Ji-eun was trying to hide from Jungkook, and she wanted to leave the palace but of course Jungkook didn't let her.

Jungkook pinned her to the wall, and smirked. "Noona, I think you saw something that you shouldn't have."

"I-i don't know what you are saying." She shattered.

"Oh, so you are saying you didn't see me killing mother?"

What happened was her mother kept mentioning about her lover. And she called Jungkook by awful names. As much as he loved her, he couldn't tolerate her saying someone else's name. He didn't actually want to kill her, it was an accident that is why he felt guilty and sorry for doing that to his mother.

He caressed Ji-eun's cheeks, "Noona, stop trembling and tell me, what you saw?"

"N-nothing-"

"Good, I respect you alot but if you tell Y/n anything." He leaned in to whisper in her ear. "You will die too."

Y/n saw Jungkook being close to Ji-eun, she couldn't hear what they were talking about. She got jealous because of that.
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Another baby was born, it was a boy. Jungkook seemed to be lost in his own world. It wasn't like he doesn't care about Y/n anymore. But he was depressed over his own problems that he created.

And Y/n noticed the difference, and she remembered how close Jungkook was to Ji-eun.

"Why haven't you slept with me for days now?" Y/n asked. Jungkook chuckled.

"What?"

"You heard what I said. Why are you sleeping with me?"

"Y/n, I want you to rest. You gave birth 2 weeks ago so you should rest." He exclaimed.

"You didn't care before now, why do you suddenly care when you are being close to someone else?" She exclaimed.

"Who am I close to?"

"Leave it," she crossed her arms.

"Y/n, what happened?" He cupped her face.

"I said leave it." She exclaimed.

"Okay," he replied.

Seriously?

"Okay. I hate you."

"I love you too. Now sleep and rest." He made her lay on the bed. He kissed her forehead. "Thank you for being with me and making my life beautiful."

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Jungkook groaned because of pain, as he was torturing himself, every night he does that as a punishment for hurting his mother.

Ji-eun noticed what Jungkook was doing and tried to stop him. "What are you doing! You will hurt yourself!"

But Jungkook pushed her away, causing her to fall on the floor.

"What the fuck is wrong with you! Why do you interfere with my business all the time!!" He yelled at her.

"I-i just want to help-"

He slammed her to the wall. "Who the fuck you think you are? Don't you dare interfere with my life again!"

"I just care about you." She said while looking down. Jungkook held her chin, hardly making her look at his eyes.

"You cared about me? Again who the fuck you are to care about me?"

She started crying.

"I am asking you something? I don't like how much you have been involved in this matter. " He asked. "Just leave. "
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Y/n woke up at night because her newborn was crying. Jungkook was not there so Y/n decided to check Noir and Nora's room. He wasn't there either.

Then her heart broke when she saw Jungkook with Ji-eun again.

She came back to her room and started crying.

"You are still really dumb Y/n." Taehyung exclaimed. She looked up and wiped her tears.

"Why do you appear suddenly out of nowhere?" She asked. Taehyung looked at the newborn.

"Aww he is adorable, definitely not like his father." He exclaimed.

"Why you call me dumb?" She questioned.

"Because you still think that Jungkook can cheat on you. Dude is crazy about you. And you are crazy too for forgiving him all the time, you forgive him when he was literally abusive to you and killed you unborn child, he tied you up for days just because you don't want to get pregnant again. " he exclaimed.

"I don't know, I just forget everything." She replied.

"I really hate doing this but you are annoying me so much, so I am telling you a truth which I think you should know as a mother and a wife." Taehyung said. She looked at Taehyung. "He killed your child."

"It was an accident and he apologized-"

"No, not that one. Your first daughter. Jungkook killed her and lied to you saying it was a still born."

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Jungkook found Y/n crying while holding their newborn. "Y/n, honey, what happened-" he tried to touch her but she pushed his hand away.

"I am tired, Jungkook. I can't do this anymore." She said.

"What happened Y/n?" She exclaimed.

"I think it's krama, I've always been selfish. I knew everything, I knew how you killed Namjoon and so many other lives. But I ignored them because I want to have a happily ever after with you." She said, "I forgive you all the time, I forgive you when you kill people, I forgive you when you tie me up for days, I forgive you when you keep making me pregnant without my choice, I even fcking forgive you when you turn abusive and slap me. Then because of you I lost my baby."

Jungkook was listening to her carefully, trying to make answers in her mind that would make her calm.

"Why did you kill our first daughter? You have a problem with your own kids too?" She asked.

"Y/n," he kneels down near her. "Look baby, I don't know who told you that. But I have reasons, she could be that jerk's daughter." He exclaimed.

"I can't believe this, did you even try to ask me? It was your daughter Jungkook."

"Yeah, I know. Taehyung told me-"

"You know about Taehyung too?" She asked.

"Y/n it's all destiny. I could feel the vibes that a baby will destroy our relationship. "

"It did, Jungkook, it really destroyed the hope I had for you and our relationship. The love I had for you turned into hate. I guess you will never love me. You just me, and played with me. You, Taehyung and Jimin all just played with me and my life."
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Jungkook still doesn't want to be harsh on Y/n, he still wants her to love him. Now, he was trying to come up with plans.

Meanwhile, Y/n was tired of her life, she doesn't care about herself or her life anymore.

She wants Jungkook to suffer and feel pain. But there isn't another that will hurt a man like Jungkook. It will not hurt Jungkook as long as Y/n stays with him.

So she decided to leave him, but she can't go anywhere. She can't go back to her time, she can't run away.

One more thing that she really wants to do.

Mingyu didn't expect to see her in bright daylight.

"Y/n-" She kissed him, he was surprised by the sudden kiss. She broke the kiss.

"He will kill us both after this. But I really fcking want you right now. And I hate him with all the bones in my body, so I want him to feel pain. I know this will hurt him. But I swear I want you not because of that only. Ever since you came to the palace, you remind me of my ex-lover that I really love. Now I want to go back to my time, just to be with him. But I can't do that, I have you here. Can we run away?" Even though she didn't know what she was saying, she was speaking without even thinking.

"We can't run away from Jungkook. He will find us." Mingyu exclaimed.

"Then you can run away alone. I will be happy to die, to finally get rid of him." she said.

"I don't want to run away, I will be happy to die too after being with you. And if there is any other life, I hope we will be together and I will give you the most beautiful life. I love you so much." He said and kissed her.
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She did it, she cheated on Jungkook. She thought she would feel something, Feel something for Mingyu, feel something for Jungkook. But she felt nothing. Maybe the love she was talking about was never there.

Maybe the only person she truly loved was Jungkook. Loved because now she doesn't feel anything.

Maybe she was feeling emotionless like his mother too. Being with Jungkook makes people hollow, with his fcked up and sick games.

Maybe she dropped to his level by doing this just to hurt Jungkook. But she really wants Jungkook to feel hurted, she wants to see him broken. Which might not be possible, he is the guy who can kill his own daughter, his own mother and not feel any guilt.

But she knows she is the weakest point. He feels confident over the fact that Y/n loves him even knowing what type of person he is. And Y/n wants him to know that she isn't in love with him anymore.

"Are you afraid?" Mingyu asked, she was in bed with another man. At Least she should be afraid.

"No, I hope he kills me too. I want to die by his hands." She exclaimed while staring at the ceiling.

"Why?" He asked.

"He didn't feel guilty after killing his own daughter and mother. But I hope he will be guilty and regret all his life after killing me." She replied. She doesn't even know what type of punishment he deserves.

The door opened, she knew Jungkook would. She knew he would come looking for her. He can't imagine what he was seeing. She wore her dress.

He went to Mingyu and hit him hard. "You fcking asshole you raped my wife."

"He didn't, Jungkook! I was the one who wanted this!" She said but Jungkook was not listening to her, to her and kept hitting him.

"She loves me! She fcking loves me! She will not sleep with a creep like you! I thought of you as my brother! Treat you like my family and you decided to betray me!" Jungkook yelled while hitting Mingyu.

He walked near her, and cupped her face. "I am sorry, I am sorry." He mumbled and hugged her.

"I promise that I will protect you and won't let anyone hurt like Namjoon did. I am sorry." Jungkook exclaimed. She pushed him.

"I slept with him with my consent." She exclaimed.

"Stop lying that is not possible. You love me, I know he forced you." He exclaimed.

"He didn't!" She pushed him.

"Shush, you are scared. I am here to protect you. I am sorry for coming late.ets go honey." He picked her up in his arms.

"No! Fcking kill me first! I cheated on you Jungkook! I don't love you anymore! Leave me!" She tried to free herself.

"I know that you can't do anything like that. You love me a lot." He exclaimed and took her to their room. He put her on bed.

"What type of man you are! I am saying I cheated on you while you are ignoring me!"

Well, is it even considered cheating when she tried to divorce Jungkook multiple times but he never let it happen?

"You killed your own mother just because she mentioned her past lover. Why can't you just kill me too? I fcking slept with my past lover." She exclaimed. "No! You just killed him and not me. I don't want to live with you! I want to die with him! He is the only one who truly loves me!" She lied, she doesn't love anyone else except Jungkook.

"Stop it Y/n, you are traumatized by what happened right now. I am going to deal with your past lover. I won't gonna kill you Y/n, but I come back, you better just accept that he forced you or else you can't imagine what I will do to you."

He exclaimed and left.
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