august 24, 2020
(next gen roleplay)

last night something happened. lyra's pregnant. it's james' baby. lyra also obliviated herself. so now she doesn't remember james and is confused as to why everyone is looking at her a certain way or how she's pregnant, when in her mind, she's still a virgin.

liz and i spent like an hour talking. she's a really nice girl if you get to know her. she blames herself. i told her it's not her fault but when it comes to lyra, liz always tries to take full responsibility when she get hurt.

then ly and i threatened james. i shouldn't have but i was really livid. girl got her heartbroken. but he didn't know. i should've known he wasn't using her.

i'm not going into full detail about it. today really took a toll on me and i'd rather not have to retell it to a journal.