I stared at the ceiling the moment I went home. Is that really Kayden? How come he doesn't know me? Does he have amnesia? Impossible! I sighed and looked away.

He changed huh? I smirked. I shook my head and erased all the thoughts that has been running throughout my head. Such a jerk. Huh! As if I wasn't there during those times he felt bad and sad! How can he forget those things? How can he forget me?

I felt my eyes watering, and that's the cue I decided to sit up and forget him.

"Stop crying over him Era! You don't deserve him. He's not worth your tears!" I scolded myself and nodded. Yes, that's it. Keep that spirit Era. Stop crying okay?

I changed my clothes and decided to sleep. I should sleep right? In this way, I'll be at ease. Good Era-ssi. Forget him!

The next day, my friends were inviting me again because they have something to say. I wonder what will it be again. I guess they'll bug me again about being a trainee.

I posted on my instagram and Zia commented on it. Wow, she's fast.

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@eraaaaa_ wait, why do i look good?

@zia.en yeah we know your beautiful but pls hurry up, we're waiting here?!?!?!

I laughed at her remark and decided to go and lock the house. The moment I entered the café, all I can hear is loud voices and laughing. Wow.

I went to them and they smiled at me. Okay? They looked weird.

"What's with you?" I asked and ordered something.

"We missed you!" Hannah exclaimed and hugged me. I rolled my eyes at her remark.

"We saw each other yesterday, why are you guys so creepy huh? What's with your faces?" I asked them and they just chuckled.

I was eating my food and they are just staring at me. I looked at them one by one.

"What?!" I exclaimed. They laughed and shook their heads. I rolled my eyes.

"Aren't you gonna tell us something?" Yewon said as she smiles.

"What am I gonna tell you?" Should I tell them about yesterday? Should I? Hmm.

"Nothing happened," I said and smiled. Lol. This is harder than I thought.

"We won't believe you," Zia said. I sighed and looked away.

"C'mon tell us already, the clock is running, we need to go back in 10 minutes." Jinny said as she sip her coffee.

"Okay! I saw Kayden yesterday," I said and stopped eating.

"Yeah, we knew." Hannah said and smiled. I looked at them weirdly.

"What do you mean you knew? You saw him?" I asked.

"No, Kahrel was here yesterday, we forgot to buy foods, that's why she volunteered to buy some, and she saw you and Kayden," Zia.

"How come you'll recognize him he's wearing a mask and everything?" I ask Kahrel.

"Lol, I recognize his clothes. And, we saw each other yesterday, of course we'll know!" Jinny exclaimed. 

I sighed. Of course, they're together in a one building. How can I forget that?

"Enough of Kayden please, what's with you and you want to see me?" I asked as I finished my food. Zia grabbed something at her back and I saw a white folder.

"What's that?" I asked. She handed me the folder.

"The company wants to sign those papers to our parents but since we can't reach to them and you are the only friend we have, can you sign those for us please?" I looked at them. Really?

"What am I? Your guardian?" I exclaimed.

"Era c'mon, we don't know anyone in here, and we can't debut without that," Hannah said with her pleading eyes.

I rolled my eyes and sighed. What else can I do?

"Ballpen," I said and all of them looked for one. Why do they seem excited?

"Here," all of them handed me a ballpen. I chuckled.

"You guys, I just need one, calm down okay? I'll sign this," I said and laughed. "You're so weird!" I exclaimed.

As I was signing the papers, they were looking at it. I shooked my head and smiled.

After signing the papers, they all went to me and hugged me.

"Thank you, omg! Thank you!" Hannah exclaimed and hugged me tightly.

"We won't bother you again and ask you questions of becoming and idol!"

"Wait, why are you guys exaggerating it? It's just a signature!" I exclaimed and fixed myself. I heard them tsked.

"You just save our life!" Zia said and smiled. Yeah, right. Save your ass!

"Can we take a picture?" Jinny said and grabbed my phone.

"Lol, you know we can't, you're trai---"

"Bla bla, it's just a picture! Now, smile!" Jinny said I have no choice but to smile.

"Post it okay? That will be your last post," Hannah said emotionally. Huh? I looked at her confused.

"Why would it be my last post?" I asked, confused.

"Uh, because you can't take pictures with us again!" Zia said and laughed a bit.

I looked at them one by one. They all look nervous.

"Okay, aren't you going now? Your trainer will get mad! Go!" I told them. They just nodded.

"We gotta go! See you tomorrow!" Yewon excitedly said and grabbed the folder.

"Bye era-ssi!" They said as they kissed my cheeks and leave the café.

Wait, we're going to see each other tommorow? Again? Aren't they supposed to be busy preparing for their debut?

And why are they so excited? Tss. Friends.

I opened my phone and posted our picture on instagram.

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@eraaaa_ i don't know what's with you today, but i still love you tho

I sighed and looked outside. I saw a couple fighting. The girl was shouting. I sighed and chuckled. Lol. Are they going to break up? Well, I don't care.

I sip my coffee and scroll on phone. In front of me is another couple, being sweet with each other. I rolled my eyes. Why am I surrounded with couples?

Then it hit me, I remember all of those days when Kayden and I are still together. Kayden has been my best friend ever since high school. He's my saviour. I was being bullied at that time because of my condition way back.

Two girls were throwing eggs on me and then Kayden showed up, helping me. We've been together in times when we're sad and in pain. Kayden became my friend and we stick together.

He was my strength. I was being bullied by my classmates and other people at school and Kayden was the only one who's there with me. My friends were already trainees at that time. Until one day, everything changes. There's this guy who's been following him for months. It was from the entertainment he's into now. The guy said that he has potential of being an idol, and Kayden grabbed the opportunity. 

He was so happy. At first, every time he has a free time, he'll visit me and tell me everything about his training. That changed. He finally debuted and he totally forgot about me. I was heart broken.

Some students bullied me again because Kayden is not there for me anymore. I wasn't able to stand up and fight for myself, I remained silent the whole school year. Whenever I see Kayden, the pain inside me, it's always there.

DAWN became so famous internationally. He ranked number one on Top 100 Most Handsome Faces, he write his own songs and it's always on charts. The group love to make music, together. That is why a lot of people loves them. They are featured on so many articles and magazines. I really tried hard to forgot him, but how can I? He's everywhere. They're everywhere. I sighed and closed my eyes. Why am I thinking about him again?

I decided to fix myself and smiled after. Stop thinking about him again Era. He no longer know you, right? Then you should do that too. Forget him.

You can't reach him anymore.