Jungkook and Taehyung were now dating for two months. They were in a really happy relationship but didn't do anything major yet, like they did back when Jungkook started working at the café.

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Jungkook was currently sitting on the kitchen island, on his phone, scrolling through instagram. "Today I have to go to a check up at the hospital, TaeTae-hyung." he said.

"Why? What's wrong?" asked Taehyung.

Oh right, I haven't told him yet. Shit.

Jungkook took a deep breath and looked at Taehyung with a sad expression.

"I'm colorblind."

Silence.

"Wh-why are you color blind?" asked Taehyung with tears threatening to spill out of his glossy, dark brown orbs.

"Two years ago, I just wanted to die, you know... what I did was I climbed to the roof of my house, walked to the edge of it, so that my toes were already over the edge... I smiled, thinking it was my last smile and let myself fall onto the ground below.

While I was falling I thought this is the best time of my life. I can finally die now. But I was wrong. After I saw black, I woke up, hearing beeps. I was disappointed of of myself because I didn't die. I was also confused because when I tried to open my eyes, I couldn't. When I tried to move, I couldn't. When I tried to speak I couldn't. I basically couldn't do anything.

I always heard the beeping of my heartbeat and the doctors coming in, but I couldn't do anything about it. One day, everything changed, as I could finally open my eyes. Soon after that, a doctor came in and signaled others that I'm awake.

I asked what's going on. The nurse told me I was in a coma for 4 whole months because I attempted suicide. That's also the reason why I got colorblind.

I was shocked. I didn't even realize I was colorblind since I was in the hospital and all I saw was white beds and white walls."

Taehyung needed to process the things Jungkook just said for a good minute, until he turned to his boyfriend with wide eyes.

"S-so that's why you only wear white shirts and black pants?" asked the older. "Exactly." replied the younger.

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The pair arrived at the hospital for Jungkook's check-up. They saw Jin, Hoseok and Yoongi in the waiting room.

"Why are you also here?" asked Jungkook.

Jin started tearing up. "J-Joon's in a c-coma." he broke down and sobbed into his hands. Hoseok comforted him by rubbing his back in a soothing way.

Jungkook looked at Yoongi.

The older immediately knew that Jungkook wanted to know.

"We're here because Jimin passed out due to starvation... I didn't even know he had problems like... l-like us. " said Yoongi. He looked down at his lap, thinking.

Taehyung and Jungkook took their seats and waited until someone came to take the youngest to the check-up.

A nurse came in. "Jeon Jungkook?" she asked. "That's me." said the brunette. "Please follow me." said the nurse.

Jungkook nodded and followed her into a room, where his eyes got tested and x-rays were took from his brain.

After around 45 minutes, Jungkook came back. Jin, Yoongi and Hoseok were already gone. Taehyung immediately stood up and went to his boyfriend.

"Is everything alright?" he asked. The younger only nodded. "Let's go to Jin, he's currently in Namjoon's room." said Taehyung. Jungkook replied with a quiet "ok" and followed him.

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After two days, Jimin came back home with some news he had to tell his boyfriends. He called Yoongi and Hoseok into the bedroom and sat in front of them.

Jimin took a deep breath. "There's a lot to tell which I didn't tell you when we first met. Please don't be overly angry at me."

"So.... I-I have been depressed since I'm 13... I always got hated and bullied by people because they found me disgusting just because I'm gay. I then started hating myself extremely, which later lead into starving myself. It stopped when I met you, but then I saw that I was getting chubby cheeks, so i did it again. I didn't tell you because I was afraid that you're gonna hate me for doing this. I-I'm sorry for being a burden to you." Jimin broke down sobbing into his sweater paws.

His boyfriends immediately hugged him close. "Jimin you're not a burden to us." said Hoseok on repeat. "Jiminie, you're perfect. You don't need to do that. I actually prefer you with chubbier cheeks, my baby." said Yoongi.

After a while of the three hugging, Yoongi pulled away. "I also have to tell you something." he said. Everyone went to their previous places on the bed and the floor.

"I also have been depressed since I was a child, because my parents left me. I got into this phase where I would only lay in bed and look up at the ceiling. I also talked less and less and showed no emotion whatsoever. I then started cutting myself little by little, which turned to thi-this."

Yoongi pulled his hoodie sleeves up. Both of his arms showed a lot of parallel scars. He looked at his boyfriends and a single tear rolled down his right cheek.

Jimin broke down again, but Hoseok showed an emotion in his eyes, which Yoongi never saw before. Hoseok pulled up his shorts and there were many dark scars on display. "M-me too." he said and threw himself at Yoongi, full-on sobbing.

They soon fell asleep in their embrace.

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Taehyung is art.