ok first of all i just want to say tHANK GOD MY BOOKS ARE FINALLY LOADING SNFIEJFNSKFKKSDMKSDMC IM THANKFUL TO ANYONE WHO LITERALLY SAW ME THROUGH MY PANICKA DJSKDJSKXKSKDOS AKA. ESTELLE KAE AND ANANYA THANKS FOR GIVING ME FAITH THAT MY BOOKS WOULD BE RESTORED.

now back to the lowkey rant.

so i was recently looking through my old forms and seeing how my bs ass has progressed over these few years of doing forms and applying to afs and i literally got so enraged halfway.

because i remembered a lot about how in the past, there were authors that would overlook forms and not update their noticeboards UNTIL one of their friends came along, then they found it worth it to update the noticeboard.

which is a literal no no to me.

LIKE SOME AUTHORS DONT EVEN ACKNOWLEDGE FORMS SOMETIMES AND ITS LOWKEY RUDE TO ME BECAUSE LIKE PEOPLE ARE APPLYING FOR YOUR AF MAN AT LEAST SAY THANK YOU OR SOMETHING????

i just realised i typed that in all caps but it didnt actually mean to be lmfao i am clownery.

but yea i dont gets. its just basic human courtesy that if someones applying for something, just acknowledge?????

idk i feel like some people feel like theyre bigshots and stuff so they dont acknowledge shit but like unless you an idol i aint looking up to u 🤡

there are really nice and still really humble people that are willing to interact with their readers and reply which like i love and those are the people i actually apply af forms for (although sometimes i make a misjudgement lol)

but generally, people are nice and i love 🤩

anyw back to what i was sayin, i honestly dont feel like its right to only give a shit about your friends forms ? to me its just mean man :<

sometimes i get it, the authors busy and they dont get enough time to update and stuff which is fine to me honestly like im impatient but im not unreasonable.

BUT SOMETIMES!

there are just these handfuls of people who think theyre the fricking queen or kings who literally dont give a shit about people commenting or submitting their forms and it irks me so bad i cant stand it.

my mama never taught me to ignore people 🤡

anyw end of rant, i was just highkey reminded as to why i left the af community like 2 years ago and why im so selective with the afs i apply for rn like fr 🥵

anyw go apply for all my friends afs if anyone even reads this personal because i dont think many people give a shit about what i write but its fine...

markularity and her real vibe killers af and she has a lot more on HAJIM0RK

ZH0NGLELE and her the dream house af which im lagging behind on applying please dont whoop my damn ass

KHAOSTRBL and her reigning angels af which i sucked completely at im sorry dont sue me please

minjuism and her ways to be a princess af because THE CONCEPT IS SO LIT IDK WHY PEOPLE DONT KNOW IT ENOUGH???????

and uhhh thats all i can think of rn i suck im sorry

dont sue me thanks bye love you