tsukkipoo 🥰🥰
friday 6:09 pm

are yoy mad
it kinda seemed like you
were
yk

im not y/n

but you are

y/n im not mad

yeah you're like
furious atp since
you had to repeat yourself

im not mad dammit
what makes you so sure
that i am mad?

you said my name
in yhr same text
stating your statement
not separate
but together

i swear y/n
im not mad

and you expect me to
believe that?
are you seriously mad over
the whole kageyama thing?
im coming over ffs
we can't do this over text

istg
y/n im not mad
read 6:12 pm

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"y/n! what a surprise, it's so good to see you!"

"it's so good to see you too mrs.tsukishima! im not staying long, just here to finish up some work and returning these to kei"

"of course, he's up in his room. ill bring a snack up there in a bit!"

"thank you!"

it hasn't been long since she's been to his house. maybe a week? or two, she can't remember. regardless they made their way to his room.

its not rare for tsukishima to be mad, but over something that dumb? it's stupid, and no way in hell is y/n going to try and reason it out with him over text.

it was very obvious he was mad too. throughout their whole friendship, y/n has picked these things up faster than she can understand math. they know tsukishima and for him to say he's not mad, made them mad. why? because he's lying, and him lying makes them feel as if he didn't trust them.

"hi"

he sighs, "hi."

and that, that sigh, just proves it. he's mad.

"here," she hands him the tote with all of his sweaters in it. well, maybe not all of them, since she's wearing one at the moment.

"keep them, they were always gonna be yours," he handed the tote bag back.

"why are you mad?"

"im not"

"yes, you are, i know you. and that sigh earlier just proved it even more. now, stop lying and tell me, why are you mad?"

he just looks at her. no answer, no sighing,  just staring right at her.

"is it because of kageyama?"

"why him? literally out of everyone you could've made those accounts with, you chose him?"

"why is it such a big deal though? if i had asked you, you would have said no. i dont see why it's a problem that we share an account or 2, it's just for fun."

"why kageyama? why not hinata, yamaguchi? hell why not tanaka or noya?"

"why him? he was literally right there when i had asked. i didn't notice i had said it out loud until he told me to do it, hell he said he'd do it with me. do you not want me to be his friend? or is it just because you can't stand him. look, im allowed to have other friends. i don't question who you're friends with, so i don't see why you should be questioning me."

"what makes you so sure that i would have said no? because 'you know me' so well"

"really. ive asked you SO MANY times to have a shared account on tik tok for so long. and you kept saying no, so why bother?"

"fuck, HIM out of EVERYONE you could've asked, you settled for him."

"jealous?"

"why the hell would I be jealous of him?"

"i.. don't know, sorry."

it sounded a lot like jealousy,  hell, she wanted it to be jealousy so bad.

"what if i was jealous? what would you do?"

"tell you that there's NOTHING for you to be jealous of, i don't like him as much as i do you, as friends of course."

that hurt to say. they wanted to just tell him how it is that they actually feel. but without getting rejected? and end up making their whole friendship awkward? not risking it.

"im not mad and im certainly NOT jealous."

"you know, i don't understand you. I ask YOU to do something with me and you say no, but when i do it with someone else, you get all mad. YOU say that i should have more other friends other than you and tadashi, i make other friends and suddenly you don't want me to be friends with them? PLEASE just make up your damn fuck--"

(PLEASE I STRUGGLED SM ON TRYING TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO WRITE THIS PART)

his lips were on her's.

he
was
kissing
her.

the kiss was gentle and too perfect, almost as if he had been practicing on a hundred other girls before her.

(PLEASESSSSS I GOTTA GET BETTER AT WRITING KISS SCENES 😭😭)

he pulled away.

"sorry, i shouldn't have done that."

no no no no
don't make it sound like kissing me was a mistake, please.

"oh, uh, no, don't worry. it's fine, i, uh, gotta get going, bye."

they immediately ran out of his room. they definitely didn't wanna stay there any longer than they had to.

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tsukkipoo 🥰🥰
saturday 12:08 am

i didn't mean to
make it look like
it was a mistake
kissing  you

i don't regret it
at all
delivered 12:10 am

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AHSJSJSJSJE
ITS BEEN A WHILE
please ive been trying
to get used to writing in
first person pov
bc i wanna try it
(definitely not bc my
english teacher told me
to try 1st person)
ESPECIALLY FOR MY
KAGEYAMA FIC
im gonna experiment
on that one a bit and try
it, if i dobt likw it, ill take
it down and edit it.
but yeah, im back and im
gonna update again
😛😛