i know you all might be thinking as to why i can't update despite saying that i'll find time and i'll try to sneak in updates but the real reason as to why i kinda went on a hiatus is because of my laptop.

yes it's because of my laptop that is now five years old, lasted longer than two of my situationships during the pandemic and literally where i write most of my stories and transfer it here to this app. i know i can't say the academic bullshit of an excuse since it's obvious but that's the real reason, my lagging laptop that i have been using for writing.

that laptop started as a family pc that everybody used for printing pictures and making documents for school and work until the pandemic started and they implemented online classes so it was given to me in my senior highschool year back in 2020 while my brother got a new laptop which turned out to be a scam bc of how it lagged as hell. but anyways, that laptop was the foundation of my fandoms, my deepest secrets and even survived two of my situationships that contributed my downfall as a loser dumbass.

i still used that laptop despite the lag, the need to restart and shut down just for it to speed up, it didn't handle genshin impact but it handled honkai impact 3. and the biggest challenge is that everytime i need to print, i had to use that laptop because printing from my tablet will be slow asf. which is why it became a hindrance to my writing to the point that i had to wait for it to calm down and the ideas came disappearing. i can't really write on the phone because i feel like i'd get side tracked plus my fingers are too big for the keypad (im using an iphone 15) but i try when needed badly.

so i got a new device and i'm still getting used with my tablet and typing this on a bluetooth keyboard, my fingers kept clicking on narrow spaces so i'm practicing to master this keyboard so that i'll be fast on typing without the typo errors (if that's possible) though at least that this is a convenience so yeah. i'll just have to transfer my stuffs from my laptop and then i'll be writing on this tablet for good.

for the life update, i must say that 2024 was bland for me at least, i've been excelling academically tried some nursing skills but trying not to fail miserably, hung out with my friends (i'm surprised that i have a social life) but i feel like it's been a while since i got involved with someone romantically don't get me wrong i like being single it made me realize how peaceful it is being yourself, and like, this is probably the end of my character development.

about my crush, well, he couldn't move on from someone else, i know it's selfish for me to wish that he'd notice me and that i'll try to love him, a part of me feels like i don't deserve him, his existence made me notice the ugliest parts of myself to think that i'm unlikeable for someone like him, that i have to walk on eggshells to make sure that i am being careful around him due to the fear of being shunned when he realized that i'm a mess. maybe there's a chance, maybe there isn't but i hope that he'll look at my way.

then there's this guy in my class, i thought that he's cool but then i realized that he's not exactly my type because he was younger than me (in like a month) i can't exactly describe what he is as a person but he is nosy as hell and his personality is just so infuriating like you can't help but roll your eyes but he's kind of a dork. he was lending me umbrellas, tried to help out like those act of service type of stuff, i realized that i can't see myself with him even if there could be a possible chance that he probably likes me (hell no its gonna be the worst day of my life)

if he changed a little, tried to converse with me despite how we have nothing in common in a deeper level, or at least made an effort in being my friend then i might reconsider.

anyways my old computer is completely whacked but i can still retrieve my stories in my old word app so basically i can transfer the draft of ghosting and harana to my tablet so i can use them. and right now its my semestral break, the reason why i didn't update on the beginning of 2024 during my sembreak is because i've been hanging out with my friends, helped out with finals requirements and had the biggest crashout because i missed my wuhluhwuh mutual understanding back in the pandemic.

i started to become bothered that ghosting has 33 chapters despite being in the donuts arc when it couldve been in the hell of mirrors arc by now. it was probably because of the fillers and the details. i was planning to unpublish this and just put three chapters in one chapters but that would be tedious to do so plus the manga had been updating more so theres enough for more lore it would be an expanded version of ghosted.

i'm going to baguio city so there's a chance that i would definitely chill there but ik i keep promising that i will try sneak in chapters but it depends when i get to the hotel room and hopefully don't sleep due to exhaustion but either way i could be playing games who knows

i only have three semesters left till i graduate college. im updating harana behind doors so when its time to update the chapters it will be on one whole update till the finish. i plan to make ghosting reach till the end of tbhk it depends on the lore, i would hate to drag ghosting if it meant the lore of tbhk is just dragging itself for the money (hopefully not bc its an amazing story) i would probably not be reached for the whole january bc of season 2 of tbhk lmfao

anyways that's all for the life update and i hope you guys will stick around and read this im sorry for being inactive lately i promise to give you guys good chapters and updates

happy holidays and happy new year!

hoping for more good days
tomorrow-by-tsundere