"Hey Natsu, we're going to see grandma in Tokyo is that ok?"

"Sure Nii-chan that sounds fun!"

"I'll pack you're stuff ok?"

"Why do i need to pack nii-chan?"

"She wants you to stay there Natsu..."

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"HURRY UPPP!" Ukai yelled at the team who were chucking their bags in the buss.

They all started scurrying into the buss hurriedly; kageyama sitting alone, tsukishima and yamaguci sitting in the middle, Asahi, Sugawara and Daichi sitting at the back, followed with Tanaka and Noya at the front.

Once everyone was seated they set off, it was quite a strenuous journey. Their thoughts filled with regret to a certain orangette.

In all truth, many of them had a crush on the tangerine, even Tsukishima had fallen for the small boy. They had also made a secret bet for whoever was the closest to Hinata and even though none of them wanted to admit it, it was kageyama Tobio.

After all they were best friends. But Kageyama never really knew of Hinata's feelings, it was a mystery to all.

They hadn't uttered a word about the orangette since Yachi was kicked out of the club. Many of them couldn't face the fact how horrible they were to the sweet boy.

However they didn't know that they would see him very soon.

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"HEYYYY!" Kuroo greeted Daichi and the rest of his team with a high five, he was also scanning the Karasuno team for a certain orange headed teen whom he had taken a liking to.

Kenma was also doing the same; he had been looking forward to the training camp for a while only because 'his Shōyō' was coming.

"Hey where's chibi-chan?" Kuroo asked slightly disappointed that he hadn't seen the tangerine yet.

The whole team looked down in shame, making the Nekoma boys slightly suspicious "where's Shōyō?" Kenma said more serious, worried for his friend and love interest.

"I- uh... he's coming later!" Nishinoya spoke up from the silence.

The other teams believed his lie but that left the Karasuno boys wondering how they were going to keep up with it.

They let out a sigh of relief when finally everyone stopped questioning his absence and went to unpack their stuff.

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Hinata and Natsu arrived in Tokyo around mid day; they were travelling with two suitcases full of Natsu's stuff and ended up taking the train.

Hinata felt devastated, not only did his grandmother want to take away his only happiness; he wasn't able to stay with her either.

The whole journey was full of Hinata doing everything he could to absorb the last of Natsu's bright smile he would see in a while.

At this point, Natsu was his lifeline.

He would break without her.

But that's just how life worked in Hinata's eyes.

By now Hinata and Natsu had been walking for around half an hour; their destination was their grandmother's house of course.

Finally they arrived and Natsu had started to get sleepy "we're here now Natsu" Hinata said calmly, giving his sister a warm smile "ok nii-chan!" She beamed, walking up the the large oak door and faintly knocking.

Almost instantly the door swung open; revealing a rather short stacked, grey haired women with small rectangular glasses. Her build was quite slender and bony, honestly she looked a little unhealthy.

Natsu ran and jumped into the lady's arms
"baa-baa!*" She yelled hugging her grandmother tightly.

All the while Hinata stood completely still and glared at the old lady. Hinata knew very well that she hated him and he hated her in return. This was why she wasn't allowing Hinata to stay with Natsu.

"Give me her bags Shōyō you can leave" she stated bluntly, putting Natsu back on the ground and holding her little hand.

Hinata gritted his teeth, holding back the urge to simply shout at the woman "I want to say goodbye to nii-chan!"

Natsu wined, tugging on the woman's cardigan. She rolled her eyes and gently pushed Natsu towards her brother.

Hinata grinned triumphantly before engulfing his sister in a massive hug. Natsu buried her face in Hinata chest and squeezed the back of his shirt with a balled fist "I'm gunna miss you nii-chan" she whispered pulling away from the hug.

Natsu went back next to her grandmother's side and waved cutely at Hinata before he turned his back on her and walked away.

'𝑖'𝑙𝑙 𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡𝑜 𝑁𝑎𝑡𝑠𝑢'

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Hinata sat alone.

Thoughts to himself and cigarette in hand. Hinata already felt little to no will to live. Even more so that Natsu was now gone.

He felt like crying. But what was the point really?

The back of his head was throbbing and sore where he had sewn it the other day. Fuck that hurt.

Hinata sighed, laying back on the wall while inhaling more nicotine. Many people passed the teen but paid no mind to his current state. This was Tokyo after all, there were a lot of crazy people around.

Hinata laughed emotionlessly to himself, his whole life was a fucking joke. Hinata finished his cigarette fairly quickly; swiftly lighting another as soon as it was gone.

Hinata looked at the blue sky, the occasional cloud floated into his vision. It looked like candy floss.

Hinata had loved candy floss.

The teen smiled at the fond memories from when he was a child, laughing completely care free. Playing without a single thought.

What a nice time that had been.

Hinata released a deep breath of smoke into the air; admiring how it dissipated into the surroundings so quickly.

So engrossed into his thoughts Hinata hadn't noticed the one and only Kenma Kozume cautiously approach him.

"S-Shōyō is that you?" Kenma whispered, voice cracking in some places. Hinata didn't know it but he had actually been resting in front of Nekoma and Kenma had been on a break.

Hinata slowly crooked his head in the direction of the meek voice. Golden eyes met dull brown as the orange haired teen smiled faintly; the effects of so many cigarettes already taking a toll on his way of thinking.

"Oh shit, hey Kenma fancy seeing you here" Hinata replied, voice rather loud as he stood up to meet Kenma's eyes.

Kenma cautiously backed up from his friend; Hinata releasing a puff of smoke into the duel haired males face.

Kenma coughed a couple of times, waving the smoke out of his face as he scrunched his nose in disgust.

"Shōyō why aren't you with you're team?" Kenma asked once again, ignoring the fact Hinata was smoking for the mean time. Kenma simply wanted Hinata to be safe.

"Why don't you go ask the ones that used me" Hianta's hissed; eyes squinted as his body tensed at the mention of his team.

"W-what do you me-" Kenma was cut off by a rather loud familiar voice "KENMAAA WHERE ARE YOU?!"

Then a certain rooster head came around the corner; instantly stopping in his tracks "chibi?" Kuroo questioned, voice low and uncertain.

In all honesty, Hinata didn't mind any of the other teams. It was only Karasuno whom he despised. They had 'used him' after all.

"Yeah?" Hinata asked sarcastically, snuffing out his cigarette on the floor.

Kuroo had no idea what to say.

This wasn't the chibi-chan he remembered.

Hinata held out his packet of cigarettes towards the two "want one?" They both shook their head and started to back up.

Hinata scoffed "you're loss" he replied, lighting another of his own. Both Kuroo and Kenma's mouths were agape. They didn't know what to do until Kenma had enough of it.

"Shōyō you're coming inside" he instructed, grabbing Hinata's wrist and dragging him into Nekoma school.

Hinata sighed, he didn't really mind unless Karasuno was there "is my team there?" He asked Kenma who was still dragging him.

Kenma thought about it for a minute and decided it was best not to tell him.

"no..."

* 𝙁𝙤𝙧 𝙧𝙚𝙛𝙧𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙚 "𝙗𝙖𝙖-𝙗𝙖𝙖" 𝙞𝙨 𝙖 𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙥𝙚𝙩 𝙣𝙖𝙢𝙚 𝙞𝙣 𝙟𝙖𝙥𝙖𝙣𝙚𝙚𝙨𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙜𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙢𝙖 (𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙉𝙖𝙩𝙨𝙪 𝙞𝙨 𝙜𝙧𝙚𝙚𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙜𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙢𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧)