Okay so after the whole headteachers office and stuff I kinda went back home and just relaxed and thought about life and shit I just for some reason I couldn't talk to jaden cause I would get nervous and I hate feeling nervous it's just why would he do that for me I want to like him but I don't think I can

After spending around what felt like 2 minutes but was actually 2 hours on tiktok then I remembered what tomorrow was it was my birthday I was turning 18 finally but I had school which is shit and to make things better after my birthday it's mads birthday and I swear if she makes tomorrow about her which is the type of thing she would do im am going to flip shit !

I got into a hoodie and decided to head to bed because I just wanted to have a fresh start today was fun but for someone reason it made me contemplate everything in my life was I excited for my birthday a little but not really because I knew that mads would make everything about her I just couldn't be asked

[the morning]

I wake up and check my phone and it was in fact my birthday I smiled a Little and got up normally I would press snooze but today I wanted to be productive and actually make a effort so I went to my wardrobe and picked out a outfit

After I found the perfect outfit I went into my bathroom and sighed as I looked at my messy Hair I looked at the makeup in the corner I was thinking about If I should call Addison in to do my makeup but I knew for a fact she would make it bright and extra and I really wasn't feeling it so I put my best effort into this one makeup look and I think it turned out pretty good but I knew as soon as I walked downstairs Addison would tell me how she would of done it and try and fix it not gonna lie it was kinda funny

I then took a couple minutes to do my hair

and I was impressed with my look for once in my life I smiled and walked downstairs to see Addison standing there

Addison:ELLE YOURAWAKE-WAIT ARE YOU WEARING MAKEUP !!

Elle:calm down Addison and yes

She walks up to you and is analysing my makeup

Addison:I would-

Elle:Addison as much as I love you I don't need to know what I could of done better

Addison:okay okay it's your birthday so I'll let you off

She giggles and little bit and we both walk into the kitchen

And I was surprised to see my dad sat there with some pancakes I smiled as he passed them to me

[a little back story so my mum and my dad had there ups and downs well a lot of downs they have threatened to get divorced 3 times but never did which played with our emotions the argue a lot and most of the time they don't even see each other they just ignore each other so that doesn't help an sometimes I just wish they would get couples cancelling or something because I hate being up at 1:00 am listening to my parents argue about stupid things but I have never told anyone about them expect mads and I don't have her trust anymore my mum loves Addison and hates me and my dad is different he doesn't hate me as much and when we do spend time together which is rarely we have a good time I just wish they could work things out]

After laughing and chatting with my dad and Addison for a bit I got In the car and was ready to go to school with Addison I ran to the car and grabbed my aux and out on my playlist making sure Addison didn't have her loud happy music on and she eventually got in the car I think she was more excited for my birthdays then I was myself

After getting out the car jaden walks up to me he had the smuggest look on his face I wonder what he is up to just as I am thinking I upset him approach me here we go

Jaden:well I heard it was someone's birthday

Elle:really who's ?

We both laugh and he hugs me as much a do wanted to stand there and hug him all day I know I couldn't just then he pulled something out of his pocket

Jaden:here you go

He give some a black box I look at him confused did he really get me a gift :)

Elle:jaden are you serious

Jaden:yep.deadly

He tries to look at me in a evil way but he ended up breaking into laughing with me after are got of laughter I looked at the box and opened it I saw a beautiful necklace omg he really did this it was really pretty and looked amazing he stood there smiling at me like a idiot I laughed

(The necklace)

Elle:omg I hate you

Jaden:what why

Elle:this is too much

Jaden:i don't think it is I just saw it and it remedied me of us I mean you

You giggle a little and Put the necklace on and smile

You spent the day hanging out with jaden Bryce and Josh who had became your good friends as well as Lauren charli Dixie,avani and Addison I had a great time and I had planned for a sleepover at mine while my parents were away so I went home stat ugh they away and then I looked to see that there were loads of notifications form Instagram and that I looked to see all my friends birthday messages