Chaos.

Yes, chaos was the best word to describe the current situation.

Jin was in Namjoon's embrace, crying his heart out, Hoseok's head jerked here and there while staring at the floor blankly and trembling, Jimin was screaming at Jungkook to tell the blonde that it's a joke and Yoongi was looking at his hands while shaking his head.

"It's a j-joke, right Jungkook? R-right?! Y-yes guys it's a f-fucking joke, y-yall!"

Jimin officially lost his mind.

why is this happening?

why did you leave?

why did you do that?

why didn't you stay?

please.

Jungkook was so immersed in his thoughts that he blocked out all of the sound. The only thing he focused on were his thoughts.

didn't you know what kind of consequences this was gonna have?

why am I blaming a dead person? whoa, I really am insane now.

if my life continues like this, I'll join you very soon, don't worry, baby.

"Jungkook? Earth to Jungkook?"

The said male shook his head trying to get out of the trance he was just in. In front of the brunette he saw Yoongi standing with a sad expression.

The older male of the two took a seat next to his dongsaeng. "I know it's hard man. I've dealt with similar shit. My brother Jihoon passed away because of suicide, so I guess you could say that I know how you feel, man. I'm really sorry" he said and rubbed Jungkook's back.

Jungkook didn't reply and stared blankly at the floor.

The boys left Jungkook's apartment after biding him farewell and left the boy on his own again. As expected, he did the same as the last few days; sulk.

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A week has now passed and Jungkook did eat something here and there, thank god. The poor boy's anger and frustration was building up by the second. Not to forget sadness which was literally written on his forehead.

{JK'S POV}

I can't take this shit anymore. It's frustrating as hell. So many new cuts have found place on my arm and my thighs since yesterday.

My phone was literally soaked with my tears after I wrote a simple "bye" to all of my contacts... annoying device.

Whoops, it's destroyed now. I threw it on the wall and stepped on it by "pure accident".

Fuck, I'm tired of living this hell...

"Kim Taehyung, I will join you up there."

That day, Jeon Jungkook took his last breath with the love of his life on his mind.

[END]

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I hope you enjoyed my story :) and if not, then not, that's okay.

Imma rewrite this story because when I started this I didn't know what I was writing lmaoo