𝕝𝕠𝕝 𝕚'𝕧𝕖 𝕓𝕖𝕖𝕟 𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕠𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕤𝕠 𝕝𝕠𝕟𝕘, 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕚 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕕𝕖𝕔𝕚𝕕𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕠 𝕗𝕚𝕟𝕚𝕤𝕙 𝕚𝕥. 𝕙𝕠𝕡𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕖𝕟𝕛𝕠𝕪!

the life i live is lucky,

and there is much to be grateful for,

i'm surrounded by people who love me,

i shouldn't wish for anything more.

but i can't help but wonder,

why i am the way i am,

why i think the way i do,

why i live the way i live.

am i being too dramatic?

i ask myself day to day,

that scary, scary, question,

which haunts me all the way.

i wish i was more strong,

i wish my mind wasn't so weak,

i wish little things didn't bother me,

i wish my thoughts weren't so meek.

i have people that protect me,

but i wish i didn't need protecting,

i know these wishes sound so odd, 

but i'm sitting here reflecting.