I'm alive I repeat I'm alive!!

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" I missed youh"

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Harry turned around pushing the stranger back in horror. He didn't hear it no it can't be him..

The guy fell on bed hard, Harry started sweating, and he couldn't breathe. He started taking slow breathes to control himself cause he forgot where his inhailer was.

The guy turned his head to look at Harry, the brunette's eyes immediately filled with tears and he fell down on his knees.

He screamed, crying.

"FUCK NO IT'S AN ILLUSION, DONT FALL FOR IT"

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Zayn smiled at his lover, who was crying probably cause of happiness or of shock of seeing the Raven haired had.

He went near him, touching his shoulder's lightly.

"Go away" Harry said sobbing in to his hands, his voice barely audible.

"You want me to go away? " Zayn asked running a hand through his lover's hair.

All this happened fast, Harry couldn't get hold off anything. He didn't accept it, no no no. It's a dream, and when he wakes up everything he feels right now will be shattered.

"You wanted me to goh away? " Zayn asked again, touching Harry's shoulder making the other lad flinch.

He kept crying, making Zayn frown. He put his hands around Harry's waist and hosted him up, making him sit on bed.

"Sometimes I forget you are taller than me"

Harry still stays silent, looking down. Not facing Zayn. Cause how can he!? He doesn't wanna get—

He was crying again, he could feel hot tears flowing on his cheeks. He suddenly felt numb.

Zayn sat on his knees on the floor, between Harry's legs. He touched his lover's face waiting to hear him talk.

He just wanted to hear his voice.

Please say something

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"Babeh talk to me... "

Zayn said wiping Harry's tears, the brunette just laughed. Looking at Zayn with teary eyes.

Teary green eyes staring into his hazel ones, Zayn's heart was aching.

" What do you want me to say" Harry asked.

"Come on—"

"You wanted to me say that I missed you? That I was fucking killing myself cause of you?" Harry said grabbing Zayn's collor.

"You know what? I'm still alive for some reasons and I want to know why the fuck you here"

"I'm here for you and our baby"

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Harry couldn't stop his tears, he fell on Zayn's chest, still holding his collor tightly.

He punched his chest hard, zayn didn't do anything he just kept kissing the brunette's hair.

"How did you know I was pregnant" Harry asked...

"Cause I was the one who made you pregnant" He swears to God he heard Harry chuckle. Something he missed so much past months.

Zayn holded Harry's face in both of his hands, with so much love. He hated to him cry, he missed him so much.

He leaned in for a kiss, he was a little hesitate at first cause all felt like the first time.

Harry smiled attaching his lips onto Zayn's, he felt sparks all over his body, so much satisfaction.

Something he missed so much.

Kissing Zayn wasn't like kissing other people, it was different, he doesn't know if it's the speciality of Zayn malik or if it's just their love...

Zayn smiled into the kiss, moving his lips slowly against Harry's. The brunette sucked on the other lad's bottom lip, tugging it a bit.

They suddenly felt like their body was on fire, Zayn squuezed Harry's naked butt making his gasp. He took that chance to insert his tongue inside.

They didn't fight for dominance or anything, just enjoying the peaceful moment...

Harry moaned when Zayn placed his hands on his sensitive tits. The Raven haired lad chuckled a bit, pushing Harry down to bed and laying on top of him.

Harry smiled at him, Zayn couldn't help but smile back.

"You look beautiful"

"Haha no, I look like complete shit" Harry said pushing Zayn playfully.

"Nah you are always beautiful to me, babeh"

"Babeh"

"My only babeh"

"Oh you don't know much I have missed hearing that" Harry's eyes started to water again.

"I'm scared when I wake up tomorrow, you are gone and this—"

"Stop thinking about it" Zayn whispered in his ear. "It's gonna be good, I'll be there... "

"But I need take care of something else right now" Zayn said lustfully with a smirk.

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"How many people have you killed after you left" Harry looked at Zayn who was laying and prepping kisses all over his stomach.

"No one"

"Wait for real? Then.. Why why did you lea.. "

"I wasn't good for you, the only thing John was right about is this. You do deserve better, but I didn't wanna give up" Zayn said stealing a kiss from Harry's lip, making him smile.

"I'm sorry for leaving you and our baby alone... I needed time to be better, to be ok I knew nothing could cure me but... "

Harry smiled, snuggling his head into Zayn's chest.

"I knew I was pregnant a day ago and I knew John and Niall lied  at least I was a cop "

"I'm sorry... The day you were bleeding we took you to a hospital. And the police and we kinda made a deal if I get away from your life they'll set me free so I did"

"But I wasn't gonna leave you alone, I just i don't know I'm not saying it... Just I'm here now and I'm fine... "

"You are fine"

"We are fine"

"We'll be alright"

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I'm sorry for the shitty chapter and the delay. That's all, don't murder me.