lowercase intended.

STORMI ESTES

⋆⭒˚.⋆☆⋆｡𖦹°✮⋆˙,

he can suck my-

Cereal is life. Especially the reese's coco puffs. I would marry it.

"slow down, fatty. It won't run away," brandt says.

"shut up. You literally eat like a pig," i say.

He was eating bacon. I think i'm pretty funny.

He rolls his eyes and go back in his phone.

ding

I check my phone and it was an unknown number. Oh my god! What if it's those princes that ask people to send money and you'll become like a princess.

(***)-***-***-****
hey. dior gave me your number. Hate to say this but you good?

me
who's this?

(***)-***-***-****
charlie

me
hiiiiiiiiiiiii

(***)-***-***-****
just answer my question

me
ofc i'm okay. why wouldn't i?

(***)-***-***-****
you ate fish and ur allergic

me
awwwweeee you DO pay attention

(***)-***-***-****
nvm. please delete my contact now.

me
nope. and yes i'm good. I didn't eat that much. It's like my friend who's lactose intolerant but she just pushes through. She's still happily alive

(***)-***-***-****
that's not...
okay wtv
i hope you eat jam

me
😠😠
but not what?
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CHARLIEEEE
delivered

I set my phone down.

The more he doesn't want me, the more i would totally want him.

To get along with him... of course.

I was kicking my feet happily. Not actually. Just thinking about it.

So, he does pay attention to what i say. I knew he wasn't that heartless. I mean i saw him laughing and being buddy buddy with everyone else.

i'm not mad over the fact he said that jam statement. I'm mad over the fact he made it seem like he was never interested in what i was saying or seem like he was listening but in reality he does listened. He listened to me. He was listening!

and he caresssss!

I mean he did it in private... BUT maybe he just didn't want to embarrass me. Maybe he was thinking the same thing like me. He doesn't want to make things awkward or cause anything.

Yikes... now that i think about it. Maybe i'm the problem. Not to my parents' divorce though. That's its own issues.

Can't believe that was two years ago.

"hey cinderella, you're dropping stuff," my brother claps in front of my face.

I look down and see that the milk from my spoon was dripping down. It was making a splashing mess.

"oh.. oops," i chuckle.

"I wonder how you're the older one," he mumbles.

"Cause they knew a girl should be in charge especially after someone like you, duh," i roll my eyes.

"That's the most bizarre-"

"Not another word, young man! Go to your room," i snicker.

"Bro. You're not actually serious," he stands up in disbelief.

I nod, "so serious."

"Didn't wanna be here anyways," he puts his dishes away and goes to his room.

I love being in charge when they're out of the house.

kinda regretting about kicking him to his room. Now im bored.

I don't have filming today because they don't need me and i don't have a reason to be there. I could be there with my newfound friends, but that means i'll have to endure the insults thrown at me by him.

I could text him since i have his number. He doesn't have anything today too. He would probably still hang around there even if he didn't.

me
hi charlieeee

charlieee👻
i told you to delete my contact

me
sorry that's not in my vocabulary

charlieee👻
well get it in there

me
what's your problem with me
like i don't remember doing anything to you🙁

charlieee👻
you're annoying and you have lack of control

me
i get told the first one a lot but that second one is new

charlieee👻
should've gotten the hint when they called you that

me
opinions are lame
who cares what people think

charlieee👻
please stop texting me

me
you're texting me back
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bruh
well... if you don't respond that means you want to be my friend

charlieee👻
i feel the strongest urge to bury you in a hole right now.

me
okayyyy i see you 🥸

charlieee👻
i question your sanity

me
what's that
oops i got to go
the brownies are burning
i'll talk to you later pookie

charlieee👻
please don't

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I took my lazy self to the park to walk around. I love this park. Did i mention that i love all things nature.

Especially this tree. I'll be in those books or movies where im on one side of the tree and some other guy is on the other and we never realized until one day then fall in love.

I may trash talk love a lot, but all i want is love.

I'm so lonely if i think about it. Almost adult life is so sad.

Everyone has their own thing to do and i doubt that many care about making new friends when they already have their own friend group.

i mean.. i do have Lizzie. She's been so caught up with school, so we haven't been able to meet up. We're pretty similar. Like a lot actually. It's like she got magically transferred to a different lady's womb. Like one pregnant woman bumps her stomach into some other non-pregnant lady and somehow twins separate and the other lady is pregnant out of nowhere with the one that got transferred. That's some crazy bluetooth. I bet Apple would be able to come up with that type of insanity.