This chapter is a flashback. Flashbacks are written in italic. Enjoy!

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Weeks had passed and Kayden and I haven't still talked after what happened on that day. I always see him at school, with his classmates and most of the times, with Therese. Are they finally together now? Good for them.

I sighed as I feel something on my head. My head hurts so bad. I want to sleep all day and not think about anything. I feel hot too. Am I sick? This is because I walked in the rain yesterday. I didn't bring my umbrella and it rained so hard. I went home at 7 last night. Mom got worried and she scold me for what I did. Yeah, I know she will.

I am currently here in canteen. I am so hungry. I eat silently and noticed Kayden entering the place. With Therese. I can hear students' whispers. They probably are together. I ignored their presence and eat again. After I finished eating I head out and walk pass through them. Kayden's aura, he look so scary.

"Era!" I heard someone called me. I looked back and saw one of my classmates. I smiled and went to her.

"Yes?"

"Nothing, I just want to congratulate you. You rank number one on the outstanding students." My eyes widened at what she said.

"Really?" I asked.

"Yeah, go see for yourself!" She said and left me. I thanked her and went to the bulletin. I scanned my name and there it is.

#1 JUNG ERA

I smiled and bit my lip. I am so happy! I looked for Kayden's name. And he's at top 3. Not bad tho. Kayden is smart!

I went back to class and saw Kayden looking at me. Again, I ignored him and sat on my chair. The classes went on and I really listen carefully.

But my head hurts so bad. I keep on blinking my eyes and our professor noticed it.

"Ms. Jung? Are you okay? You're pale." She asked and went to me.

"Ne ma'am. I just don't feel good. But I can still finish the class ma'am. I'm sorry for bothering you." I asked and bowed.

She touched my forehead. "You're hot miss Jung. Mr. Park (this is not Eros or Jimin) please assist her to the clinic." Josh was about to stand when I saw Kayden stood up and went to me.

"Let me ma'am." Kayden said. The prof nodded and we went off. We took our things and we leave. I sighed. Why Kayden?

"Am I really that annoying and you can't even touch me?" He asked in a low voice. I sighed.

"What are you talking about?" I asked him back.

"Where have you been last night again? Your mom told me you went home wet. Did you have fun playing in the rain?" He sarcastically asked. I rolled my eyes at him.

"It's none of your business." I said.

"Stop with that attitude Era, I am not happy with that." He said and carried me in bride style. My eyes widened.

"Put me down you jerk!" I exclaimed.

"Sleep. You still have the guts to yell at me in your situation huh?" He said and smirked.

"A-ani. Just put me down! I can walk!" I said. He didn't listen. Instead of arguing with him, I closed my eyes and sleep. Good thing, there's no one in the hallway.

"What happened to her?" I can hear voices everywhere.

"I don't really know what exactly happened. But she's really hot earlier. Will she be fine?" I heard Kayden's voice.

"Yeah, she just have to rest for a while and drink her medicines. I suggest for her to go home now and rest. Are you her boyfriend? You're sweet. Don't worry, she'll be fine." The nurse chuckled. I slowly opened my eyes and saw Kayden and the nurse talking.

"There! See? She woke up now." The nurse smiled and looked at me. "Your skin is so white, anyways, you can go home now. I'm going kids!" And she left us. I sighed.

"Can you stop doing that? It makes me think that you don't want to be with me." He said and crossed his arms. I rolled my eyes.

"How long I have been sleeping?" I asked him.

"2 hours. Classes are done. Would you like to eat or go home now?" He ask as he help me sat down.

"I wanna go home, I want to cuddle--"

"Okay let's cuddle." I glared at him.

"Not you, on my pillow. Ew." I acted disgusted and he glared at me. I laughed at his reaction.

"Oh, so you're laughing at me now. Are we now friends?" He asked. I just shrugged and went out. He followed me and I saw him shaking his head.

"Ah! I love my bed so much!" I exclaimed and rolled on my bed. I saw Kayden looking at me while crossing his arms.

"I'm sleeping. If you want to go home, the door is open. Please lock it when you leave, thank you!" I said and closed my eyes.

"Yah, let's talk!" He said. I didn't respond.

"Rari please, I can't do this anymore. It sucks not talking or being with you!" He exclaimed and I felt him beside me. I chuckled.

"You have your girlfriend with you, why would it suck?" I told him. He looked at me confused.

"Girlfriend? Who's my girlfriend? Therese again?" He asked. He rolled his eyes and mess his hair.

"Yeah, aren't you two dating?!" I asked. My eyes widened as he suddenly pinned me to my bed and looked at me intently.

"We are not dating. How many times do I have to tell you that?" I gulped.

"But it seems like it, you two are always together." I looked away. Don't look at him!

"Are you perhaps, jealous?" he whispered in my ear. I suddenly punch his chest that made him laugh.

"A-ani! Why would I? I told you already! You are not my type!" I exclaimed. He laughed and hugged me.

"Let's not fight anymore okay? I was worried earlier. What are you doing to yourself? You have to take care of yourself rari, arrasseo? What if I'm not there anymore for you?" He said and I just nodded.

"And why wouldn't you be here?"

He smiled at me and hold my cheeks.

"I passed. I passed the auditions." He said. My eyes widened.

"Jinjja?! Waaaah! Is that for real?!" I yelled. He nodded and laugh. "Omo! You're gonna be a star Kayn!" I yelled again and hugged him tightly.

"Ne, thanks to you. You really push me to be like this rari. Thank you so much!" He said and hugged me. I hugged him back.

"I am so happy for you Kayn. You won't forget me when you become a star right?" I ask him. He chuckled and ruffled my hair.

"Of course silly, you're my rari remember? My girl!"

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"Era-ssi? I'm Klaus Kim, nice meeting you." the new student waved at me and smiled. He looks weird. I just faked a smile and nodded. I ignored him and continued walking.

I'm going to Kayden now. He told me he'll wait at the locker and we'll eat lunch together. Well, we always do that.

"Era-ssi!" I heard someone shouted from behind. I looked at the back and saw that the guy from earlier was running towards me.

"Era! Can we eat lunch together?" He asked. My eyes widened.

"Mwo? I'm sorry but what?"

"I want to eat lunch with you? Please?" He said and everyone around us was looking.

"Rari? What's taking you so long?" I heard Kayden's voice behind me. I look at Kayden and smiled a bit.

"Kayn, sorry." I said and looked at the guy again.

"I'm sorry Klaus. But I'm with my best friend, we have plans already. Sorry. I hope you understand." I said and bowed.

"A-ah. It's okay, m-maybe next time." He said and walked away.

"Who was that?" Kayden asked.

"Nothing, a new student I guess. He asked me out for lunch." I said and chuckled.

"He asked you out? Wow. You have an admirer now huh?" He joked and laughed. We laughed together.

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Months have passed by and Kayden is really busy for training. He drops out of school and focused more on his training. I am so happy for him.

I was here at the lobby when I saw Irene and her friends again. Is she going to bully me? Well, Kayn told me to fight back now.

"Hey, you pig! Where's your saviour huh?" She yelled at my face.

"Busy." I replied shortly.

"Oh, you know how to talk back huh? Come here you idiot!" She was about to slap me when the dean saw us. Unfortunately, Irene was kicked out from school and so is her friends. I feel bad for them but since they've been doing bad things, not just for me but to those students whom she fighted.

It was Kayden's birthday and I decided to buy him a dog. I just know he'll be happy once he recieve this.

"Rari! I'm here!" Kayden shouted. I looked back and waved at him.

"Kayn!" I shouted and run to him. I immediately hugged him and he did the same.

"I missed you so much you pabo!" I smirked. He just rolled his eyes and laugh.

"Don't pabo me! I'm still older than you!" He said. I just nodded and rolled my eyes.

"Wow, you look good Kayn. Training has an effect on you!" I exclaimed. He laughed as he pat my head.

"You're so cute rari, come here, give me another hug! I miss you!" He said and I did hug him.

"Here! I have a gift for you!" I handed him a huge basket.

"What is this huh?" He asked and looked at me. I just shrugged and smiled.

"Arf! Arf!"

"Oh! You got me a dog on my birthday?!" He exclaimed. I nodded and laughed. He hugged me and he whispered thank you. He let go of me and went to his dog. They were running together. Which maked me laugh. I took a photo of it and he got his dog on his arm.

"So, what do you want to name him rari-ah?" He asked me.

"Huh? Why me? It's yours." I said. He chuckled.

"Silly. It's ours. Your his mom," he said and looked at his dog again. I gulped. What did he say? "Right baby? That's mommy. And I'm daddy. If you love eomma and appa, bark!" The dog bark and we both laugh.

"How about cooper? Let's name him cooper!" He said and I just nodded. He let the dog run through circles and looked at me. I look back confused. "Why?" I asked.

"Thank you for this rari. I'm happy I got to see you again. How are you?" I told him about what happened in school. He's happy because Irene is not in the school, finally.

"That's good to hear. How about that Klaus Kim?" he sounded serious. I looked at him and chuckled.

"He keeps on annoying me. But that's okay. I can manage him. How's training?"

"Tiring, but fun. I'm almost there Rari. I'm almost there." He whispered. I took his hand and caressed it.

"I'm rooting for you Kayden-ah. Make me proud arrasseo?" He just smile and nodded. He hugged me again.

"Happy birthday Kayden-ah." I whispered. I felt him hugged me tight.

"Thank you Era-ssi. Saranghae."

Confirmed. I'm in love with my best friend. But I know he only sees me as a friend. A sister. Nothing more. Nothing less.

Months passed by. Kayden haven't contacted me and I am worried.

The bullying went back with another set of new students, fighting up for me. And I hate it. There's no one there for me. I got no friends. I don't have Kayden with me.

I always cry everytime students looked at me. It feels like I am a burden in this world. Why do people hurt you, even though you didn't do something bad to them? Is it that fun to bully me?

Klaus Kim announced to everyone that I am his girlfriend. Which makes things worst. His fangirls are always after me. Making fun of me. And I am so tired.

Kayden haven't talked to me for 5 months already and it makes me sad. Where is he? Did he forget me already? Or is he just in there? Training hard? I went to their house but it says that no ones already there. Where are his parents?

Everytime I think about it, it makes me anxious. Where is he? Where is Kayden? I need him. Klaus was so weird. He always follow me. One time, he almost kissed me! That's why, I slapped him! He gone too far.

That is why I transferred school. I thought, I will never gonna make it. It has been 3 years. 3 years. Without Kayden. 3 years of thinking about him. How is he? Does he still remembers me? Because I miss him, I miss so much that it hurts.

"DAWN debuts at number 1 on Billboard Charts!" I looked at my television and saw a new boy group was introduced. Wow. They just debuted last week and they already have lots of achievements.

"Jake, Max, Justin, Heesh, Eros, Keon and Kayden, DAWN on fire!" My eyes widened as I saw Kayden's face on the tv.

He debut already?! How come I didn't know? How come...he never told me?

Did he really forget me already? Or did he?

I felt my eyes watering. Kayden, why did you do this to me? How come you forgot me?

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Flashbacks are done yeeeey! Based on Kayden's actions, do you think he fell for Era? or naaah? Anyways, please take care of yourself people! It's raining hard in here. And I really need to sleep. Lovelots! Thank you for always waitingggg!~♡♡♡