"I want divorce, Jungkook."

Jungkook chuckled. "We are not commoners, Y/n. You know you can't divorce me, I am the king. You have to be with me till the day you die or you will be considered a disgrace to this kingdom."

"I don't care! I don't want to live with you!"

"WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU! WHY ARE YOU SAYING THAT JUST BECAUSE OF A LITTLE THING?!" He was still holding her neck so she couldn't push him away.

"IT IS NOT A LITTLE THING, I DON'T FCKING WANT TO LIVE WITH YOU-" Y/n held her cheek, cringing in case another sharp slap was going to follow the first.

Jungkook mentally cursed himself. Y/n sat on the ground and started crying.

"I am so sorry Y/n. I didn't mean to-" he tried to hug her but she pushed him with one hand while her other hand was still on her cheeks.

He held her arm, "Y/n, stop!"

"Take your hand away from your face, please.''Jungkook's tone was scary. She dropped her hand from her still stinging cheek. Her cheeks were red.

"See, it's your fault. Why did you say something that is not possible? You also know you can't leave me." He slowly caressed her cheeks. He hugged her.

"L-leave me-" She pushed him but he didn't let her go.

"You are abusive too."

"Are you crazy Y/n? I am not. You really get on my nerves. I didn't mean to do that."

"Leave! I hate you! Even if I have to live here for the rest of my life I will still hate you."

"You are crazy Y/n. I always go easy on you for you to complain."

"Jungkook just left. I don't want to argue anymore." He thought for few seconds then leaving her alone for a while would be best. Or else he might end up hurting her more. He left.

Y/n hugged her legs and kept crying.

"It's been so long Y/n how are you doing?" Taehyung asked. Y/n wiped her and looked up.

"What are you here! I am stuck because of you! I want to go back."

"I met you after years and this is how you greet me? Anyways I give you a chance and you refuse to take it."

"I want to go back now. I can't live here." She sniffles.

"Okay, then you can go back." Taehyung exclaimed.

"Then do the spell, I want to go back in time."

"Wait Y/n. You can go back to your time but you have to leave your babies here."

"What are you? I already lost two babies, Now you are telling me to leave Noir and my daughter here? I am not selfish to do that."

Taehyung sighed. "Then there is nothing I can do. You were the one to choose this Fate. Now goodbye."

"No! Taehyung! Come back!" She exclaimed but he didn't.

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"Fcking hell! All of this is my fault! I
shouldn't have spoiled her with my love. She is ungrateful! and can't even handle one slap!" Jungkook exclaimed. He was really furious at Y/n it's been almost a month. And Y/n been avoiding him. He is tired of her behavior.

"I need to do something!" he can't let that happen. He needs to get Y/n's trust for that, he is ready to do anything to make that happen.

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He made things worse and now it was getting painful for him. He has to sleep without her everyday because Y/n doesn't open the door. She locked herself in the room and she didn't let Jungkook come in.

Jungkook couldn't live away from her for a few hours. And here he has to be away from her. He wanted to give her some time, he was guilty for what he did. He couldn't even spend time with his daughter or Noir.

The door of her room was opened, Jungkook wanted to try apologizing. He doesn't want to destroy everything. He still craves her love. He slowly entered her room, he didn't want to wake up their kids. Y/n know someone entered the room, she can even recognize Jungkook's footsteps.

He laid beside her and wrapped his arms around her waist. She tried to free herself but he hugged her tightly. "Y/n, please. I can't take this anymore."

He turned her so she faced him, she wasn't looking at his eyes. "Please look at him. I want to see your pretty eyes."

She kept looking away. He hold her face, a fear engulfed him. Y/n is mad when she doesn't even know about half of the things nohe has done. "I always want to see love in your eyes, Y/n please forgive me. These past days were so hard for me. Don't destroy our family."

"I am sorry." He hugged her tightly and started crying. It's the first time Jungkook is crying, he never cried even in his childhood. "I-i always w-want you to be happy. I shouldn't have hit you. I-i n-never want to b-be like my father. I never mean to hurt Y/n. Please forgive me."

"I can't." She spoke."Leave Jungkook, I don't want my kids to wake up."

Jungkook was a little surprised. He thought his tears will melt her heart. But it wasn't working.

"Our kids Y/n!" He said it aloud, causing their daughter to wake up and start crying.

Y/n sighed and went to her. Jungkook sit up, "You will not even let me hold our daughter?"

She doesn't say anything. This is not good, she should be head over heels for him.
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Now this was getting too much, he already had sent Kims back to their land long ago. "Where tears doesn't work, blood will definitely work."

He thought. He has to do this, to earn her forgiveness.

He has to kill himself.

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Y/n already regretted staying here. When it's just the beginning, she doesn't even know about Jungkook's true self.

She wonders how her life would be if she weren't here. She can do limited things here and she has to take care of her kids.

The maid burst into the chamber. She looked out of breath. "What happened?" Y/n asked.

"Y-your m-ajestic, he-"

Y/n wasn't ready to see. Even when she is mad at Jungkook. She could never handle seeing him in pain.

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Her hands were trembling, she put his head over her lap. "J-jungkook?"

"Jungkook please don't scare me, open your eyes please!" She cried, he was covered in blood. Because someone 'attacked' him and 'tried to kill him.'

He opened his eyes half way, he spoke in a low voice."I-i am sorry. I failed. You hate me when I am about to die."

"No! You are not dying Jungkook. And I don't hate you!"

"I-i am just getting punishment for my deeds."

"Jungkook, stop! You will be alright!"

"Please forgive me, and you will be a mother without me." He closed his eyes.

"Jungkook! No please! Open your eyes. I c-can't lose you. Please!" She cried.

He is really good at acting. If he had harmed himself in any other way, Y/n would think he is pathetic. Because he didn't care about their children and just wanted to earn Y/n forgiveness.

But here he acted like someone attacked him and tried to kill him.

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"Why are you not letting me see him!? I want to see him right now! I am his wife!" The guards are not even letting Y/n meet Jungkook. It's been two days and Y/n thinks he hasn't even woken up.

"We can't, your majesty hasn't woken up and we can't put his life in danger. We can't trust anyone." The guard said.

"I am the queen! His wife! I want to see him now!" She was trying her best to not break into tears. She made Jungkook suffer by not letting him meet her, now Jungkook is making her suffer too.

He had actually injured himself but he was fully conscious. He has been a warrior for years, so such injuries are nothing. But he told the guards and maid to pretend as if he was really sick.

"Queen, you have other duties to follow when King is sick you should focus on them. King is getting treatment."

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After 3 more days they finally let Y/n meet Jungkook. He has drugged himself, so he will not wake up for 2-4 days. He wants to make Y/n suffer. And it is working, since she spends most of the time taking care of him, and then the kingdom. She still tries her best to give her children time toom

She takes full care of Jungkook. She even changes his dressing and clothes alone and doesn't let any maid near him. She cries every night, just to hear his voice.

He finally woke up, he made Y/n suffer and cried for him. Just like he wants. He wanted her to get desperate for him and his love.

She hugged him tightly but made sure to not touch his wounds. "You woke up, you finally did. I was so scared."

She started crying. "Y/n, I am fine." His voice was low.

"Fine?! You were unconscious for days! You know how scared I was!"

"I thought you hated me. I should have died. I hurt you, and you made me think I killed my baby. I deserve to die." He said.

"No! I love you. And it wasn't your fault."

"You made me think that it is. You were not the only one who lost our child Y/n. I blamed myself and you made me think worse. Maybe it's true, I don't deserve to live and have a family. I am a monster." He started crying.

"Jungkook, I am sorry. Oh god,I am the worst person. I was selfish to think about myself and my pain, I shouldn't have neglected you. Please forgive me." Since what he did? Now Y/n is blaming herself for everything Jungkook did.

"We aren't meant to be. I deserve to be alone. The church will grant the divorce if I wish. And your name will be sacred. No one will point a finger at you. You can live a peaceful life without me."

"Jungkook, please I don't want it. I don't want to be away from you." She cupped his face. "I am here because of you, I stayed because I wanted to be with you. I stayed here for you and I can't step back. It was my decision, Jungkook. I love you."

She hugged him and was crying. She was the one who asked for divorce, now she is scared to think how she will live without him.

Jungkook smirked and patted her head. "I love you more."

"Now will you let be see Noir and Our daughter? I don't even know what you named her. "

"I didn't named her yet, I wanted you give her a name." Y/n said. He smiled.

"Of course, now we finally have a little monkey. Let me think, what should we call our monkey." He teased her. Honestly she missed this. She missed his teasing.

"Yah! She is prettier than me. So atleast don't call her that!"

"Prettier than you? You are the prettiest Y/n." He pecked her lips.

"I will call the physician so he examine you. I want you to recover quickly." She said. He nodded his head.

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"Jungkook, time to eat." She put the food down.

"Ah, I am hurt, how will I eat?" He pouted.

"Your arms are fine you can eat." Y/n exclaimed. He lift up the chopsticks and put it down.

"Ouch, I can't. Help me." He whined.

"What should I do to you? Okay." She sat on the bed and started feeding him the food. He is literally acting like a baby. Who needs all of her attention. But she is giving him that.

"You can eat it by yourself too, you just want me to treat you like a baby." She said. He laughed.

"Yes, I want you to take care of your big Bunny first."

Y/n smiled. They heard Nora cry.

Yeah, Noir and Nora, Author Yeol really suck at naming children.

"Oh, I should check at her. Jungkook I will back and then I will your dressing." She said and she was about to go but,  Jungkook gesture the maid to come near him, and when she did he spilled the hot soup over his hand. He groaned.

"Jungkook, are you okay?! What are you doing?! Can't you see? Because of you he got hurt! Now go get cold water and ice." Y/n scolded the maid, she apologize that went.

"Oh my god, you are already injured now this." Y/n got more worried. She wash his hand.

"It's fine, I just got burned a little. You can go check why Nora is crying."

"Governess are with her and Noir. Right now I am worried about you."

And this how it should be. You should always be worried about me and leave everything for me.

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