Chapter 45
This chapter contains Keon's point of view, all throughout the story.
"Have you heard about the new group our company's going to debut? I heard their girls." Eros hyung told us as we were preparing for our online concert.
"Ah, ne. The girls on the next office. Yes, I saw them earlier." Jake hyung said. "You guys ready?" He asked. We all nodded.
"Let's do this!" We all shouted. This is going to be fun.
"Annyeonghasseyo!" We all shouted at the crowd. The fans went wild.
We continued performing in front of everyone but sadly we need to finish it already. Eros hyung was crying so hard earlier. I hold a grip of myself and stopped myself from crying.
"That was fun. Ah, I really love shines." Max hyung said. I nodded.
"Keon-ah, you went all out again huh?" Justin hyung told me and I just laughed.
"Of course hyung." I said and laughed.
The next morning, Eros hyung, Kayden hyung and I decided to went out to buy something. And then I saw Zia.
Zia. The trainee.
My heart skipped a beat. I stopped myself from smiling as we went to them.
"Zia hey! How's training?" I asked her. She's so breathtaking. So pretty.
"Oh! Keon sunbaenim, it's doing fine. We're finally debuting next month that's why we are really busy this past few--" Zia no need to call me sunbaenim. Though you're still my noona, aish, I still consider you as mine. Kidding.
"What?! You're debuting next month and you didn't even tell me!?" Era shouted. We looked at her.
"Tss, we keep on telling you that but you are not interested!" Zia said as she bit her lips. Damn. Stop.
"What am I supposed to do now? I haven't even trained yet and then you just--" They're now glaring at each other. I chuckled.
"Oh, you must be the new addition to their group!" Eros hyung said and went to them.
"H-hi," Era said and bowed. I laughed a bit. Why is she nervous?
"You must be Era, hi! I'm Eros, and this is Keon and Kayden." Eros hyung said and smiled. I rolled my eyes. Is he hitting on my Zia? She's mine only. But I heard Zia likes our group. I heard her one time listening to our song.
"Sunbaes, we better get going, we don't have time anymore. Thank you!" Zia said as she bow down. I smiled at her. Why the hell is she cute?
The next day, I was supposed to see Zia today, I just want to see her. I even have her number! Well, I ask PD-nim if I can have it, he was hesitant at first because they're just a trainee and it could affect both of our careers but at the end he gave it to me.
They let us show their debut song which we really are anticipating. I looked around our practice room and saw them enter the room. I saw Zia pouting. Guess they never expected this huh.
"Annyeonghasseyo sunbaenim! We are DUSK. Please take care of us." They all said in unison. I noticed that the new trainee, Era noona, was uneasy. But dang, she's also pretty.
"Are you ready?" I asked. They all nodded. They started dancing. Zia is in front, I was keeping an eye on her. So she's the one who'll start the song huh?
"Wow, you guys rock." After they finish their performance all of us stood up and clap our hands.
"I love the way you dance, I can feel you're gonna shine because of that!" Heesh hyun said while smiling. I agree to that, they really are good at dancing.
"And your vocals, damn!" Jake hyung added and I laughed at his remark.
"Yah, Kayden hyung! Aren't you going to say something?" I asked Kayden hyung. He's silent.
"They're good," he simply said and smiled.
"That's all?" we asked him. He sighed.
"About the new member," he started saying again.
"You still need to practice tho, there are chances that you are still catching up with your members, you need to focus. You're debuting soon, you don't want your group to be flopped right just because of you?" My eyes widened at what hyung has said.
"Kayden ah! Don't be like that!" Max hyung said. I shook my head. What's with this guy.ย "Mianhe Era-ssi, I sometimes don't know what's with this man, I don't see anything bad about you, in fact, I am amazed. You trained for a month only and you really know how to handle those things," he added and smiled.
"Kamsahamnida Max sunbaenim. I couldn't do it without the help of my members," Era noona said and bowed.
"And I'll keep that in mind Kayden sunbaenim," she told Kayden hyung and smiled.
"I think we're all good now?" Their manager asked.
"Ne!" We all said in unison.
"Thank you so much for your time sunbaes!" Hannah noona said and bowed. We all nodded and smiled.
"I hope your debut will be successful! We'll watch the music video too. Thank you!" Justin hyung said. Glad he talked.
"We'll be going now!" Hannah noona said.
I looked at the girls who's now leaving the place. I feel bad for Era noona.
"Yah, you're being harsh with Era!" Eros hyung said. We tsked. What's the problem with this guy?
"Kayden you should keep your mouth shut if you have nothing good to say." Max hyung scolded him. Hw said sorry and we leave the place. I went to DUSK's practice room and knocked. But nobody answered. I can hear some noice tho. I opened it and saw someone dancing.
"Annyeonghasseyo?" I said and went in. I looked at the girl dancing.
"Era noona!" She suddenly fell. I was nervous I couldn't move. I get back to my senses and went to her.
She was practicing so hard. I should really talk to Kayden hyung. After we talked inside the clinic I went to our room and told everybody about what happened.
I always see Zia everywhere. I like her so much, but I can't tell her.
One day, I found out about something. Kayden hyung's secret. Him being friends with Era noona and some secrets that has happened between the two of them. I smirked as a plan rosed up on my mind.
I know my plan is worst, but I really want to make Kayden hyung realize what he has been missing. But something went wrong. I know I shouldn't be feeling this. I like Zia yes. But why am I also falling for Era noona? I don't want to make everything worse and I don't want to ruin the friendship both groups has made.
Era noona has been treating me nicely. I like it when she take care of me, tease me and talk to me. We became close in a short period of time. She's also pretty. One of a kind.
"Era noona, I like you..." there, I said it. She was shocked. Who wouldn't? Everything is just pretend the both of us. Who will expect this? My heart was pounding so fast. From then on, Zia ignored me. Kayden hyung was cold to me.
I was confused. I didn't know what to do that time. Should I still like Zia and focus more on Era noona? I don't know. I was pre-occupied.
"Keon-ah, let's talk." Noona said. Will she say no to me?
"What are we gonna talk about noona?" I asked her. She sighed.
"Keon ah." I started.
"Hmmm?"
"Take a look at Zia and Kayden." She said. I looked at her confused.
"And why would I?" My heart is pounding so fast.
"Just follow what I said Keon." I sighed. I looked at the two of them. They're both laughing, Zia is laughing while Kayden hyung was telling her something.
"A-are they together?" I asked her, still looking at the two. Why do I feel this way?
"How do you feel Keon-ah?" I touched my heart and stared at them. That... that's supposed to be me.
"Noona, why are you doing this? For what?"
"To make you realize everything Keon-ah. Don't you remember those days when you were admiring Zia?" She said. I looked at her.
"You're the one I like now." I told her honestly. And that is true. Era noona is the girl I like now.
"Aniyo." She replied and shook her head. I blinked many times.
"What?" I looked at her confused.
"You are just blinded with the idea that you like me Keon-ah. Where in fact, all along, you know in yourself that it's really Zia. Not me." I looked at her and sighed. She's right. She's right Keon-ah. "Right? I'm right? Keon, wake up." I closed my eyes.
"N-noona,"
"You just used me to forget her am I right? You were afraid? You told me that remember? You weren't ready. You wasn't sure. You were afraid that she might not like you. You were afraid that she might reject you. Why? Why are you afraid Keon-ah?"
"I... I don't know noona." I whispered.
"You need to learn to show your true feelings Keon-ah. You might confuse people because of that. I'm doing this for the both of you, even the other members are worried. I'm just fixing the things that are supposed to be fix. I don't want Zia hurting and you also. You two also deserves to be happy." I said and smiled at him.
"But I really liked you noona. You were always there for me. I was confused with my feelings. I know understand Kayden hyung. And why he's so lucky to have you." I said and chuckled.
"Answer me Keon-ah, are you still afraid?" I sighed for the nth time.
"I'm not afraid anymore noona. Thank you. Thank you for making me realize that---"
"Don't worry. Partially, it's also my fault. Don't be afraid Keon-ah. Tell Zia that you truly love her. If you don't tell her and keep it inside you, you'll obviously regret it in the end." Noona hugged me. I smiled and hugged her back.
"So, is this the end of our fake relationship?" I asked her.
"Yeah, we should really end it here Keon-ah. Thank you for everything you do."
"What are you thinking again huh?" I went back to my senses when Zia talked. I looked at her and smiled. My bunny is here.
"Hello to you too my baby, where have you been?" I asked her. She pouted.
"I went outside with Yewon to buy foods. I'm tired." She pouted once again. I chuckled.
"Why are you so cute huh?" I pinched her cheeks. She rolled her eyes.
"You also tell that to Era unnie! Hmp! Playboy." She said. I laughed.
"That was just acting baby."
"But nevertheless, I thanked unnie for everything she did. Are you happy with me Keon-ah?"
I smiled.
"Of course. I am." I whispered as I ruffle her hair.
"Eeeeh!" She squeaked and hide her face. I laughed hard. Why is she cute.
"Yah stop that." I said and hugged her.
"Love you," she said.
"Love you more."
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