Chapter 34

After that heat talk with Kayden, I'm back with the girls. Today is our comeback and everyone are excited. Good thing I was able to recover right away, but the doctor advised me not to do lots of things.




I have been thinking a lot lately. Kayden's confession. Keon's love for me. And Zia. I should always think about Zia first. I can't let her hurt again. I'm going to talk with Keon today. I finally made up my mind.





"So, how are you girls?" The interviewer asked. We are currently shooting for our interview to be shown next week.

"We're doing fine!" Hannah unnie replied. We nodded.

"I heard Era was confined in a hospital for a day. How are you?"

"Ah, ne. I'm fine. I just needed a rest."

"Your fans are probably worried. Can you say something to them?"

"Twilights. Don't worry too much arrasseo? I'm alive and kicking. I promise not to stress anymore. You also need to take care of yourselves." I said and smiled.






The interview ended for an hour and I sighed.







"Unnie? Are you sure you're okay now? Do you want something?" Zia asked me. I hugged her.






"I'm sorry Zia-ssi. I'm really sorry for Keon's behaviour." I whispered on her ear. She hugged me back.







"Unnie, I'll be fine. Don't worry too much about me. I told you I'm moving on." She said. I smiled at her and pat her hair.






"Don't worry. I'll fix everything." I said and smiled.






Night came and I decided to talk to Keon. We're currently at sunbae's dorm. It's our first time being in here, complete. I sighed.








"Hey! You're spacing out again." Keon chuckled. I looked at him and bit my lips.








"Sorry." I said.








"It's okay. What are we gonna talk about noona?" I sighed.










"Keon ah." I started.






"Hmmm?"








"Take a look at Zia and Kayden." I said. He looked at me confused.









"And why would I?"








"Just follow what I said Keon." I said.








He then followed me and looked at the two. Zia is now laughing while Kayden is talking.



"A-are they together?" He asked. I sighed.



"How do you feel Keon-ah?"



He touched his chest and closed his eyes. "I don't know." He whispered.





"Noona, why are you doing this? For what?"




"To make you realize everything Keon-ah. Don't you remember those days when you were admiring Zia?" I asked him. He sighed and looked away.




"You're the one I like now."


"Aniyo." I said and looked at him straight.




"What?"



"You are just blinded with the idea that you like me Keon-ah. Where in fact, all along, you know in yourself that it's really Zia. Not me." I said. He looked at me and sighed. "Right? I'm right? Keon, wake up." I told him. He was closing his eyes.




"N-noona,"



"You just used me to forget her am I right? You were afraid? You told me that remember? You weren't ready. You wasn't sure. You were afraid that she might not like you. You were afraid that she might reject you. Why? Why are you afraid Keon-ah?"




"I... I don't know noona." He whispered.





"You need to learn to show your true feelings Keon-ah. You might confuse people because of that. I'm doing this for the both of you, even the other members are worried. I'm just fixing the things that are supposed to be fix. I don't want Zia hurting and you also. You two also deserves to be happy." I said and smiled at him.




"But I really liked you noona. You were always there for me. I was confused with my feelings. I know understand Kayden hyung. And why he's so lucky to have you." He said and chuckled.



"Answer me Keon-ah, are you still afraid?" I asked him once again. He sighed.




"I'm not afraid anymore noona. Thank you. Thank you for making me realize that---"




"Don't worry. Partially, it's also my fault. Don't be afraid Keon-ah. Tell Zia that you truly love her. If you don't tell her and keep it inside you, you'll obviously regret it in the end." I said and hugged him.



"So, is this the end of our fake relationship?" He asked as he hugged me back. I chuckled.



"Yeah, we should really end it here Keon-ah. Thank you for everything you do." I whispered.



I felt him nodded. I released myself from the hug. We continued talking until Max oppa speak.



"Is everybody okay now?"




"Keon and I are okay now oppa." I said.



"Jinny?" Hannah unnie called her. Jinny sighed.




"What happened?" I asked them.



"Nothing serious unnie. But I would like to say sorry to Kayden and Keon oppa. I shouldn't have said that." She said and looked down. Kayden pat her head and chuckled.




"It's okay Jinny-ya. I understand what you said yesterday." He said and smiled.



"It's fine now Jinny-ya. Don't cry." Keon teased her. Jinny pouted and was about to punch Keon but Keon stood up and laughed.




"Okay. This is what I want, us being okay. Please if you have problems, tell it directly. We don't want to make this huge." Jake oppa said. We said yes and decided to order pizza. Zia and Kayden are still talking. I just hope Keon will make his move now.

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Zia keeps on talking about herself when the doorbell rang.


"Food yey!" She exclaimed. "I'm going to get it." She stood up.


"Me too." Kayden also stood up as they went to the door.




Once they got inside, the members werw noisy and Zia's gaze landed on Keon and her unnie. They look good. She thought and sighed.





They were eating the foods they bought when Kayden interrupted her.



"Should I fetch you tomorrow?" He asked. Zia was surprised. Why all of the sudden. And then it hit here. Is he making her unnie and Keon jealous?



"Oppa, are you doing this on purpose?" She asked.



"The what?"



"This. Talking to me comfortably, asking me stuffs, being close to me, giving me your number and asking me that you'll fetch me?" She asked. Everyone in the room was talking.




He saw Kayden sighed.




"Why do you say so?"



"Because if you do, I'm sorry oppa but I'm not really into this. I don't want to hurt Era unnie." Zia replied and smiled.




"You were planning on hitting on me right? Ah! Oppa, that won't work on me." Zia laughed.





"I don't know what to do Zia-ssi."



"You know what to do oppa. You're just scared to take an action. It's not good to have a revenge on them. Don't you want them to be happy?" Zia plainly said and munch her food.




"I do want them to be happy. Both of them are important to me."





"See? That's what I always think of. I want Keon to be happy, even if it's not me, I'm happy he'll end up with Era unnie. How about you oppa? Do you like unnie?"





Kayden blinked many times before answering Zia.




"I love her."



Zia smiled.



"Then why didn't you fight for your love for her?"





"Should I? I told her last night to never leave me. Did I do the right thing Zia?" Zia looked at the two and sighed.




"What did she say?"



"She wasn't able to reply. Keon went in." Kayden chuckled as he remembers what happened last night. The two decided to go to the rooftop and continue their talk in there.





"You know oppa, Era unnie really loves you. Ever since, we noticed how she always struggle seeing your posters, interviews and more. She badly wants to forget you. But how can she? You're everywhere oppa. That's mainly one of the reason why she doesn't want to be an idol. She don't want to see you." Zia stated.




Kayden was listening intently.




"How can you say she loves me?" Kayden chuckled.




"Oppa, I'm her friend. But now, I don't know if she still loves you." Zia chuckled.





"How about you? What did you like about Keon?"




"Well, Keon is an all rounder. You know what I mean? He can sing, he can dance, he knows everything. An ace. I really find it attractive when a guy is good in every field. Besides from that, Keon's good personality touches me. I love him. So much, so much that it hurts." Zia didn't notice that she's already crying. Little did they know, Keon was listening to them the whole time.





"But why did you gave up on him?"



"I told you oppa. I want him to be happy. Era unnie is his happiness now. Why do we have to force ourselves to someone who doesn't like us? Why not just let them go and watch them be happy?" Kayden was looking at Zia. "And besides, I'm in the process of moving on oppa. I'm in there. Trying to forget him." Zia chuckled.




"And who says you're moving on? No one's moving on." A voice from behind interrupted them. Zia's eyes widened. Keon. She whispered through the air.

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