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𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚝𝚠𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚟𝚎 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚟𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛!

𝚑𝚘𝚙𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚎𝚗𝚓𝚘𝚢!

ㅡ𝚍𝚡𝚡𝚍𝚢𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎
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dear diary, it's been three weeks since i became friends with the heathers. well friends isn't the right word exactly – it's more like the heathers are the people i work with and our job is being popular and shit.

y/n snickered to herself as she wrote down what's been happening in the last three weeks into her journal. she started to go through how everything is so much different than they were the first day of school. no one bothered to mess with her, considering she is one of the heathers now, and she couldn't be more in love with it.

"hey, y/n." suri says softly as she makes her way slowly towards y/n.

y/n looks to her left and sees her best friend which causes an instant smile to form on her face. "hey!" y/n says as she places her pen into her journal and closes as she holds it tightly against her chest.

"you look really beautiful these days," suri says as she holds her textbooks tightly against her chest and examines y/n's blue outfit that fits her perfectly and that matches with natasha's red outfit.

"yeah, well it's just the same me underneath," y/n says as she gives suri a small smile knowing instantly that she is upset about something.

"are you sure?" suri asks as she gives y/n a raised eyebrow and small frown on her face.

"look i'm sorry i flaked on movie night last week – i've had a lot going on." y/n says instantly feeling the guilt rise in the pit of her stomach seeing her best friend look so sad in front of her.

"i get that – you're with the heathers now," suri says as she looks at y/n with a pained smile on her face before moving her gaze to the ground.

y/n couldn't hold in the excitement at the mention of her being a heather now as she smiles widely at suri. "it's exciting!" she squeals lightly as she bounces in her black leather heals that click on the ground each time, they make contact. then quickly adding "it's whatever," as she leans back still baring the same wide smile.

she then recollects herself and calms down as she gives suri the same smile. "but, uh, I promise we'll hang out soon." y/n says as she places a hand on suri's arm as she gives it a light squeeze.

as suri goes to answer back to y/n, gamora yells out y/n's name down the hall.

"y/n! natasha says to haul ass to calf pronto!" gamora says as she walks down the halls, her heels clicking loudly behind her as people make room for her in order not to get in her way.

"how barry," y/n says with sarcasm as she looks at suri with a sarcastic smirk on her face.

suri stifles a laugh as she looks at y/n before bringing her head down, looking to the ground before gamora would say something.

"see you," y/n mumbles to suri as her and gamora start making their way to where natasha is at.

natasha raises her head at the sound of two pairs of heels making their way down the hall to where she and wanda stood. natasha straighten up her shoulders when she saw y/n and gamora rounding the corner.

"y/n! I need a forgery in peter barnes' handwriting. he'll need something to write on," natasha says as she looks around for something hard for y/n to write on before she turns towards gamora with a stern look. "gamora bend over," with a grimace look on gamora's face, she bends over to where her back is straight out for y/n to write on.

y/n hesitantly places her journal onto gamora's back and waits for whatever natasha wants her to write it barnes' handwriting.

"hi honey! i've been watching you and thinking about us in the old days. i hope you can come to my homecoming party this weekend. i miss you. Barnes – and put a xo after the signature," natasha finishes off as she crosses her arms over her chest with a smirk playing on her red tainted lips.

"what's this for anyway?" y/n asks as she starts to tear out the paper from her journal and gives natasha a questionable look.

"yeah you remember how barnes used to hang out with suri?" natasha questions y/n as she takes the forged note into her hands and read it over.

"yeah in kindergarten, we all did." y/n says as she looks the her with a spectacle look.

"we all didn't kiss on the kickball field," gamora said as she places her manicured hands on her hips as she gives a pointed to look at y/n.

"oh my god that's right – I totally forgot. barnes kissed suri, it was disgusting!" wanda says as a giggle leaves her lips as she too places her hands on her hips.

"perfect," natasha says that almost sounded like a purr as she walks towards barnes and thor who are both walking down the hallway where they are. "hey barnes come here," natasha says as she looks behind her with a smirk on her face.

the two boys look at one another with a questionable look.

"what do you think natasha wants?" barnes asks thor as he leans in next to him as his eyes rakes through natasha's body as her back faces towards him.

"i bet she wants you to set her on your johnson and spin her around like a goddamn pinwheel!" thor says rather loudly as he looks at his best friend with an excited expression on his face.

"oh yeah! punch it in!" barnes said as he raises his fist in the air as he and thor scream out in joy.

They both calm down quickly and pretend nothing happened as they both made their way towards the to members of heathers.

natasha turns around with a sweet sinister smile on her face and extends her hand towards barnes. "be a sweetie and give this note suri for me," she says as she tilts her head to the side with the same sinister smile still baring on her face as it widens when barnes takes the note out of her hand without questions.

"what note!?" y/n questionably demands as she quickly looks towards the note that's in barnes hands.

"since when do you hang out with the lard-ass?" barnes questions as he leans into thor's side. barnes goes to open the note to read what contains inside along with thor before natasha stops him.

natasha places her hand on top of his hand and gives him a fake smile. "don't read it, she's having an extra heavy blow and needed some advice from my gyno," natasha says as she removes her hand from top of barnes hand.

both barnes and thor make a gagging noise as they each scrunch their faces in disgust while looking at one another. they both starts to the make they're to where suri is but y/n is quick on her heeled feet.

"yeah, i'll take that." she says as she takes the note, she forged out of barnes hand as they continued to walk as if nothing was happening. "suri has been having a thing for barnes for 12 years now – this could kill her. come on natasha, you're bigger than this." y/n says as she shakes her head the immaturity that that raised up in the room.

"are we gonna have a problem!?" natasha yells out, her anger getting the best of her. "you've got a bone to pick?" she questions with sarcasm as she looks to wanda and gamora, who are quick to move behind her.

"you've come so far – why now are you pulling on my dick!?" natasha says as she look towards y/n with an angered expression on her face. "i'd normally slap your face off and everyone here can watch," natasha says as she opens her arms wide indicating to y/n that everyone indeed was looking at the scene natasha is making.

"but I'm feeling nice, here's some advice, listen up biatch!" natasha says as she starts to walk closer to where y/n is. once she was in reach of y/n's shoulders, natasha took hold of them and firmly cornered her into the wall where she knew that y/n had a clear view of all three of their smirking faces.

"i like lookin' hot, buying stuff they cannot." natasha says as she points behind her to a group of girls.

"i like drinkin' hard, maxin' dad's credit cards." natasha says as she crosses her arms across her chest with a determined look before she looks at y/n with her signature smirk.

"i like skippin' gym, scaring her, screwing him!" natasha says as she points behind her to a boy that she indeed did sleep with.

"I like killer clothes, and kickin' nerds in the nose!" natasha says as she flicks at y/n's nose for instance.

"our life style is different from the one you had, y/n. you can go back to the one you had but just know if you are to walk away and go back to your so call friend, suri – just know she would leave you to rot and come to join us." natasha said as she looks down at y/n with a wide sinister smile that sends chills down her spine.

knowing that her only option was to basically backstab her best friend in order to continue being one of the heathers. y/n sighs in defeat as she closes her eyes and raises her hand that holds the forged note into the air.

a victorious smile takes over all three of the heathers faces as they looked at how easily they got y/n to stand down in defeat. natasha casts one small glance towards gamora. gamora was quick to take hold of the forged note in y/n's raised defeated hand, and started making her way towards suri, who stood next to her locker taking out the needed textbooks for her next class.

"for you," gamora said in a sickly-sweet tone that caused shivers to run down suri's side from the unexpected visit.

hesitant, suri turns around and looks down to gamora's out stretched hand. frowning her eyebrows, she takes hold of the note.

gamora then turns to leave with a smirk on her face as she makes her way back to the heathers.

suri looks down to the note in her hands. gently, she opens the note and carefully read over the lines that she didn't know that were forged. she reads over the lines over, and over again trying make sure her eyes aren't playing tricks on her as she looks down at the signature of the person, she's been having a crush on for all her life.

a blush creeps up on her face as a small, timid smile forms on her face as she holds the note close to her chest, thinking that barnes finally took a notice in her and wants to peruse in something for once.

suri turns her gaze to the left to see her best friend, which only causes her grin to grow wider as she makes her way towards y/n.

natasha takes notice of this and pushes y/n forward towards suri.

"y/n look! barnes invited me to his homecoming party! this proves he's been thinking about me!" suri gushes over the note.

"color me stoke," y/n says as she gives suri a tight-lipped smile.

"i'm so happy!" suri squeals silently as she gives her friend a wide smile before walking about to her locker with a dreamy look on her face.

the heathers watched the scene before them with wide wicked smiles on their faces with a few small, shared laughs being thrown around. y/n then makes her way back towards the heathers and stands there in shock.

y/n watches as her best friend falls for the forged note that she helped create. guilt starts to weigh on top of her chest as she sees the blush grow on her face as she still wears the timid smile on her face when she sees barnes and thor walk past her, but she keeps her gaze on barnes who is completely clueless to her looking at him as he always is.

what have i done? 

"you proved not to be a loser y/n – i'm proud of you." natasha says as she places a hand on top of y/n's shoulder, giving it a firm squeeze to it.

a small hesitant smile is placed on y/n's face as she looks back at natasha – who gives her a very proud look on her face. the guilt only continues to grow heavier on her chest as she continues to wonder – will the guilt continue to grow over time?