Okay, first off this is the worst explanation for drama as I was in a rush and I am not afraid to get mad. You've been warned.

Okay, I've really had enough of friendships. Someone here doesn't know the length of horror some people go through, or privacy needed. Have you ever considered why someone has done something?

Unless it's hate. Hate has no reason that can be valid, really.

But I'm sick of seeing people complain about why people turn black or white, why they suddenly leave. It's like you've forgotten these people have lives behind the screen like you.

This one is for the 'friend' who dared to come into my pm's because oh I'VE GOT A MOUTHFUL TO SAY.

first off, i'm sure you know people have romantic relationships here. imagine if one of them left wattpad and you didn't know why...

if dulce left, i'd try for a month straight to get them back on. but if they've got no new activity, aren't active, etc...then i'd leave too.

that's how others feel. and right now, it pisses me off to see people against online relationships.

if you both know each others faces and age, then YES, you're all good! because you know they aren't a pedo or something else...

second;

have you ever had a really bad problem? family issues, anxiety, self esteem - that is some people here. in the heat of what is going on, they will do something.

i guess i'm using myself as an example.

i was going through family problems recently..all my self doubt, loathing, and so on came onto me hard - and i got so freaked out, topped with julie suddenly leaving and chesie and i was so mad. in the moment, i really did try to end myself. i said goodbye, but then...i just hesitated. i hesitated what i was doing because i had reasons to live. people i loved. and in the end, i was this broken mess on the floor.

now, i don't really care. it's behind me. i can recover. though...i've lost a friendship today, and i can gladly say i give no fricking frolicking ducks because gueSS WHAT?? they are hypocritical and really, really, toxic...so even though this all happened, at least i got out of something negative.

in the heat of the moment i did something i regretted. i can't take it back and i'll forever remember that. but really...we all do silly mistakes when it comes to this pressure and hate and so on around us to the point we're drowning and we can't speak - wait that sounds edgy oof

then, there's the most poisonous thing in our mind.

doubt.

sorry, here's where i get salty. start up that positivity cult because it won't. do. anything. sorry for saying that, but i know that now...because one of my friends, whether she BELIEVES IM HER FRIEND OR NOT, is doubting her own self. and positivity won't bring her back.

doubting whether your good enough, smart enough, skinny enough, chubby enough, nice enough, witty enough, cool enough, resilient enough, happy enough...

that's her. supposedly in this shadow she so badly wants to get out of.

that's many people here too. i live in an environment designed to doubt myself. a lot of people do. it's this sick toxic circle, right? hm. just goes to show life is great.

but when i'm with my real friends, the better me comes out. i'm positive, i'm happy, i feel safe. and that's where that positivity cult can screw off. who said we needed a cult to help us be happy? if this thing ever started up, i don't really think anything would change. people here, online and off. they're great emotional support.

proper friends are here on wattpad, and no matter the drama they'll stick with you. if they don't, well, either they're sick of drama, sick of you, or something else. a cult doesn't need to do that, we do.

BUT ANYWAYS-

basically, in the heat of the moment, in the anger, sadness, you'll go black and regret it all. whether it be doubt clouded your vision, your emotions are bottled up, you can never tell someone how you feel...

positivity can't exactly save someone. it's your friends, yourself. if someone makes you feel bad about yourself, unfollow them. if someone is bullying you, reveal their user. if you don't speak up, then you'll fall into the drama that so many people are getting into.

the drama going on right now...it's nothing big. it's not bullying really. it's not very much of suicide. it's in reality, just people going on hiatus, missing their loved ones, or, of course, people not feeling good enough.

if we can be nice and support each other, then maybe the bnha community can go back to normal.

if we work as a team, maybe people won't get confused and create drama.

if we be at least, a little open with our feelings maybe this place would be happier.

no matter what the drama, the hate, the love, the rumours, the lies. i'll stick with my friends because they stuck with me. that's what real friends do, right? not complain about them. if i did that, i'd be nothing better than a...what would the word be? fake isn't right...hm.

i hope this makes you realise what people are going through. the drama right now is literally the tiniest thing out there.

and i also want you to realise you can meet people through it.

i swear, i'm partially thankful for the problems! because people can grow, people meet, bond...

i would've never met dulce actually, if it wasn't for drama...kinda funny, right??

anyway, i love you all so much...so thank you if you stuck with me, or if you stuck with your friends. you're a great person.

i know this explanation wasn't the best, but maybe you understand a bit better...apologies if you don't....

Because wheee I wrote this in class and my teacher kept on trying to snipe me with their eyes

Please help