Well it all started when my mom met my dad they were perfect until they started fighting the would fight every night it was hard to sleep and back then I was scared out my mind bc I didn't wanna die I was losing it while my parents would fight and my sister would just cry herself to sleep since we never got to see our big sister it's been hard for us then they made a divorce paper and signed it in front of me... years later she went some bitch I hate his name is sir cause I ain't exposing names he is our new step dad which I fucking hate it then maybe 1 year later my mom said the most scary thing to me... me and sir wanna have a baby... my soul dropped to the floor I was crying at that point when I was alone it was not what I wanted and I had a dream we're my mom got pregnant and I was dying crying my heart out I was so broken and now I see that sir had us get out ass wooped for dumb shit and I was broken after I hear that my parents were homophobic and my mom used to be ok with it but sir changed everything and I now feel like a dumb bitch my anxiety, stress disorder and more shit I have I never told my dad or mom I'm scared and I can't take it anymore I needed to get this of my chest...