Present

We are currently having a meeting and I am not really well. A month has passed already and we're about to do another comeback again. I am really excited for it and we haven't posted anything yet on our sns accounts. I'm sure the fans will love it.

"Zia unnie, I love your hair color. You look like a barbie doll." Jinny complemented. I smiled and agreed. Zia dyed her hair in blonde, next week, she'll dye her hair in pink. That's what she told us.

"Oh? Jinjjaro? Kamsahamnida. Well, I think Era unnie look much better." she chuckled and I just rolled my eyes.

"Ladies, enough with the chit chats. We have another schedule today. Let's go!" Hannah unnie interrupted and we all stood up and leave the conference room.

"Era-ssi, are you okay? You look pale." Hannah unnie asked. I jusy nodded and smile.

"Ne unnie, I am." I said. As much as possible, I don't want to let them see me weak, they know me as a happy girl. Their ball of sunshine, their energy.

"It's okay to feel bad or sad unnie, cheer up arrasseo?" Yewon said and smiled. I nodded and hugged her side.

"Strike another pose for me please." The cameraman told us and we posed. "And we're done! Thank you so much!"

"Ne, kamsahamnida ahjussi!" We bowed and smiled.

"Do you want to see your pictures?" He asked. We nodded and went to him.

"Oh, wow! Look at us!" We're having another photoshoot for our comeback. It took us 5 hours to take the photos and we haven't still eaten yet. I'm hungry. I texted Keon to bring us foods. Well, I was just joking but I hope he'll bring foods.

"Annyeonghasseyo!" We heard a voice from behind. I saw Keon bringing something on his left hand.

"Keon! What are you doing in here?" Hannah unnie asked. I looked at Keon and smiled. He smiled back and lift the food he was holding.

"Keon ah! You came! I was just joking, but you're really here!" I exclaimed and he just chuckled.

"You let him come here? What if someone finds out?" Zia said.

"Don't worry noona, we have a photoshoot few blocks from here. No one sees us." He said and smiled. I took the food and opened it.

"That's a lot of food Keon ah," Kahrel said.

"Well, Era noona texted me. It's a good thing tho, we also went out to buy food. I'm with Kayden hyung, but he is not not feeling good tho. That's why I let him stay in the car." He explained.

"Oh? Jinjja? Era unnie is not feeling well also." Yewon said.

"Really? You should rest noona. Don't work hard arrasseo?" He said and looked at me. I just nodded and smiled. "I'm going now girls," he said and looked at the girls and back at me. "Text me if something's wrong." He said and waved at us.

"Yah Era! Are you two dating?" Hannah unnie asked me. My eyes widened.

"Unnie! Ani! We're just friends!" I defended. She chuckled at my reaction.

"Keon is really something, he listens to you as if you're his girl. And you two are text mates?" she asked again. I heard the girls laughing and saw Zia on the other side scrolling her phone. Is she not in the mood?

"Ani, we're just really friends unnie. Let's eat! I'm hungry!" I said and then we eat.

Later that night, while we're at the dorm. My phone keeps on ringing. I saw someone calling me and didn't bother to look at the caller. Maybe it's Keon.

"Keon ah? What is it this time huh?" I chuckled and looked around the dorm. Hmmm, I think I have to clean tomorrow. There was no one answering the call.

"Yah! Keon ah! Are you pranking me? If you are I'm gonna kill you once I saw you!" I heard him chuckled. What's funny now Keon?

"And you think that's funny? You're just like him, pabo! You know who I am referring to? Kayden! He's a jerk!" I exclaimed. I suddenly put my hands on my mouth the moment I said that. What the hell are you thinking Era-ssi?!

"Keon ah! Don't tell that to anyone arrasseo? That's a secret between the---"

"I'm not Keon, you pabo." My eyes widened as I heard a voice, which I never expected. I looked at the phone number and put the phone back on my ear again.

"W-who's this?" I asked. It's Kayden you fool!

"Ah, jinjja? Pretending not to know me? Really rari?"

"My name is Era. Not rari. And why are you calling me? I'm about to sleep!" Lies.

"It's still 9:50 in the evening. Who are you fooling? Me? Ani." He chuckled and goodness! I must admit this but I felt like I'm melting because of that!

"Hahaha, yeah right! So why did you call?"

"Can you bring me lunch tomorrow?" He asked.

"What?!"

Bring him lunch? Is he crazy?

"What are you? My son? Huh? Your maid?" I exclaimed.

"It's just a meal, what's wrong with that?"

I rolled my eyes. What is it this time huh Kayden? How can he act like this? Act as if we're okay? Well, news flash, we're not!

"Yah! Are you playing with me? You think we're cool huh? Ani! You didn't even listen to me when we talked last month! And then you'll pretend like we're fine? Are you crazy?" I exclaimed and I saw Yewon in front of me.

"I'm sorry. I was not yet ready to talk about that last time." He replied in a low voice. I stopped myself from crying again.

"Tss. We better confronted that time so that I can be fine. I don't want to think about the past again! I'm tired already!" I said and turned off my phone.

"Unnie? Gwaenchana?" Yewon sat beside me and held my hands. I nodded and smiled.

"You seem not fine unnie. Is that Kayden oppa?" I nodded and sighed.

"I don't know what to do Yewon ah, I'm trying to avoid and ignore him. I want to forgot him. But how can I when he's everywhere?" I asked. I feel so hopeless right now.

"So you talked already? Is that the reason why you were pale when you went home last time?" She asked. I looked at her and nodded.

"Ne, I feel bad Yewon-ah. He told me the reason why he couldn't show up to me anymore. It's because of that Klaus guy who almost kissed me! I hate him so much." I started tearing up and Yewon comforted me. "I was about to explain my side but he won't listen. It's like he's shutting me out. What should I do Yewon-ah? I can't do this anymore." I sniffed and sighed.

"Unnie, it's okay to feel bad sometimes. Think about it unnie, maybe you are not just the only one who's hurt. Kayden oppa might be also, maybe he's not ready to talk about everything." she said and pat my back.

"Healing takes time unnie. No matter how many times you tell yourself you'll move on and forget him, you can't because he's everywhere. We're in the same building. We see each other everyday. You can't ignore him, what you'll do then? Face him. If you two are okay, and ready to face each other again, then tell all your feelings and what's inside you, so that you'll be fine. You need to trust the process, if you wait, there'll be a good outcome." She said and hugged me tight. I cried. How can someone tell me this? I am thankful Yewon is here.

"Yewon ah, why are you so genius? Why are you sweet? Gomawo, Yewon ah. You make me feel better." I smiled and sniff.

"I'm glad I can help you unnie. Next time, don't hesitate to tell your problems to us arrasseo? We are your friends, we care for you. And please stop crying, you look ugly."

"Yah!" I told her and we just laugh.

I know we'll be fine. Soon.

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I am sorry I wasn't able to update last night. Mom turned off the wifi jdjdjdhdhdhd anyways, I'll be uploading lots of chapters today uwu. I'll try my best to update you everyday! Thank you for waiting. Take care always!~♡♡♡