. "Nah, I'm pretty doable." He laughs.

Our laughter dies down and I see Jordan staring at me. "What, Jordan?" I ask.

"I really like you." He blurts. I let out a small laugh. "I like you too." I respond.

"No, i really like you Andrea." He says. My eyes widen. "Woah, you never call me my name." I say.

"You're serious?" I ask. "Because if you aren't, say it right now Jordan." I rush out.

He lets out a deep chuckle. "I'm dead serious Andrea." He responds. "I have feelings for you." He smiles at me.

"Jordan, seriously?" I ask, still in disbelief. "Yes Drea! I'm serious, I like you." He says.

A smile breaks out onto my face. "I like you too, Jordan." I smile. "Really?" He mocks me.

"Yes, I have feelings for you." I roll my eyes at him. He laughs. "I'm not sure if I believe you." He teases.

"Don't push it."

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new chapter guysss finally. sorry i haven't been updating this book a lot. i've been having major writers block but i wouldn't leave you guys hanging🥰.

but they like each other yayyy. her birthday is coming uppp that's gonna be a fun one to write.

stay bad besties and hav a good day🥰.