kun sat on the sofa and massaged his temples, his head was hurting really bad and he haven't got enough sleep ever since he starting studying for the college he dreamt on going to.

it was half past 1 am in the morning. he went to the kitchen to drink some water to cool his mind off.

entrance exams are coming in a week.

'fresh air.' he thought. he placed the glass down on the sink and went outside to breath.

closing the glass door, he starts thinking on what will happen if he doesn't pass. his head starts to ache again. 'stop thinking about the future, qian!' he reminds himself. he hit his head as he think about it.

"kun ge?" he heard a voice behind him.

he turned around and saw a sleepy yangyang yawning.

"what are you doing here?" kun asks as the younger sit beside him. "did you have a dream?" he ruffles the younger's hair.

"no ge, and i should be asking you that. what are you doing here?" yangyang asked, emphasizing the word 'you'.

"i just woke up." kun shrugged. but yangyang could tell that he was lying. he saw the older's room, and he saw all the messed up notes lying in his study table.

"you don't have to stress yourself up, gege." yangyang spoke, holding the older's hands. it startled kun, but the warmth of the younger's hands were just enough to calm him down.

"it's still in a week, and you've been studying for about...a month now? i guess..." he chuckled. "you're overworking youself, and i don't like seeing you all stressed out." he added.

"i'm fine, yangyang. you don't have to worry about me." kun showed a small smile.

"no you're not."

kun sighed. he wanted to argue more that he's fine, but he knew nothing would change. the younger would still convince him that he's not plus his head is just gonna ache even more.

"let's just go back to sleep." kun gently removed the younger's hands from him. standing up, his head starts aching again.

"kun ge! are you alright?" yangyang immediately stood up and checked the older.

"i just need to rest. that's it."

"you know what? i'm banning you from studying for three days. let's enjoy those days, just us two. no studying. no stressing." yangyang demanded, as if his life depends on it.

"no--"

"no buts! no reasons, or whatsoever! we'll be following my rules this week!" yangyang cut him off.

"look, i appreciate your help and all but i need to get this perfect." kun caressed the younger's shoulder. "now let's--"

"i'll help you study, after our dates! don't worry!" yangyang smiled.

"wait...dates?" kun was a bit flustered by hearing that word. "you said 'enjoy', not dat--"

yangyang pecked the older on the cheeks.

"i miss our dates." yangyang hold kun's hands. "plus, isn't dating and enjoying the same? like, you know, the words playdates, friend dates?"

kun chuckled upon seeing yangyang being playful, and yangyang was finally satisfied. he misses hearing the older's laughs, and giggles. ever since he started studying for that university, he has been studying nonstop and he doesn't know if kun forgot about him or not. he was a bit mad about it, but after finally hearing his giggle. he forgot what he was mad about and just enjoyed the moment.

"let's go to sleep now, ge. i'm really tired now." yangyang yawned. "can you sleep with me?"

"hmm...sure."

"i love you, gege..." the younger snuggled himself on the older's arms.

"i love you too, yangyang." kun kissed the younger's forehead gently as they head to their bedroom.

[ end ]

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