"I hate you," She sit on the bed and started crying more. As much as he hate seeing her cry, but it would hurt to tease her. "I hate you so much! I knew it, I always knew it, nothing can be perfect. No one can love me. Not for years without hurting me. I forget that all men are jerks! Love can't be perfect."

"I know Y/n, but this girl. She is so pretty I couldn't resist myself."

Y/n wiped her tears. "Of course, she must be, I am not elegant. You always call me a monkey. How many times have you done it with her?"

"I can't even count."

Y/n stand up again, and run his hands through her hair frustrated. "Who is it?!and when you meet her last time?"

"Just two days ago, I was with her in the hot spring area. And we had really nice time."

"Just stop!" Y/n was so frustrated she didn't remember that she was with Jungkook in spring area.

"What? I thought you wanted to know who she is. Let go meet her." He pulled her hand.

"I don't want to meet her! I don't care who she is," y/n sniffles. Jungkook chuckled.

"Just come with me."

"Yo-u know how much I love you, you still did that to me. You are a traitor. How could you cheat on me when I am carrying your babies even when its so hard for me."

"But I really love this girl, she is perfect. Perfect to for me. She is beautiful. But there is a huge problem."

"W-hat problem?" Y/n asked.

"She cries like a ugly monkey." He made her stand infront of the mirror.  "I only Love and adore only one person that is you Y/n."

"Stop tell me who you cheated on me." He forgot that she is dumb and don't get things quickly.

"Baby, I would never cheat on you. I love you more than anything. And please don't question my love and loyalty. It's like disrespecting my love."

"But why you love?I am not the prettiest, nicest, kindest person. Not even any est." She sniff.

"Well, you are clumsiest and I adore you. Now stop with this pregnancy hormone. I love you okay? And no one literally no one can change that." He cupped her face.

She wiped her tears. "You didn't cheat on me?"

"No I didn't. And I will never." Y/n was relief to hear that. But then Jungkook added. "But you know second marriage will not considered as cheating."

Y/n got sad again, so he was actually thinking of second marriage.

"No! Please don't I can't share you with anyone else." She cried.

"This kingdom needs a responsible queen, but you care about Noir more than this realm. Queen let governess take care of royal children."

"I will. I will do everything for this kingdom. I will focus more on this kingdom and my responsibility but don't marry someone else." She cupped his face, she sit on his lap and hugged him.

"I love you Jungkook. Please don't. You know how sensitive I am." Jungkook wanted to see the fear of losing him in her eyes.

"I will not get married again if you behave like a good wife and queen." She nodded her head, she never felt this scared before.

That night Y/n cried all night while holding Jungkook. He caressed her tear strained cheeks, he had to do this. He spoil her with his love all the time but he wanted to make Y/n realize that she can be replaced.

He would never replace Y/n. But at least Y/n should be feared and focus on Jungkook more than Noir or anyone else.

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Jungkook knocked on the door before entering.

"Mother, can we talk?" She nodded her head. Jungkook smiled and walked to her. He stared at her face, he always wish for some type of emotion. He is her son, the love he sees in Y/n for Noir. He wants to see that in his mother's eyes too.

The person Jungkook love the most is not Y/n. He loves his mother the most. If he turn into crazy person when someone hurt Y/n, he is crazier for his mother. He can't stand anyone hurting her not disrespecting her.

Jungkook killed his father when he was 13 or even younger, Because he couldn't see his mother suffering everyday. But it didn't helped, his father already had broke her. No one else could fix that.

He hold her hand, "I never got loved by someone in my whole life. I am not blaming you mother, it's not your fault."

He caressed her hand slightly, "Y/n loves me, for the first time I felt someone's love. And it seems so unreal. I have everything I wish for. But I am s-cared."

She wasn't replying or showing emotions. He put his hand on her lap. "I don't want to hurt her and Noir or any of kids. I killed my daughter, now I regret that, I feel like I failed everything. She was the first born of mine so I thought she would have power, but it was Noir who got powers. And I am honestly scared. I don't want Y/n to get tired of me, I don't want to destroy, I don't want to destroy myself. But I am still scared I k-illed my daughter, that- means I-i am like my father."

He started crying on his mother's lap. She bring her head near his head and gently patted it.

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Jungkook was going back to his room when he heard Noir crying, he forbidden Y/n from going to Noir's room. He said she can only spend an hour or two with him. But Noir is used to being with his mother and he can't sleep without her. So he crying.

The nursemaid was trying to calm him, it wasn't working. "What happened?"

Jungkook asked. Hearing his voice the nursemaid flinched and started apologizing.

"I asked what happened to him, don't apologize and tell me. Did he hurt himself?" Jungkook asked. She shake his head.

"H-he- need his m-mother." She said. Jungkook sighed.

"She must be sleeping now, give him to me." Jungkook hold Noir and he started crying more.

"Little man you need to stop crying, I am your father." Jungkook hold Noir away from his face, because he couldn't stop hitting Jungkook. 

Noir pinched Jungkook's nose, "Ouch, don't-"

Jungkook tried to stop but Noir started giggling. "Look at you smiling, you like see me in pain Don't you?"

Jungkook chuckled. First time they both were giggling together and Y/n wasn't here to see this. Noir fall asleep in Jungkook's arm.

He smiled at the little boy, "I don't hate you Noir. Just scared that I would hurt you too." He kissed his forehead and put him in the cot. Noir was holding Jungkook's finger. His heart really melt.

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Jungkook came back to his room, he saw Y/n sleeping peacefully. He knows she is sad because he is keeping her away for their son. He sit on the bed near her and cupped her face "I cannot imagine a life without you. I will be your hero. I won’t treat you like how my father once treated my mother."

He kissed her forehead, he glared at her swollen stomach, he caressed it."I will do better. For us. Just put your faith and trust into me and I can give you the world in return."

___Y/n was sitting outside in royal lawn, enjoying her Tea. She heard weird voices.

"Queen, you should leave some is in behind the trees." The maid exclaimed. Y/n looked at bushes, she stand up.

"Your majesty please don't-"

Y/n saw a bunny behind the bushes. She look at the bleeding leg, then stare at the frightened bunny, ears down, tail swishing behind, his weak, trembling form struggled to remove the trap. She reach out a hand, going to grab the trap.

The bunny thought she wanted to hurt him. She use her other hand to gently pet his head, soothing him to calm down and let go, so she could free him. The bunny look at her with teary eyes, hoping she won’t do anything to his body.

"You are free now." She patted the bunny. Even if the bunny is free from the trap he can't go far since his leg is hurt. Y/n picked up the bunny, petting his head softly while playing with his ear gently.

"Please bring some medicine to treat him." Y/n ordered the maid and one of the maid left.

Then some one took the bunny from her hand. "Your dress is getting strained in his blood and a queen's dress should never be strained. Specially in red blood."

She looked at Jin. She kinda dislike him, only read Jisoo is her sister.

The maid came here. "Give it to me I can do it."

Jin said and started treating the bunny. Y/n was worried about the bunny. He had alot so much blood, she was worried for him.

She adore Bunny, specially after knowing two bunny, first Jungkook and second Noir. Bunny are adorable creatures.

"Here your rabbit is okay, he just need food and care." Jin said. Y/n smiled and the bunny and take it in her hand.

"The king is coming." The announcer exclaimed.

Jungkook coldly glare at Jin, he could see Y/n's clothes and bunny in her hands.

"Go change your dress, it's covered in blood." Jungkook said to Y/n. Covered in blood? It's just a small dot of blood. But maybe it is a huge deal for a queen.

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