INSECURITY 😑

They both were sleeping peacefully in each other's arms when Sid's eyes opened and he saw sana clinging onto him like a baby and sleeping peacefully with a pout. Siddharth smiled and pecked her pout

"Kash jab bhi meri aankhein khule to yahi nazara dekhne ko mile meri Moti" siddharth said and caressed her hair bringing a smile on sana's face and he checked time and kissed her forehead and left the hotel room leaving a sticky note for sana.

After an hour or so sana woke up to see the other side of the bed empty. She groaned irritatingly and woke up rubbing her eyes cutely. She reached her side table to pick her phone to call siddharth
"Pata nahi ye kaha chala gaya" sana picked her phone lazily to see a note sticking on her phone screen. She took the sticky note out

"Ae moti mujhe gali dena band kar aur jaldi se uth party mai jaana haina aur vaha hame alag alag jana padega pata haina isliye mai pehle chala gaya aur sun moti jyda hot dikhne ki jaroorat nahi hai i don't want ki koi aur tujhe taade mere alawa"

Sana laughed at his possessiveness and she looked at the time it showed 7pm the party was assigned to start at 9pm so she have 2 hours left to get ready. She lazily came out of her bed and took her outfit out and went into the washroom.

Siddharth here in his room was listening to the song: (play the song for better experience)

Pal Pal Mera Tere Hi Sang Bitana Hai
Apni Wafayon Se Tujhe Sajana Hai
Dil Chaahta Hai Tujhe Kitna Batana Hai
Haan Tere Saath Hi Mera Thikana Hai

He smiled remembering sana and his moments where he spent his every moment with her. He remembered how he wanted to prove that she was his but never was able to do it because of the cameras.
He wanted to confess but never did because of his insecurities.
He smiled thinking that it was destiny that everything happened. What's written in your fate will find the way.

Ab Thak Chuke Hai Ye Kadam
Chal Ghar Chalen Mere Humdum
Hongein Juda Na Jab Tak Hai Dum
Chal Ghar Chale Mere Humdum

He sat on to his bed wearing his watch and smiled how he had a conversation with his mom before entering the bb house that he was tired of all this. Dating one girl then breaking up he had made up his mind that after that he will just live his life only with his mother and sister but then how sana came and all his commitments and decisions went in vain. How she made him realize his importance in his life and others life and how he tried to ignore his feelings but ended up falling more and more for her.

Taan Umar Pyar Na Hoga Kam
Chal Ghar Chale Mere Humdum
Mere Rahon Tum Aur Tere Hum
Chal Ghar Chale Mere Humdum

He promised himself that he will never let her feel unwanted. He promised that he will always make her feel special and most wanted girl ever. He promised that he will never let his love for her affection for her fade. He promised that he will join their paths forever and will always protect her.

Khushbuyon Se Teri Mehke Har Ek Kamra
Daron Diwaar Nahi Kaafi Hai Teri Panaah
Sang Tere Pyaar Ka Jahan Basana Hai

He stood in front of the mirror and smiled remembering how he saw her for the first time on the stage and started developing a soft corner for her. How every fricking time, they collided, their paths collided. Those accidental eye locks felt so special, that accidentally brushing of hands or bodies gave him jitters and goosebumps. He surely touched a lot of girls in his life but no one ever made him feel the way she did.

Khidki Pe Tu Khada Dekhe
Haan Rasta Mera
Aakhon Har Din Milen
Yahi Ek Mazar Tera
Bas Ab Teri Baahon Mein
Jaanam So Jana Hai

He remembered how he used to feel bad for her always. He remembered how from the beginning itself he used to feel insecure and jealous of seeing her with someone else than him. How she affected him in every little way. Now everything was making sense to him, it was all destiny's plan. He smiled how he felt solace having her in his arms. How she fits in his arms like a missing piece of a puzzle. How he feels like he has got everything in his life when she's near him.

Suddenly his phone rang and his chain of thoughts broke. He cursed the person who brought him back to the real world from his sidnaaz's world. He picked the phone irrtatingly to see vikas calling him up. He lowered down the volume of his music system and picked up the phone.

"Hello, haan vikas bol" siddharth said tying his shoe laces.

"Hello siddharth kaha ho tu aur khushi yaar" vikas asked

"Are vikas mai nikal raha hoon bas abhi 8.30 huye hain bro party 9 baje start haina aur mai aur sana akele akele aaenge taki media ko doubt na ho" Siddharth said taking up his wallet all ready to leave his room.

"Oho khushi ko akele aana padega tu pehle bata deta mai apne friend parth ko bol deta vo pick kar leta chal abhi bol deta hoon khushi ka hotel uske way mai hi hai aur vo bhi party mai aa raha hai vo pick kar lega khushi ka" vikas said and shukla ji's jealousy nerve got activated

"Kaun Parth?" Siddharth asked insecurely

"Are mera friend hai he is a known actor parth samthaan(i love him alot)"
Vikas said

"Koi jaroorat nahi hai mai pick kar lunga sana ko aur back side se mai aa jaunga taki media ko doubt na ho bye" Siddharth hang up the call

"Are isko kya hua" Vikas thought but then it striked his mind "hey bhagwaan ye ladka kitna insecure hota hai vaise sahi bhi hai parth hai bhi flirty aur aaj party mai bhi uski nazar agar sana par gayi to vo flirt jaroor karega oh god save my Khushi" vikas said praying

Siddharth drove up to sana's hotel and reached outside her room and rang the doorbell. Sana opened the door. Siddharth's mouth fell seeing sana, she was looking drop dead gorgeous

"

Siddharth kya hua" sana asked a lost siddharth. She clicked her fingers in front of him and brought him back to the real world.

"Kaha kho gaya" sana asked while siddharth nodded no awkwardly.

"Andar Nahi bulaegi kya" Siddharth asked and sana pulled him in.

"Tu yaha kaise i mean tune to kaha tha na ki akele akele jaenge taki media ko doubt Nahi ho" sana asked taking her clutch.

"Vo maine socha ki tujhe drop karke mai backside se aa jaunga media doubt bhi nahi karegi fir" Siddharth said convincing her but sana wasn't completely convinced but she let him go.

"Chale" siddharth asked and sana nodded sadly as she was expecting at least one compliment from him but he didn't even looked at her(according to her😂)

Sana nodded and started to walk towards the door when siddharth pulled her back and kissed her cheek and said
"Hot lagri hai bhot par sun party mai mere saath hi rehna i don't want anyone else to look at you" siddharth said possessively while sana smiled and kissed his cheek and said
"Pakka tere saath hi rahungi chale ab" sana said while siddharth interwined their hands and said.
"Ab chal" siddharth said making sana smile and they both walked out of their room.

They sat in the car and siddharth was driving while holding sana's hand from his one hand and driving from the other. While sana leaned onto the window looking outside sitting quietly which siddharth wasn't able to digest because sana and quite and two opposite words.

"Baby" Siddharth said
"Hmmm" sana replied still looking outside
"Tu theek hai" Siddharth asked
"Hmmm" sana said still looking outside
"Fir itni chup kyun ho" Siddharth asked
"Aise hi kuch bolne ko hai hi nahi" sana said looking at Siddharth and again leaning on the window
"Tujhe kabse topic ki jaroorat padne lagi bolne ke liye" Siddharth asked
"Pata nahi bas abhi man nahi hai" sana said
"Sana kuch baat hai to tu bata sakti hai tujhe pata haina tera silent treatment nahi jhel sakta Mai" siddharth said
"Pata nahi kuch acha nahi lag raha hai i mean i don't know why aisa lag raha hai jaise kuch galat hone vala hai" sana said in a cracking voice
"Sana tu firse shuru ho gayi tujhe bola haina hazaar baar tu overthink mat Kiya kar khud hi soch sochke apna mood kharab kar leti hai" siddharth said still driving
"Hmmmm" sana said
"Baby yaar please ab mera mood kharab ho raha hai aise chup mat reh na meri jaan kuch to bol" siddharth said not being able to take her silent treatment
"Acha bata kya bolu?" Sana asked turning towards him
"Acha sun aaj raat ko mere paas tere liye ek surprise hai" siddharth said smirking
"Surprise kaisa surprise" sana asked
"Abe gadhi surprise bola agar bata diya to surprise kaise hoga par jo bhi haina you'll love it you'll feel pleasure for sure" Siddharth said making sana more confused
"Tune bhot torture kiya haina mujhe camera ke saamne kabhi yaha kiss kabhi vaha kiss aaj raat ko sare badle nikalenge" siddharth asked and sana got what he was talking about.
Sana blushed and she was about to take her hand back but siddharth held her hand more tightly and pulled her towards him.
"Are are abhi se itna blush karegi to raat ko jab mai vo sab karunga tab kya karegi haan baby" siddharth asked and sana just hugged him tightly hiding her face in his chest making siddharth laugh out loud.

After half hour siddharth dropped sana and he went towards the back side.

As soon as sana entered the paparazzi surrounded her and asked her to pose for photos. Sana was politely posing looking towards every camera when vikas came from behind and hugged sana and they both posed together for the pictures.

"Hey bro what's up" parth came from behind and hugged vikas. Parth looked at sana and he got lost in her.

"Khushi ye hai parth aur parth ye hai" Vikas said introducing them

"Are inhe kaun nahi jaanta bigg boss 13 top 3 finalist shehnaaz kaur gill right" Sana smiled politely and they both did handshake

"Sir ma'am ek photo saath mai please" media asked

"Off course off course" parth said and he put his hand on sana's waist gently not in a bad way but in a friendly way and sana too didn't felt uncomfortable but one person who was watching all this felt really uncomfortable guess karo kaun😂😂😂 obviously Shukla ji

He came towards them and pulled sana in front of the media and hugged her Making Parth and vikas shocked.
"Sana dur reh isse tujhe kaha tha na mere sath rehna" siddharth Whispered in sana's ears
"Are par maine kya kiya media ne bola aur tu tha abhi tak nahi na ab aagaya hai na mai tere hi sath rahungi" sana whispered back.

Media asked them to pose and they started posing where siddharth held sana's waist haq se while Parth doubted on them being just friends.

They all moved inside the venue.  Siddharth and sana sat on different tables so that media don't doubt on them specially after the stunt siddharth pulled outside.

Parth asked sana if he could sit with her which sana politely accepted and Parth sat with her. But this made siddharth furious. He thought that he told her to stay away from him but she let him sit with her but he didn't understood that it would be unprofessional if she said no.

Just then Vikas came and asked sidnaaz to come with him on the stage.
"Good evening ladies and gentlemen so I'm here to announce my next project which is a totally love story based web series and mai yaha basically uski announcement and cast announce karne aaya hoon"

"So the main leads are My dear friends very dear friends siddharth shukla and shehnaz gill and with this I'm launching shehnaz in this industry also"
Vikas announced and everyone started clapping hooting and cheering for them.
With that Vikas announced the other cast also and Parth was also a part of the project which made siddharth piss more.

After the announcement sana tried to talk to Siddharth but siddharth shoved her away.
"Siddharth kya hai yaar baat kyun nahi kar raha hai ab maine kya kar diya" sana asked
"Abe ja na yaar paka mat tu ja tere naye dost ke paas" siddharth said
"Kaunsa naya dost" sana asked
"Vahi naya dost jiske saath baithi hai Tu" siddharth said while sana understood he was talking about Parth.

Siddharth walked up to the bar counter and sat there.
"Siddharth maine kya kiya yaar ab usne pucha mai yaha baith jau aur agar Mai aise pehle hi meet mai mana Karti to unprofessional lagta yaar upar se vobhi project ka part hai yaar we need to compromise" sana asked and tried to touch his hand but siddharth pushed her and sana almost lose her balance but in mean time she held the chair and got saved from falling but siddharth didn't noticed as he don't notice anything in front of his anger.

Sana's eyes filled with tears seeing him behave like this. What is she would have fallen down in front of so many people she would have become a joke and moreover what if she would have gotten hurt. Sana's heart started paining she started to walk away from there hurt by his behaviour but looked back to see him but he still didn't looked back at her.
Sana walked away disappointed.

"Vikas mai bhot tired feel kar rahi hoon mai yaha se jaana chahti hoon" sana told vikas but vikas noticed tears in her eyes and he understood that again sid has said something or done something.

"Nahi sana tu main cast hai yaar aise itni jaldi jaegi to acha nahi lagega yaar thodi der ruk ja fir mai khud tujhe drop kar dunga" Vikas said

Sana had no energy left to argue so she just walked up and sat in a corner from where she could see siddharth clearly.

A girl in short dress walked up to siddharth and hugged him while siddharth hugged her back. Sana felt hurt. But tears started to flow from her eyes when she saw siddharth and that girl walking up to the dance floor to dance.

Siddharth's hands on her waist and her hands on Sid's neck and that smile on Sid's face made sana feel left over and unwanted. Parth walked up to sana and sana quickly wiped her tears and forced a polite smile. Parth extended his hand and sana accepted unwillingly to not to sound rude.

They both walked up and started dancing with parth's hand on her waist and Sana's handa on his shoulder. Siddharth noticed this and he started to become more touchy with the girl making sana's heart break into peices.

Suddenly that girl kissed Siddharth's cheek and that's it Sana's eyes filled with tears again and one tear fell from her eyes and she made some silly excuse and ran out of the party making sure to not to come in media's eyes.

Siddharth saw her running out the party and he cursed himself for again making her cry he knew he crossed the limit. He left that girl and ran behind sana with a fear in his heart.

Sana was running and she quickly stopped a taxi and got inside and the taxi drove away.

"Oh fuck man what have i done?" Siddharth said and he quickly started his car and followed the taxi.

The taxi drove towards sana's hotel so siddharth followed the taxi but suddenly a car came in front on his car and when his way was cleared Sana's taxi was gone. Siddharth punched his hand on the steering wheel.

"Taxi hotel ki taraf gayi hai jaroor hotel hi ja rahi hogi" siddharth thought and quickly drove towards the hotel and went inside. He asked the receptionist if sana came there but the receptionist said no she didn't came there.

That's it fear started engulfing him. Where is she? Did she left him? Is he alone all over again?

He went and sat in his car and tears started to fall from his eyes. He started thinking of all the possible places where she would have went. Just then his phone rang it was vikas he picked it up
"Hello siddharth kaha ho yaar tum dono aise bina bataye kaha chale gaye?" Vikas said
"Yaar vikas pata nahi sana kaha chali gayi hai gusse mai maine firse usse hurt kar diya Maine hotel check kiya hai par vo yaha nahi hai pata nahi kaha chali gayi hai mai kya Karun mere kuch samjh nahi aa raha hai mai use khone nahi dena chahtha. I can't afford to lose her i can't lose her i just can't" siddharth broke in tears and started crying
"Siddharth himmat rakh aur Apne Ghar check kar aur vo sari jagah jaha sana ja sakti hai itne mahine saath the kabhi to baat hui hogi is bare Mai" vikas said and siddharth hang up the call.
Siddharth started driving quickly and checked his house, marine drive, nearby places, her favourite cafe restaurant everywhere but he couldn't find sana anywhere.

Siddharth then remembered that once sana told him that she loves juhu beach and she loves spending time there when she's down and alone.

Siddharth quickly drove towards the juhu beach to see it whole empty as it was late night but then he saw his life his sana sitting there on the sand at a secluded area hugging her knees crying her heart out.

Siddharth just ran towards her as his life depends on it. He pulled sana and hugged her tightly, sana didn't hugged him back.
"Pagal hai kya tu kaha chali gayi thi kabse pagalo ki tarah dhund raha tha tujhe aise koi karta hai kya bina bataye yaha aagayi meri jaan nikal gayi thi yaar aise heart attack mat diya kar tu mujhe laga tune mujhe chhod diya" siddharth said and broke the hug to see sana stare at him blankly.

Siddharth cupped her face,
"I'm sorry sana I'm really sorry mai pata nahi gusse mai" Siddharth said
"Gusse mai mujhe dhakka de diya Puri industry ke saamne vo to acha hua kisine dekha nahi varna kya hota siddharth aur vo chhod agar mujhe lag jati to vo bhi chhod tujhe kya farak padta hai tere paas to itni achi company thi haina kaha kiss kiya tha yaha pe haina" sana said touching his cheek
"Aur kaha kaha kiss kiya mere aane ke baad to pura chance tha aur kya kya kiya acha haan tum kyun bataoge personal baatein mai bhi kitni stupid hoon. Mujhe koi dekh bhi le to mujhse itna bura behaviour aur tu har ladki se chipak sakta hai flirt kar sakta hai hug kar sakta hai kiss kar sakta hai par Mai touch bhi nahi hypocrisy at it's peak siddharth rishtey dono taraf se nibhte hain you can't control me aise rishtey ka kya fayda jisme trust hi na ho" sana said looking in his eyes to see guilt present in his eyes but he didn't replied back as she was right.

Siddharth fell on his knees and hugged Sana's waist tightly crying his heart out. While sana was shocked to see him crying so badly that too for her.
"I am sorry sana I'm so sorry jaan i know mai gusse mai bhot Kuch aisa kar deta hoon bol deta hoon par tujhe to pata haina i don't mean anything i say but please mujhe chhod mat mujhe daat mujhse lad le mujhe maar le but please mujhe chhod ke jaane ki baat mat kar firse akela nahi padna chahta mai please i promise mai aage se aisa nahi karunga I'm sorry please maaf karde" siddharth said crying badly and this melted Sana.

Sana made him stand and hugged him while siddharth hugged her back. They broke the hug and siddharth was proceeding towards her lips but sana pushed him
"Ham public place mai hai ye hamara ghar nahi hai yaha romance kiya na to arrest karwa dungi" sana said teasingly
"Tu saath rahegi to jail jaane ko bhi ready hoon mai" siddharth said
"Abhi Ghar chale bhot neend aa rahi hai" sana said while siddharth pulled her back
"Kaha tha na aaj sare badle pure kiye jaenge just wait and watch baby aaj to to puri raat jagegi" siddharth said naughtily making sana blush.

They both drove back to Sid's place and as soon as sana opened the door she was shocked to see




















































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