My anxiety does not come in every single day it comes in every single hour every single time I want to do something like go to a party I can't go to a party what if I if I say that what if I see him when I see her I literally don't know what to do and I even tried to tell my mom but I have a different ways she's always like you don't have it why do you go sit down and watch some TV watching TV is not gonna help it's going to make me feel antisocial and that when I go outside I get looked at stared at because I have a hoodie on every single day thinking about what if they don't like my appearance what if they don't like. Yes what if they don't like that she says oh whell go make some new friends your mistake I made making new friends and losing the immediately a thing and making friends do not help you with your anxiety they make you wanna hide and never come out like digging a  50 feet hole and burying yourself alive and trying to dig out yourself all alone and even if you try and look for a help you will never find anything because you're stuck in a hole. Anxiety will take over anything that I do if it comes to eating to posting to anything and the worst part is that the one day I had a crush. My anxiety took the best of me and I didn't tell him and then I soon as I went up to him the next day he had a new girlfriend. Well that is a different story but I will tell you this anxiety hurts like a bitch you can even try to encourage yourself to get through it but anxiety will not let you imagine going to a party with a bunch of people 50 60 people and you're standing there with no friends of yours no family of yours and you're in the middle of the party all alone people breaking bottles people throwing hands does that not give you anxiety even reading it. You eventually have a anxiety attack.