I came home to smell the aroma of food hitting my nose, I followed the scent that lead me to the kitchen, I saw my father preparing some meat "good evening dad I'm back!" I said scaring him, I chuckled.

"Welcome home son, how was school?" He asked like always "pretty good, I think I made a new friend" Jimin said remembering the shy Jungkook boy "oh that's great but it's time to get a girlfriend, we don't want the neighbors thinking my son isn't a player or is this new friend a girl?" Jimin sigh, as sat down knowing this conversation is going to continue for a while.

I lives in a Christian household/ neighborhood, they always talk about what's good and bad and to always follow the lord because he could help with your pain....I guess. My family and I go to church every Sunday and pray before every dinner but all their work to keep me away from gay stuff didn't work.

I'm gay secretly because i realized girls doesn't attract me anymore, my best friend Taehyung is also Christian so i doesn't tell him anything so more I keeps to myself the more i feel like turning back normal and being the good son my parents know me as.

"No it's a boy and I don't want to be a player" I said feeling horrible that my father wants me to date girls and then break their hearts just to get a reputation like that "ok ok calm down son but please I want to meet my future daughter-in-law before I die" he said chuckling.

"Oh my god dad" i said "don't say the lords name in vein, tonight you're read 5 extra pages in the Bible" my father said at me and I internally groan, more I complain more pages I have to read and honestly I don't want that "ok whatever".

"But don't think I'm joking about the girlfriend thing, don't be sacred we just want to met her" now me got on my nerves "why is it so important to met whoever I'm dating?" I said raising my voice sightly.

"Jimin it's a sin to raise your voice at your parents" I groaned out loud this time, they're annoying and embarrassing but that's how everyone in this neighborhood is like so it's just embarrassing for me.

We didn't continue the conversation after, my dad just started talking about things the bible said and not long after my breadwinning mother came home. We sat at the table, prayed and started eating the food my father cooked "how was your day honey?" My father said to my mother.

"It was really stressful dear but I'm doing good" she said, my mom is an accountant, a pretty basic job nothing too important "how was your day Jimin?" She said and my head shot up hearing my name.

"Honey I think our boy got a girlfriend at school today" my father said and i violently shook my head "oh sweetie you don't have to hide, we're okay with you getting a girlfriend at this age" she said and I once again shook my head.

"I'm not dating anyone! Just let me focus on my school work" I said hoping they'll understand.

"Oh we understand sweetie but you need to experience love at this age so when you get older you'll have so much things to tell your children. Also relationship from highschool last longer" I stared at them in blank confusion, they're really freaking crazy but what can I do about it.

It was around 8 I got ready for bed and suddenly my father came bursting into my room "don't forget to read your bible" he said and I got so annoyed "yes ok"

"Come to our room and recite what you learned"

"Ok ok, I'll come" I said and he left, dropping my head on my pillow I groaned really loudly. They make me recite what I've learned to make sure I remember everything.

12, 12 pages I read that night and learnt it in two hours and hopefully I will forget it tomorrow "good job son, father Donghyun would be so proud of you" my mom said and I nodded, father Donghyun is our priest of our church, he's very popular and a respected man.

I only like him because he's kind but he's worse than my parents when it comes to religious things, he's very strict and won't let any other religious beliefs come before his.

I hate this neighborhood