𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 ...
Aren't you familiar?
𝑊𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑛 𝑏𝑦 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑥𝑐𝑛

Fluff , Manipulation and gaslight..?
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Deja vu deja vu deja vu. Everywhere I go I'm getting deja vu.

The moment I stepped outside I saw a girl. My data says she works here.. Would it be a good idea if I go and talk to her? N-no no... She probably doesn't know me.

But she must know me! I saw a lot of posters of me around the place.. She should know me.

Getting up the courage I walked towards her direction since she was a bit far away, but she started to walk away! Shit. A few kids are looking at my direction.

Before I know it I'm surrounded by tons of cheery little kids asking me tons of questions and some small blabbering here and there.

" what's your name!! " 

"Aren't you the new toy?"

"Your so pretty!"

"Why don't you have toes?"

"Are you a cat? Or a dog?"

"I want uppies! "

Too many questions for me to handle.. But I answered a few anyway. I'm currently carrying 2 kids in my arms

To my rescue the girl from before- or Kelly as my data says came running towards me

"Hey! Your the new mascot fluffle puff right?" Kelly asks as she picked up the kids that I was holding.

"Uhm, yeah I guess." I respond

"You sound and look familiar... Like one of my good friendd who worked in this place..." She says as her tone dropped slightly and so did her smile, but quickly changed when she offered me a tour of this place. And I accepted... I don't really like being alone.

She tried introducing me to the smiling critters but I quickly told her that I already knew them, I can't help but notice catnap kept looking at me.. He was the only one who wasn't smiling and stayed mute.

When she was tryna show me the playhouse thingy we both got lost in some maze and I got seperated from her...

So right now I'm wandering around this new unknown place that looked like nobody has been to, it was dim and had cob webs around this area. It still looked like I was in the play house and I even found some.. Cages...? Weird deja vu.

I stumbled upon a area which looked very familiar, it had large pillows and coushins all over the place, it was like a cool hangout spot for teenagers.

I saw a small bag in the corner, I know it's rude to snoop around but nobody else seemed to be here.

It looked like it belongs to a female, I opened the bag and found some stuff a female would keep, I even found a device, or phone.

I scanned the area around me and detected there was nobody near me or inside playhouse. I guess that girl Kelly must've found her way out.

I set the bag aside and sat on a beanbag holding the phone, I wouldn't have been doing all of this but this phone looked familiar to me.. I turned it on and saw a picture of a girl looking almost like me.. But more human, she was taking a selfie while that catnap guy, in his big furry looking form sleeping, it seemed like she took this picture in the place where I'm at right now.

The phone didn't have a lock and I decided to snoop more since I had nothing better to do.

The wallpaper was a picture of a cat, I'm guessing it's her cat. I looked thru the gallery and saw a lot of pictures with catnap, and some employees, and mostly pictures of kids and her cat.

I even found some pics of herself outside this establishment. She looked like me... I turned off the phone and stared into the black screen, my face reflecting on the black screen.

I looked like her... Was she.. Me? Was I her before..? I used to work here. I knew that catnap guy... I used to have feelings for him... I used to be human..

Is this why I keep feeling like I seen everything before?

I snap out of my thoughts and began looking through the phone, somehow I know or remember exactly how a phone works but can't remember my identity..

I looked thru the notes app on her- or my phone.. I looked for anything that could be useful information. Fuck what if she writes on a diary or something?

Luckily she doesn't.

5th August 20##.

                                      --

This fucking place I work at... I just found out something horrific about this factory. Elliot fucking Ludwig experiments on humans and turns them into.. Toys.. Robots...Animatronics.

He even tests on kids. I heard them.. I heard everything. The guy I loved used to be human.. They tortured him. They tortured others too... Im gonna try to stop it but how? How will I ever stop this all by myself?

                               --
The more I read the more things were starting to come back to me bit by bit.
I was slowly gaining bits of my memory back as I read more of her- MY notes when I was human..

I felt tears blur my vision [ 𝑛𝑜 𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑎 𝑖𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡'𝑠 𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑎𝑛 𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑚𝑎𝑡𝑟𝑜𝑛𝑖𝑐/𝑡𝑜𝑦 ] this was all too much for me to handle..

I was so out of it that I didn't even realize there was a presence besides me.

"Boo."

I shrieked at the sudden voice and reflexively threw my fist at the direction the sound came from but a paw similar but bigger than mine stopped it almost effortlessly.

[ 𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑎𝑑 𝑜𝑓 𝑎 𝑓𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑘𝑦 𝑐𝑎𝑡 𝑓𝑢𝑟𝑟𝑦 𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑔𝑜𝑡 𝑎 𝑙𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑓𝑢𝑟𝑟𝑦 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑀𝑂𝑅𝐸 𝑓𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑘𝑦 𝑐𝑎𝑡. 𝐶𝑢𝑧 𝑛𝑜 𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡𝑎 𝑤𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑠𝑚𝑢𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑎 𝑤ℎ𝑜𝑙𝑒 𝑔𝑖𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑎𝑙𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑐𝑟𝑒𝑒𝑝𝑦 𝑐𝑎𝑡 ]

He gripped my paw and slightly glared at me, I tried pulling back but he kept his grip tight before releasing my hand like paw.

"Fluffle puff hm? Or more like y/n.." He egans talking, my human name.. Elliot almost called me that when I first met him in this body. Catnaps voice sounded raspy and husky. This is the first time ive heard him talk. Although I probably have heard it many times...

He grabbed my arm and made up stand up causing me to drop the phone, he a bit roughly pushed me into the center of the room. Why is he treating me like this...? Was I not supposed to be here?

He begans circling me as if I was his prey, he was decently taller than me, his tail swayed as he walked around me, examining every inch on me with his gaze.

He stops infront of me

"Tell me, do you know me?" He stepped closer. I could almost smell him.. He smelled of lavender and hints of smoke.

"I-.. Know your catnap?"

"Don't you think I'm maybe more than that? I'm pretty sure you figured out who you are."

"I guess I'm.. Y/n.. I used to work here." I say while taking a step back but he seemed to take a step closer at that.

"Anything else? Maybe who am I to you? Hm?" He asked me in a monotone voice as his tail swayed behind him. I felt nervous for no reason..

"Uhm... Friend..?"

"Friend? What about boyfriend?" Wait.. Boyfriend? was he my boyfriend..?

"Huh-?" My eyes slightly widened as I tilt my head slightly, confused.

"You still don't know anything do you? Come on. I'll let you know everything." He went over and took a seat in one of the bean bags, he then patted on his lap. Is he srsly telling me to sit on his lap..?

I went over and took a seat beside him and tried avoiding eye contact.

"Suit yourself.." He shrugged. "Alright.. First things first. We were in a very happy non toxic relationship." Why is he saying it like that? Was he lying? I hate how my emotion detectors barley work on him. But why would he lie? And I used to have feelings for him..

"I think we still are, no?"

"Uhm.. If you want.."

"Good girl. You saw the pictures on your phone, that's proof." Oh. Maybe.. "You and Carl, a staff in playcare are enemies and Carl used to talk shit about you, so don't go near him, he's fake." I think I saw that guy, Kelly introduced me to him on the way.

"And dogday, you met and know him, he hated you guts and he's very very fake. So don't go near him as well unless nesscessry and if I'm near, got it?" He looked at him and I nodded. But.. I saw a picture of my human self and dogday together tho. Whatever I don't know much.. Should probably listen to my 'boyfriend'

"Kelly is your.. Best friend-ish? And Meghan, you hate her, she hates you, nobody really likes her so everyone is probably gonna warn you to stay away from her. You and Claire are acquaintance and so are my so called 'friends' " he looked more easy saying these stuff, as if he was not being truthful in the first few sentences. I slightly narrowed my eyes at him trying to figure him out. He's such a hard person.. Or cat.

"I'm not sure what your relationship with the prototype is but, I don't like the way he touches you so, be careful okay? Your mine." Prototype? I think he's talking about Elliot. Oh. elliot....

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"What's wrong?" I slightly flinch at his voice when he snapped me outta my daze.

"H-huh..? Oh. Nothing.." I shake my head as I turn away trying to avoid eye contact.

His hand grabbed my jaw and he forcibly made me look at him, he was squishing my cheeks

"I asked a question darling. What's wrong?"

"It nothing! I-I only zoned out.." God I hate myself for keep stuttering. Can you blame me? Our faces were practically inches apart.

He only stared at me in response, his expression unreadable, his gaze looked down slightly, wait– was he looking at my lips?

"Can I do something?" He suddenly spoke, his tone was soft. But I could finally understand his expression a little bit, it was like he was holding back on something.

I slightly opened my mouth to say something but Before I could respond, he closed the small distance between us. His hand cupped my cheek, his thumb brushing against the cool surface of my synthetic skin. I barely had time to process the warmth of his touch before his lips met mine.

I felt like I just froze, I didn't know how to react. Did I hate it? Yup. Did I like it? Very...

His lips were surprisingly soft against mine, and there was a faint taste of lavender on him. His other hand found its way to my waist, pulling me closer. I didn’t resist. I couldn’t.

The world around us seemed to fade, the weight of everything—my lost memories, the mystery of my past, the fear of what was to come—falling away as I melted into him.

His tongue slipping into my mouth as he gripped onto my waist, pulling me closer.
I slightly whimpered- or moaned into the kiss. I let him take control since I wouldn't know what the fuck to do.

He pulled away and caressed my cheek with his thumb, while doing the same to my waist.

"You have no idea for how long I wanted to do that.." He said a bit out of breath which was kinda hot. I was kinda out of breath too..

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