I saw my house in the distance and ran into it opening the front door and slamming it close "young man what are you doing home?" Oh shit I forgot my mom was home "answer sir" she said but I couldn't say anything because I suddenly felt irritated.

I didn't answer her and ran up to my room slamming the door by accident. Leaning on the door I let out a small sigh as I let my tears fall making me feel better. Why am I so upset? This never happened before!? It's frustrating, irritating, annoying and worse of all sad... really really fucking sad.

After 10 minutes I finally cool down feeling more stable now so I pulled out my phone and type up 'what does it mean when you can't move after someone left you' probably a little too specific but whatever. I waited for it to load and suddenly 'how to handle a breakup' came up as a result.

What the fuck! I didn't breakup with anyone!! I then type up 'what does it mean to cry for no reason' I got results as anxiety, depression things I know I have but it didn't feel like that. It felt different... like my heart was pulled out of my chest and left me num.

"That's called getting a heart break sweetheart" my mom said from the other side of the door! Did I say that out loud!? I turned around and opened the door to see my mom smiling like a manic. "Did I say it out loud?" She nodded her head rapidly "aww my babyboy is so grown up getting his first heartbreak" she said and came in and started playing with my cheeks.

"Mom it's not funny and no I did not get my first heartbreak" i said pulling her hands away from my face "don't lie, I heard what you said. Now tell me why you're trying to deny it?" I sigh and sat on my bed. My mom is the closest person to me and second is my dad even though we don't see eye to eye I still think of him as second place.

"It's Jimin, the Park family down the road"

"Oh yeah I see them a few times, they're.... they're..... really weird people.."

"Everyone here is weird" i said and she nodded totally agreeing with me "well we became.... friends? I guess.. I'm not really sure but he's different, he talk to me and gave me his sandwich because he made me accidentally drop mines. At first he didn't ask for anything in return but after he said he wanted me to join him and his friend for lunch" I said and realized my mom was smiling while looking at me lost in her thoughts "mom?".

"Oh sorry son continue" she said and I squinted my eyes but continued "the day after I showed up to school with bruises-".

"I swear to god that Minjun kid thinks so big of himself! And his parents are the worst! If he does anything else I'll-" I interrupted her "I got punched by him again today" she sigh and motion for me to continue "I showed up to school with bruises and no one would look my way, they all hated me in there so I decided to skip and go up to the roof and suddenly the door swung open and boom ✨Jimin✨" I said smiling a lot without realizing it.

"He came after you?" I nodded "he ask me what happened and I answered I got beaten up, he ran away-"

"He ran away!"

"Calm down, he came back with a first aid kit and started treating my open wound. The bell rang and he was going to leave but he stayed! He stayed mom! He missed a class with me so I decided to educate him for the time he missed" I said leaning back remembering his chubby cheeks and his cute blush.

"You....educate him? Don't say you fucked" my eyes went wide "no we didn't! But I did teach him what kinks were".

"He didn't know what it was at this age!" She said and i nodded "remember somehow masturbating and dirty things like that are sins" I said "I know but like jeez".

I continued "I saw him crying today and we had a moment together where everything went silent and i just stared into his eyes, it was so peaceful and comfy but Minjun came in and ruined it and Jimin... he of course didn't take my side. Mom I freaking froze when Jimin left, my body went num and... and I'm worrying if he'll avoid me tomorrow".

"Avoid him back then"

"HUH!"