(I ran out of the house and started to pace back and forth at the side of the road while panting hard out of nervousness as my heart won't stop beating so fast)

(Jimin...why would he kiss back?)

(I could hear Hwasa, Yong-sun and Samuel running out of the house as well)

Hwasa: Honeyy???? We're comin! Don't you jump into traffic now!

(They finally ran up to me and I started to have a mental breakdown in front of them)

(Y/N): I kissed....*out of breath* Jimin....it was Jimin....

Yong-sun: I know...

(Y/N): Nno no you don't understand...it was Jimin...I kissed Jimin!!

Yong-sun: I knowww

(Y/N): I KISSED JIMIN OH MY GOD I KISSED JIMIN

Yong-sun: I KNOWW

(Y/N): YOU KNOW???

Yong-sun: YES I KNOW BUT JENNIE DOESN'T KNOW SO YOU HAVE TO STOP SCREAMING!!

(Y/N): Jennie doesn't know??

Hwasa: Lucky for you, she wasn't there...

Samuel: You wanna explain-

(Samuel marches towards me, pointing his finger)

(Y/N): Samuel...

Samuel: -what the hell did I just witnessed in there?

(Y/N): I'm sorry...I'm sorry....I'm drunk! And-

Samuel: Clearly-

(Y/N): I didn't know it was him, I swear! I was just gonna go and kiss a random guy and call it a night!!

Samuel: Oh it's one kind of a night alright..God Jisoo was right

(Y/N): What...? Abt what?

Samuel: .........

(Y/N): Samuel! Abt what??!

Jennie: You guys!!

(We turn around and see Jennie walking out of the house and coming towards us. She was holding Jimin's hand. His face was just poker)

(Suddenly Hwasa holds Yong-sun's neck and makes her bend over a bit)

Hwasa: Pretend you're vomiting

Yong-sun: Ow! Wait what?-

Hwasa: Do it!

Yong-sun: *Fake vomits*

(They finally reach us)

Jennie: Oh my God...Solar...babe are you okay?

Hwasa: Oh she's finnnee *fake laughs* just had a bit too much to drink haha

Samuel: I think we all know who had a bit too much to drink

(I glare at Samuel but he just shrugs)

Jennie: Oh hun you don't sound good. I think we should go back home. Right?

(She turns her head at Jimin, expecting an answer but he was in another world)

Jennie: Babe?

Jimin: Yeah??

Jennie: Don't you think we should go home?

Jimin: *Coughs* Yeah...we should

Jennie: I think you're not feeling good as well. Right let's just bail

Samuel: I'll get the car

(Yong-sun finally ends her marvelous acting of vomiting and gives Hwasa a stinky look for making HER do that)

(After a while we were all in the car. Jimin was driving and Jennie was beside him. Samuel, Hwasa, Yong-sun and I were cramped in the back. I wouldn't say cramped exactly, Samuel's Dad's car was actually pretty spacious)

Jennie: Oh my God...

(Jennie says so while having her Twitter account opened on her phone)

(Y/N): What?

Jennie: Something happened...at the party....

(Like a reflex, I look in the rearview mirror and Jimin does the same as we made eye contact for a fearful second)

Yong-sun: What do you...uh...mean?

Jennie: I'm not sure.. everyone's saying some crazy drunk chick jumped on this guy and had like a Ryan Gosling level kinda kiss or something. Wow *laughs*

(We were all silent and just looking at each other. Jimin wasn't reacting at all)

(Jennie turns her head to look at us)

Jennie: Did anybody see that?

Hwasa: NOOOO nooo noooo

Yong-sun: What??? HAHAHAHAHAHA nooooo nooo of course not

(Y/N): No idea what they're talking abt noooo nope

Samuel: Yeah I don't know either...

Jennie: Did you babe?

(We were all anticipating for Jimin's words but he only replied)

Jimin: No..

Jennie: Awww guess we all missed that....haha what a coincidence.

(Y/N): Sure is...haha

(I could feel Jimin's eyes gazing at me through the rearview mirror but I decided not to look back)

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(Y/N): I feel..sick...sickly dead....deadly sick...

Hwasa: It's called a hangover honey. Here you go.

(Hwasa drops a bag on the bedside table)

Hwasa: All the hangover goodies

(Y/N): Like bagels and stuff??

Hwasa: Mmhmm

(Y/N): Ugh...thank you..my head's killing me...

(It's now 10:00 in the morning. I don't remember much of what happened last night. But of course I do remember the kiss....and the fact that I pleaded Hwasa to stay over for tonight cuz I didn't wanna be alone with my thoughts)

(Suddenly someone barged thru the door, making me jump up on bed)

Jisoo: YOU KISSED JIMIN???!!!

(Y/N):  Oh god...could you please keep it down??

Jisoo: OH? For what?? So that Jennie doesn't hear us???!!

(Y/N): Nooo it's because your shouting feels like someone's pounding my head with a brick and....yeah...also that...

(Jisoo closes the door behind her as Hwasa continues to eat the bowl of cereal she made for herself on the side of the bed)

Jisoo: You want to explain yourself?

(Y/N):  Okay... first off...I swear to you..I didn't know that it was Jimin. Wait, how did you even-

(She gives the "Bitch really?" face)

(Y/N): Samuel...of course

Jisoo: Of course. Did you really think he wouldn't tell me? Plus he's terrible at keeping secrets.

(Y/N): *Sighs* I'll keep that in mind in the future

Jisoo: No...

(She comes closer to the bed and points her finger at me. Guess now I know why Samuel got the habit of doing that. Or maybe she did? Idk..)

Jisoo: You won't keep it in mind because NOTHING like this should ever happen in the future! Got it?

(Y/N): Yes of course! Never ever ever ever

Jisoo: So you won't tell Jennie?

(Y/N): I don't know if I can

Jisoo: What if it was Samuel, (Y/N)? You would've kept that from me??

(Y/N): Noo...I would've told you right away! And apologized!

Jisoo: So why can't you do the same now?

(Y/N): Because it's... complicated...

Jisoo:....I know

(Y/N): No you don't know...it's...it's so much more complicated

Jisoo: No (Y/N)...I know

(I look up at her)

(Y/N): Know what?

Jisoo: *Sighs hard* I saw.....the text...

(Y/N): What text?

Jisoo: The one you sent Jimin abt a year ago...

Hwasa: How the turn tables...

(Y/N): What..?? You went through my phone??

Jisoo: Is that really what you want to argue about right now?

(I sigh and try to calm down. She's right)

(Y/N): And..?

Jisoo: Well I know you have feelings for him...

(Y/N): No I don't...

(Both Hwasa and Jisoo look at me in disbelief)

(Y/N): No listen guys, yes, I did have feelings for him before but not anymore! It's all in past tense now okay? Cuz it's all in the past!

Hwasa: Even after that kiss?

(Y/N): ESPECIALLY after that kiss

(I stood from the bed and walk towards Jisoo who had her arms crossed, still not convinced)

(Y/N): Jisoo...I swear I am telling the truth. Yes I was in love with Jimin but it's all "was, was, was" now...not anymore. I don't have any kind of feelings for him now. It's all him and Jennie, it always has been. Yeah it hurt like hell when they got together but they were happy. That's all I want...for both of them.

(Jisoo looks at me with a serious expression, trying to find some sort of an answer from my face)

Jisoo: What do you mean "were happy"? Aren't they still?

(I think back abt the time I looked at Jimin and everytime, he was always sad. Does he feel...ignored?)

(Y/N): I'm not sure...it's...

Hwasa: "Complicated"? Yeah no shit

(Jisoo looks at Hwasa eating cereal like a baby and sighs when looking up at the ceiling)

Jisoo: Here's the deal. You're gonna talk to Jimin-

(Y/N): No....

Jisoo: AND...you're going to make your feelings, whatever they are, fully clear to him.

Hwasa: And hear him out as well

(Y/N): What do you mean?

Hwasa: I mean, why didn't he push you away when you kissed him? Loyal boyfriends don't do that

Jisoo: He IS loyal. Very.

Hwasa: Yeah well loyal boyfriends don't pick their girlfriends' sister up by the waist to intensify a kiss a thousand times more

Jisoo: He picked you up??

(Y/N): Look he was drunk as well and probably regretting it too right now. Please, let's just not talk abt this again

Jisoo: You're right. We never had this conversation. We are taking this to the graves. Am I clear?

(We nod)

Jisoo: Okay...no more drama

(She says and leaves the room)

(I look at Hwasa, who was smiling and I jump on the bed, sinking to the sheets.)

(Ugh...I really do feel like shit)

Author's Note: With Jisoo's warning and your sense of pride, you promised your self that nothing else between you and Jimin will happen. But....will you be able to keep it? Find out next in chapter 5 ;)