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Hyunsoo's eyes shut in happiness and relief when she finally heard his voice, it had been only less than a week and yet she felt overjoyed to have heard his melodious voice.
"Renjun..." Hyunsoo said, not sure of how to feel, she really wasn't expecting him to pick up as he didn't anyway in the last few days and so now, she was speechless.
"Hmm," he said, though he sounded uninterested, he simply didn't have the will to speak right at first.
"Where have you been?" She asked and Renjun sighed feeling concern in her voice, he didn't know how to react, whether to feel cared for or feel mad at her.
"Why would you want to know?" He asked, the question that had been running through his mind for the last ten minutes, listening to all of her voice messages, wondering just why she cared so much.
"Must I not?" Hyunsoo spoke, the tension causing her pain on the little scar that the fight with Wontaek left on her head.
"The last time I was there, I thought you had things to keep you busy with," Renjun couldn't believe his own words, he could barely tell if what he felt was anger, insecurity or just plain jealousy.
"Last time? When were you-"
"When you were with Wontaek," he said, immediately feeling his nerves tighten.
"Wontaek? Renjun, you were here?" She asked, unable to believe his words, she felt her chest tighten to know that he was there while she was being mistreated.
"Why? Does that make you feel ashamed?" He asked, he went blunt with her, the fire in his heart made him speak the way he never did with her and while he felt happy he was getting rid of the load on his chest he also felt guilty.
"I realised it too late but now, I don't even know if I was wrong or not, maybe what I hoped for, about us-"
"Renjun what are you talking about?" Hyunsoo's voice broke as she spoke and on hearing that, Renjun's guilt only over rid him as he bit his lips.
"Sex is the consolation you give yourself when you know you can't have love, and lust without love, that's the best kind of pleasure isn't it, you should know better," at that all of Hyunsoo's sadness deprived off her, feeling her anger and self esteem reach it's highest peak.
"We're both adults here aren't we, why not meet each other and talk face to face then you coward, send me your location, I don't care where you are, I'll be there."
Hyunsoo hung up feeling her rage go high as she walked to Renjun's room where he kept the first aid, she fixed herself, getting rid of the bandages and combing her hair perfectly so the little scar wouldn't be seen. She changed into a checkered dress that hugged her body and a denim jacket before looking at her phone to see no new messages.
She chose to be patient for once and tapped her feet on the floor, biting her inner cheek, wanting nothing but to slap some sense into the younger boy.
It finally happened, she heard the ring of a notification on her phone and looked at the location he sent. A smug smile formed on her face before she promised herself, she never wanted to be the weak woman whenever that wimp of a Wontaek appeared in her life, she wanted to be the bull who takes life by its horns and now she set off to it.
She hit the pedal as she drove off in the dark night, streets emitted by the orange street lights apart from the beautiful moonlight itself, Hyunsoo could see how the winds were going stronger as she drove further, reaching closer to the beach location he sent her.
"This kid has a fucking house to himself and he lives in a beach, coward ass," she spoke to herself not being able to let go of the anger she felt in her bloodstream.
The sky looked more navy blue as she finally reached the beach area, the roads and the place alone were completely empty, aside from the wooden shed house at a far end and finally she saw the boy she was here for.
He was seated on the shore, waters flowing in the form of waves only inches away from his toes. His thin blue shirt moved profusely with the strong winds along with parts of his hair that grew to look like a little mullet. Hyunsoo marched towards the boy, wanting to solve the situation as the adult she was, she slipped off her shoes, tossing them off her feet till the fell on the sands catching Renjun's attention.
His hands went to his sides as he looked up at the girl who finally sat down next to him. It was quiet for a few seconds, making Renjun's anxiety go higher.
"Was it fun living here?" Hyunsoo started and Renjun could clearly see that the girl was still mad, her tone not having changed one bit since the last time he heard her on his phone.
He gulped before looking back at the sea in front of him.
"It was okay-"
"Was it fun being a little bitch when you clearly didn't know the situation?" She fired at him, her eyes were fixated at the sea while Renjun turned to look at her. His eyes shook a bit, never having seen her this way apart from the one time in her office.
"Umm-"
"Wontaek, that dick was there to hurt me, he was mad that I tried to hide from him, he probably saw me when I went out to get us something at the bakery, he barged into your house when I just entered and..." Hyunsoo felt her breath hitch before she continued.
"He misbehaved with me but no, he didn't touch me the way you assumed, in fact I was fighting that douche, I did my best but only cause he fucking hit my head I couldn't think straight-"
"Head?" Renjun asked, shocked and for the moment, he forgot all about his anger and jealousy, pulling her face to finally look at him after all the intense glaring session she had with the sea. Renjun's fingers delicately held her chin, reminding her of the time when Wontaek clutched her chin painfully, her eyes softened as Renjun inspected her forehead till he finally saw the little scar despite the darkness surrounding them.
Renjun had already been drowning in guilt, now it only got to it's highest point.
"You could've helped Renjun," Hyunsoo said, her eyes softening and voice lowered as she gulped, feeling his eyes on hers.
"I'm so sorry, I was dumb, I admit I'm a complete fool. I should've just barged in but I'm sorry okay, I got afraid-"
"Afraid?! You were afraid? I was the one dealing with that fool then why on earth would you be afraid?" She asked, eyes wide as she demanded an answer from the younger but he pursed his lips at the sudden question, letting go of her cheek and turning to look back at the sea, a gulp following him involuntarily.
"What were you even afraid of Renjun-" she spoke only to get cut off.
"Of you not needing me anymore."
To Be Continued...
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