"I love you.... "

"I know baby... " Harry straddled Zayn's lap, wiping his tears off. Zayn smiled whispering I'm alright...

He was leaning against the headboard, with Harry on his lap. Head resting on the Raven haired lad's chest.

"Why we're you crying Zayn? " Harry asked looking at the gorgeous man's face.

"Fucking mood swings.... " Zayn said looking away from Harry's eyes. The Brunette didn't like it, he turned zayn's head making him look back into his eyes..

"What do you want Harreh? "

"I want you...... Just you.. " Harry said with so much love, prepping kisses all over his face. Zayn smiled tears still falling like a waterfall.

Put a price on emotion
I'm looking for something to buy

"You know you can tell me anything yeah? I love you.. So fucking much and my fucking heart aches to see you cry.... I'm sorry I know I'm just-" Harry pushed zayn's chest (not hard) trying not to cry.

You got my devotion
But man I can hate you sometimes

" Say anything... Please... " Harry said weakly clinging on to Zayn. The younger one looked at Harry for a second...

"We don't have a forever Harry... " He said making Harry cry louder he started shaking his head saying Stop stop stop fisting Zayn's shirt.

"I wanna take you on dates.. I wanna have a family. I wanna get a job, raise kids. I can't be anything I..m a monster i-"

Test of my patience
There's things that we'll never know
You sunshine, you temptress
My hand's at risk, I fold..

"I wanna treat you better.. I can't do that. It's been bothering me for days. I wanna be everything to you, I wanna give everything to-" Zayn said, he had an expressionless face. But his eyes told Harry many things...

"You are already giving me everything I could ask for Zayn... "

" No Harry.... " Zayn said stroking the brunette's chin. "I wanna feel all those with you but I'm not feeling anything.. I wanna feel I wanna.... "

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Harry kissed his lips, slowly. Painfully slow. Zayn closed his eyes feeling all the pain and love...

He knew he was feeling something he just can't figure it out... He just can't.

Harry nibbled on zayn's bottom lip, taking a deep breath. Zayn's hands were on Harry's waist. The brunette stroked zayn's cheeks smiling.

"I repeat this Zayn... You are everything I want. Just you... I'll be with you from dusk till dawn. I will never leave you alone" Harry said joining their foreheads together, closing his eyes.

Harry wouldn't let anything happen to them, he knew he could keep them safe.

Or he thought...

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"I promise you I'll be in your arms whenever you want.

I'll wake you up with kisses, I'll provide you love, love and love.

I'm not saying I'll try, I'm saying I will...

nothing's gonna destroy us...

It's you and me against the world.. "

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"I'm yours and you are mine. Our love is real love, don't ever dout it..."

"You are many things to me Zayn" Harry said laughing a bit, he opened his eyes to see Zayn staring at him.

"A patient
a partner, a lover, a friend... An enemy... A soulmate or is it just too cheesy to say?
I hate you..., but I love you more.. More than you could possibly know"

"Tell me you are mine Zayn" Harry said wiping the tears on Zayn's face, stroking his hair gently.

"I'm yours Harreh.... Always and forever... " Zayn kissed Harry back hard, the brunette gripped on Zayn's hair smiling into the kiss.

There was no tongue involvement or anything. Just a sweet passionate kiss, harry fell on Zayn's chest again clinging onto him.

The younger strokes Harry's beautiful hair, lovingly...

Love isn't that bad like Zayn used to think. It's a good type of bad...

He really loved it...

"Youh are ma babeh" Zayn said pulling Harry for another kiss. Harry smiled kissing him again...

I love you

I love you

I love you

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"Nothings gonna take you away from me... " Zayn said into Harry's ears, kissing his neck. The brunette tilted his head, whimpering. Giving him more access.

"Nothing" Zayn prepped kisses all over Harry's neck. Harry kept whimpering when Zayn kissed his sweet spot, sucking and biting...

"I'm living my life, staying alive just for you. Only you" Zayn said in between the kisses, making Harry cry again.

"My everything.. " Harry said pecking Zayn's lip. He guided zayn's hand under his shirt to his chest. He made sure Zayn was feeling his heartbeat.

"This hear beats only for you... "

"I'm a lucky man to hold someone like youh Harreh. I'm glad I can call you mine"

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"Feelings mutual Mr. Malik" Harry said chuckling...

'"Never thought we would be what we are now in the beginning... " The brunette said pecking Zayn again

"I knew it..... But never thought it would be true... "

"Same... Never thought it would be true. I was trying my best not to let you win my heart Zayn... But you already won it from the beginning.. "

You sunshine, you Temptress

"I love you Harreh styles" Zayn said nuzzling his head into Harry's neck.

"I love you more Zayn Malik"

We'll be a fine line
We'll be alright....

"Make love to me.. Zayn.... "

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I want what they have.... So badly..

I'm emotionally wrecked...

I'm still crying, I was crying and listening to fine line by Harry on repeat while writing this. I heard it like more than 30 fucking times on repeat..

It's my favorite song by Harry..

Thoughts on the chapter..

Lots of love xx

Neha ♡