"Hey guys? Is it only me that is unsure about what Yachi said?"

"Actually I've been thinking that too, it was hard to imagine Hinata talking shit about us"

"Who cares about that, I'm more worried about the fact our shoyo was SMOKING"

"I'm really worried about him..."

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Enraged Hinata smashed his head on the bathroom mirror; tiny fragments of glass burying them selfs in his hair as a trickle of blood seeped down his forehead.

'𝐻𝑜𝑤 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑊𝑂𝑅𝑅𝐼𝐸𝐷 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑚𝑎𝑑𝑒 𝑚𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠'

Hinata angrily gritted his teeth, picking up a shard of glass on the sink. Inspecting the sharp side; Hinata gently pressed his finger along the blade like material, the glass easily drew blood.

'𝑖𝑡𝑠 𝑜𝑛𝑙𝑦 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡?'

Hinata concluded that it would only be a one time thing to release tension instead of drugs use for once. However he was very wrong about it being the first and last time.

Squinting his eyes shut, the teen rose the glass above his left wrist and sliced though the pale skin. Beautiful beads of crimson blood emerged from the incision; giving Hinata great relief.

However, he was surprised.

It didn't hurt at all.

Hinata was numb.

The blood was now gushing from his arm, a long stream dripping into the once pure white sink. Hinata loved the colour. It made a faint smile cross his features as he began dragging the glass across his wrist many more times.

Eventually Hinata's whole arm was covered in deep cuts, the blood flow never seemed to stop. Looking at his distorted reflection in the broken mirror, Hinata felt disgusted.

The ripped and torn flesh was hanging slightly. Holding back a gag the teen began to feel increasingly light headed.

'𝑛𝑜... 𝑖 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑔𝑜 𝑝𝑖𝑐𝑘 𝑢𝑝 𝑁𝑎𝑡𝑠𝑢'

Hinata tried his best to push away the black spots that were trying to creep into his vision. Quickly picking up a white towel to his side Hinata pressed the material over his arm, securing it with several hair ties.

Hinata hissed as the material rubbed against the fresh cuts. Pulling a very baggy hoodie over the towel, he then began to slowly make his way to Natsu's school.

His walk was extremely tiring and strenuous, he often had to stop to clear his spinning vision and foggy head.

It took his twice as long as planned, but he still arrived.

Only an...hour late.

Natsu crossed her arms and looked away from her brother with a pout. Hinata sighed at the young girls attitude before forcing a smile and picking her up "I'm really sorry Natsu, coach asked me to clean up the gym" he lied.

Natsu looked back at her brother through squinted eyes as they began to walk home together "fine nii-chan" she huffed, hugging her brother tightly.

Hinata smiled kindly. He would do anything for Natsu.

After cooking her favourite food which was the same as Hinata's: Tamago Kage Gohan, he quickly put Natsu to bed. Honestly just wanting to be alone with his own thoughts.

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Hinata sat on his couch alone with the TV on a rather boring channel, while shuffling through his plastic bag he had attained a couple days ago.

Hinata took out the complimentary bag of pills and placed three on the table. They were unusual and of red and yellow colour.

After deciding Hinata really didn't have anything to live for, he started to crush the several pills using a spoon. It turned into a thin white powder and Hinata was eager to try the substance.

Taking a deep breath Hinata covered one nostril with a finger and finished a line of the powered pills. At first it stung and was extremely unpleasant but he soon got used to the feeling and finished all the powder.

Flopping himself back in the couch Hinata squeezed his eyes harshly, desperate to get rid of the black dots evading into his sight.

Suddenly Hinata's stomach erupted into a chorus of loud grumbles; demanding nutrition and food since he hadn't eaten any dinner.

Well he hadn't eaten for two days.

Hinata sighed and pushed himself off the couch with great difficulty. He craved something sweet and there wasn't anything in the kitchen except for Natsu's snacks, and Hinata wasn't going to take those.

The teen groaned and sloppily grabbed his keys before stepping into the cold outside. The scenery had started to get darker, sun setting over the horizon and lamp lights automatically turned on.

Hinata walked through the streets on his way to a small corner shop when he started to feel the effects of the pills. His head started throbbing harshly, his surroundings becoming distorted and spinning.

The occasional person he passed seemed to have a yellow smiling face with patterns surrounding their bodies. Hinata smiled at his hallucinations before a shop which looked like a rainbow cake to Hinata came into vision.

Stumbling through the front door, the person at the till was none other than Coach Ukai. His eyes widened at Hianta's state; eyes red rimmed and drunken movements "Hinata! What are you doing?!"

Ukai yelled at the delirious boy, getting up from his seated position and shaking the teen by his shoulders.

Hinata seemed almost lifeless, his body moving limply side to side as he was being shaken by a worried Ukai "HINATA! Snap out of it!" Ukai shouted in the face of Hinata, extremely worried about his current state.

"You shouldn't have left me then mum" Hinata slurred, obviously hallucinating something to do with his mother.

Ukai sucked in a sharp breath at Hinata's statement before he was shoved to the side by the tangerine.

'𝑑𝑖𝑑 𝐻𝑖𝑛𝑎𝑡𝑎'𝑠 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑠...𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑒 ℎ𝑖𝑚?'

Ukai watched as Hinata stumbled to his shelfs, grabbing several meat buns and some sweet treats. Afterwards Hinata simply left the store without paying; and Ukai payed on his behalf.

Ukai sat himself down on his chair, his legs shaky as he lit a cigarette to relax his nerves from how worried he was about the No. 10.

The male knew that Hinata was high; because he himself had gone through similar things and just barely managed to pull through before he was completely gone.

'𝑖𝑚 𝑔𝑜𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝐻𝑖𝑛𝑎𝑡𝑎'

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Hinata slammed his door shut before quickly shoving a meat bun in his mouth; he didn't savour the taste at all. It was simply to keep himself from passing out.

After devouring three of the meat buns Hinata started to make his way upstairs when he began to feel increasingly light headed.

Hinata cursed himself for taking so many of the pills and leaned on the wall as he forced himself upstairs. Each step felt like he was tethered to a block of cement.

'𝑦𝑒𝑠 𝑖𝑚 𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑙𝑎𝑠𝑡 𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑝'

Hinata internally cheered as he almost made it to the top. Just as he placed his foot down, his knee seemed to buckle under his own weight and give way.

His foot slipped sending him descending back down the stairs, whacking his head in the floor as he landed.

Hinata felt a warm liquid seep from the back of his head; soiling his bright orange hair and becoming crimson stained.

'𝑛𝑜...𝑖 𝑐𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑙𝑒𝑡 𝑁𝑎𝑡𝑠𝑢 𝑠𝑒𝑒 𝑚𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠'

Hinata cried once he realised he had not an ounce of strength left in his brittle body.

All he could do at that moment was weep as he bled out on the floor.

𝙃𝙞 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚! 𝙄 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙚𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙖𝙡𝙬𝙖𝙮𝙨 𝙩𝙖𝙡𝙠 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙚  ❤︎