❤️ Chapter 5❤️
"I feel lonely" I said and he smiled at me making my heart beat go crazy "me too, wanna keep each other company?" He asked and it felt like he was asking me to be his boyfriend.
We kept staring into each other's eyes getting lost but a loud bang was heard making me flinch but Jungkook was unbothered "Yah! What kind of gay shit is going on here!" A guy named Minjun said honestly he piss me off because I felt like I was having a moment with Jungkook.
Jungkook stood up making his way to Minjun, his cheer filled eyes were gone and replaced with dark ones "leave Jimin alone, I was the one who interrupted him" Jungkook said and I looked at him confused, why would he say that.
"Of course it was you! You're just a faggot trying to spread your disease with the rest of us!" Minjun said to Jungkook and I also felt offended because why would we waist our time getting them infected also did he just say Jungkook was gay?!
I didn't even get to think it through properly because Jungkook immediately got a punch on his face making him stumble back "Jimin I'm sorry this devil troubled you, remember what father Donghyun said, we have to look after each other" Minjun said and i stared at him in shocked.
Yeah father Donghyun said to look after each other not beat someone up for their sexuality!! Why is everyone in this neighborhood so stupid and caught up in what a book said.
I want to say something, i want to say what was on my mind but i couldn't, i was too afraid to be any outcast, even if these people are freaking annoying I don't want to be alone or bullied..... just like Jungkook.... I don't want to end up like him...
"Thanks hyung" I said feeling everything inside of me twist. I made eye contact with Jungkook and I felt even more worse but if I don't want to be where he is I'll have to just give up and be normal...
"Jimin?" Jungkook said and my body tense up, he sounded disappointed, hurt and angry all at once but I tried and I didn't make eye contact with him and just ignored him. I bowed to Minjun hyung and walked away as a tear fell from my eye, I don't even know what I'm feeling. Sad? Angry? Annoyed? Fear?...fear... afraid of what! but somehow I feel afraid.
*Jungkook pov*
I watched as Jimin left of course I chuckled bitterly to myself they're always the same! they talk nice when they're alone but suddenly you're in the spot light they throw you aside! I got up and looked at Minjun but suddenly everything in my body started slowing down, my heart starting beating really fast and a wave of sadness crashed into me.
"Look the faggot is crying!" Someone yelled, I touch my cheek and felt that it was wet, I was crying but why? I suddenly got another punch and another but for some reason my body doesn't want to fight back.
I don't know what to do or even if I could move. Fuck me! Fuck my life! Fuck my parents! Fuck you Minjun! Fuck you Jimi- I felt more tears run down my cheeks. Why can't I say it! It's a totally normal thing to say!! He left me like all my other friends so why can't I just think 1 mean thing about him!
The moment he was crying and I wiped away his tears came in my mind and made me even more weaker. I couldn't handle all these emotions hitting me at once so I ran, I ran as fast as I can, out the school and on to the streets feeling something I never felt before
Heartbroken
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