(CHAPTER TWELVE)
Glitter

𝗖𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝟭𝟮
𝙏𝙖𝙡𝙠 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙠𝙞𝙙𝙨

"Hey, hey, hold still, hold still. It's okay, where is it." John rushes to her side

"Call." Susan muttered as John picked up the walkie talkie

"Hey! Hey! Don't try it asshole." Rafe mumbled pointing the straight to John B head.

"Rafe calm down!" Selena yelled tears streaming down her face

"Give me the radio." Ward said to the boy

"No."

"Give me the damn radio." Ward pulled the radio from his hand and took away so they couldn't call for help

"Run." Peterkin groaned

"No, I can't."

"Run!"

"I'm sorry." John's voice cracked as he back away slowly not wanting to attract the attention of roads or Ward.

"We're are you going!" Rafe suddenly shouted

"Run John B run!" Selena shouted pushing him back and blocking Rafe from catching up to him.

3 gun shots went off but missed the brunette -thank god-

"Rafe!" Ward shouted holding back his oldest su

"Dad, I was trying to-"

"Shut up!" Ward shouted

Meanwhile Selena was apologizing to the cop as she added pressure with the old bandana John B gave her. She was completely broken

"Selena-"

"What!"

"I need you to-"

"No!"

"I need you to get up-"

"She's dying!" She yelled through her sobs "what is wrong with you! You monster!" She yelled as Ward went to talk to Rafe

"I am not going anywhere till the medics come!"

"Get her home!" Ward shouted

"No! I'm staying right here!" She shouted as Rafe quickly picked her up "get your dirty hands off of me asshole!" She fought back trying her hardest to get loose

"I'm on the radio!" Ward reassured his daughter

"Let go off me!" She yelled crying out in pain due to rafe's tight grip

"Hey I'm the damn car!" Rafe shive dthe girl inside the fancy vehicle

"Please!" She cried out as Ward called for help

"Don't move!" He yelled running to the other side of the car and getting in

"Rafe please!" She yelled

"Shut up!" Driving off

—

"He had the hammer back you know that."

"No."

"She was gonna blow his head off."

"She was arresting him Rafe! Till you shot her! Your a monster!" she yelled

"Shut up! I couldn't sit there and let it happen. Okay?"

"How messed you do you have to be to literally kill a cop because she was doing something right! Those damn drugs are changing you! Your not my brother." She yelled back

"She was gonna kill him, Selena! Yeah, yeah, she was gonna kill him!"

"So what if she killed him, he murdered Big John!" She shouted and the blonde and attempted to jump out opening the door but the seatbelt held her back and Rafe had a tight grip on her arm before she could even do anything

"Hey! Hey!" He yelled pulling her aggressively back in the car

"Ow! Stop! Let go! Ow!" She screamed her sobs only getting worse

"What are you doing!" He yelled hand still tightly around her wrist

"Get off of me." She said slapping his hand away

"Swear to god! Alright! I've had it with your bullshit Selena, you understand me."

"Well I'm tired of your bullshit Rafe! Your a psycho! Do you even realize what you've done, she's probably dead by now, and who's fault is it? Yours!"

"I saved dad."

"No you saved a fucking murderer!" She yelled turning away not wanting to see his face

"No I saved dad! I couldn't just sit there and watch......are you listening to me!@ he pulled on her hair

"Don't your date even touch me!"

"Then listen!"

"Rafe!" She yelled pointing towards a car the was only a few feet from crashing into them. He noticed just in time and he aggressively swerved back into the right side of the road.

Selena felt sick and nauseous, she was at her breaking point.

"I'm the problem sober of this family. Okay?"

"No your just a problem, and your not part of the family because I don't even know who you are." She scowled

"I said okay!"

"Okay!" She murmured in fear as they pulled into the drive way of the huge white mansion. Rafe temas the first to walked out but Selena just felt frozen, numb, like she couldn't move.

"Hey, your dads not gonna like that your back home." Rose said to the boy while Selena finally took her shaking hands and opened the car door.

"He told that I could come here."

"Well he didn't tell me." She snapped back as her dark brown eye's widened at the sight of Selena "why aren't you on the plane."

"Ask the random guy behind me". She mumbled walking into the house slamming the door behind her, she looked like a mess due to her puffy eye's and her messy hair.

In the past hour, she went through hell

Soon after she slammed the door shut it opened once again to reveal her brother. She didn't want to even be 3 feet from him so she ran up the stairs to Sarah bedroom, right the only one who knew how to cheer her up was her twin.

"Sarah." She mumbled knocking on the door softly 3 times.

"Come in." Her twin shouted as Selena opened the door revealing herself to Sarah who quickly noticed her distressed state. "Holy shit what happene, weren't you suppose to go with dad somewhere." She asked jumping if her bed to quickly assist her sister

"Something happened, I just....I can't Sarah.....I cant." She sobbed and Sarah was very confused but she knew Selena needed her

"Sh,sh,sh. It's okay, c'mon lay with me." She said quietly leading the girl to her bed. Selena quote sobbed continued as she laid on Sarah lap, Sarah would ask what happened but she's never seen her sister like this, she felt like it wasn't right to ask.

"Hey remember what we use to listen to when we were kids." Sarah asked and Selena looked up with her bloodshot eye's

"Yeah, why?" She croaked out

"Wait a sec." she smiled walking towards her drawer and shuffling around the things inside till she quickly stopped then she pulled out and old silver IPod.

"I haven't used this thing in years." She giggled grabbing headphones and quickly scrolling the music selections. Once she found the right one she offered her headphone to Selena and of course she smiled placed it in her ear.

The lyrics of the old one direction songs rang through they headphones into there ears. They nodded there heads with the beat and cuddled in bed.

"Thanks." Selena mumbled

"No problem." Sarah smiled as the song ended

I have loved you since we were 18

Selena wipes her tears and sat up handing the headphone back to Sarah.

"I'm gonna try to get some sleep, thank you Sarah."

"Always." She smiled

"Love you."

"Love you too."

She walked down the hall into her room were she sat on her bed attempting to fall asleep but Ward walked in which caught Selena by surprise.

"What do you want." She sneered

"Listen to me, How about we just forget what happen today. It was an accident everything's gonna be OK."

" what do you mean just ignore what happened today, Rafe shot Peterkin. And you expect me just to forget this, seriously? What's going to happen to Rafe if they find out.

"Baby, nothings gonna happen to Rafe."

"Come again, nothing. Are you serious!?"

"Honey-"

" what do you mean nothings going to happen, that doesn't make any sense!"

"I know it seems that way, but-"

"He shot her!"

"Listen to me, sweetheart-"

"Stop that, stop calling me sweetheart and baby and honey, like seriously It took a whole persons life for you to finally acknowledge me. Disgusting."

"Listen to me! When you grow up in this world thinking that there's good and evil. And that's how it should be because That's helpful when you're young, when you need some kind of......structure. But you reach a point when you realize world isn't that organized like that. It's not, it's something else. It's family and tribe. Do you understand?" Selena shook her head "you have to pick a side."

"No."

"Him or is."

"If Ralph doesn't go to jail, then I would prefer to live with John B on the cut then you and that disgusting 19 yea old boy who I sadly have to call my brother." She snapped her nose stuffy and her eyes red

"Okay, okay, just think about it." He whispered walking out the room closing and locking the door.

"No,no,no! Damn it!" She yelled trying to somehow open the door "Let me out! Let me out!"

"Why's te you locking her in there?" Selena heard wheezie's faint voice

"Dad please!"

"There has been an accident... And your sister is very upset and she needs some time to alon to cool off. So we're gonna give her that, okay?" Ward replied

"You can't lock her in there that's super dysfunctional." Wheezie said

"Wheezie, just go to your room, okay?"

"My room? What did I do?"

"Go to your room!"

—-

Selena day on the floor looking for anything that could help her in the slightest bit escape the room. She heard to faint knocks on her window which caused her to turn around so fast she probably got whiplash.

"Kie." Selena smiled running up tot he window

"Hey." Kiara grinned as Selena tried to pull up the window and Kiara joined in. They soon quit because it was no use, the window wouldn't budge.

Kiara pulled out a piece of paper that had John B's face on it and 'wanted me plastered at the top of the page

"Are you in on it?"

"No. Did you think I was."

"No."

"Listen, Ward looked the door I can't get out, I trying to find something to escape with and he also took my phone so I can't call anyone."

"It's okay, we're working on a plan. Will try to save you, just stay here." Kiara smiled

"Thank you, I love you Kie." Selena rested up placing her hand on the window

"Love you too Lena." She frowned slightly

The two teenagers jumped when they heard ward's  voice boom outside Selena's door.

"Go!"

"Selena!?" Ward yelled as she quickly jumped on her bed grabbing the note book she was using before.

"Selena you in here " Ward looked around the room and spotted her on the bed. He sighed in relief but Selena was quick to snap at him

"Yeah. Where else would I be, you locked me in here with, no phone." She rolled her eye's and Ward just walked back out locking the door once again.

Selena sighed laying down on her bed but that didn't last long because she sat up and walked to the bathroom with John B's worn-out bandana.

She placed it under the sink scrubbed out the blood watching the water carry it down the drain. Once it was pretty clean she wrapped it sprung her wrist tightly.

At least she had something to remember him.

She sat on her bedroom floor, probably not the most sanitary thing but she didn't care. She zoned out listening to the argument Rose and Ward had, they mentioned something about Wheezie and Sarah before a loud thud caused their argument to go quiet.

"Sarah, wheezie." Selena mumbled a light bulb lighting up on top of her head she dragged her body to a small vent where she removed the cover and grabbed a cup that had its building up on it.

"Double E! Cherry!" Selena whisper shouted there nicknames into the cup, at first she didn't get a response but her twins voice quickly removed the silence

"Lena! Is that you."

"Yeah it's me!" Selena smiled "wheezie stop writing in that damn diary and come over here."

"Selena?" Wheezie questioned

"Hey sister, James Charles here." Selena joked trying to light up the intense vibe " I need you guy's help."

"Selena did you know John B's a killer! Like you think you know the guy and it turns out he killed someone!" Wheezie said both scared but a hint of excitement

"Wait John B killed someone." Sarah asked a worried tone replaced her joyful one

"No, no, dads just saying that to cover up the truth. Please just hear me out, I really need your help but I'm gonna need you to listen closely."

"Anything." Sarah replied

"What is it." Wheezie asked

"Get me out of this room, dads got the key and I really gotta help John B."'

"I'm coming." Sarah immediately replied but wheezie was very hesitant which caused Selena to bring in her acting classes and pretend like she was crying.

"Wheezie, please, I need you." She whispered and wheezie let out a sigh of defeat

"Alright, alright." Then it went silent till her doorknob began to jiggle lightly. The faces of her two sister appeared.

Selena hid behind the door and shut it one the 2 were fully in the room.

"Shhhh." She placed her finger onto her lips.

"Selena." Sarah's other embracing one a hug

"Hey." She giggled but once Sarah pulled away she frowned " I need you to listen to me, first of all John is not a killer he didn't do anything. second of all, I need you guys to look out for me. Johnny is in danger and really need my help but I can't do that without you guys."

"Okay."

"Wait if John B didn't do it who did?" Wheezie asked a little more skeptical than her sister but Selena only shook in response

" I need you to just stay as quiet as possible about me for a while. Make sure nobody hears about me for a while, okay." She ordered

"Got it." Sarah nodded

"Wheezie, you understand."

"Yes."

"Can i count on you guys." Selena grabbed there hands and squeezed

"Mhmm."

"Pink swear." Wheezie hooked her pinky with Selena

"Pinky swear." Sarah joined in and the trio kissed there hands softly

"I love both of you so much, Sarah, take care of wheezie. Wheezie, take care of Sarah." She smiled walking out the door but turing back to hug her younger sisters

"I'm gonna miss you Sarah, so much, you're like my other half. I don't know what I'm gonna do without you, I love you so much." Selena had tears brimming in her eye's "and you." She pointed to wheezie " you're the cutest little girl I've ever seen, and the best sister I could ever have. I can and always will rely on you. Love you wheezie." Selena giggled adjusting her glasses

"We love you Lena." Wheeze vocie slightly cracked as she pulled her into another hug

"Goodbye. If anything happens to me, make sure to never forget me. Talk about me to your kids." She winked wiping he tears staining her cheek

"Of course."

"Always."

"Bye."