In my head, I play a supercut of us
All the magic we gave off

Sloth stared at the skyline just outside her window, the dark night sky making the lights of the city brighter.

All the love we had and lost
And in my head

The view reminded her of the nights she'd run around, carefree, right hand holding Diligence's warm left hand.

The visions never stop
These ribbons wrap me up

She glanced to her bedside table, and a glimpse of the potrait she couldn't get rid of pulled her back to the bittersweet memories.

But when I reach for you
There's just a supercut

Then she remembered they're over, he's gone for good, and that her memories are just sweet scenes that her memory preserves.

In your car, the radio up
In your car, the radio up

She reminisced the time Diligence and her would go on crazy car rides at dawn, blasting cheesy love songs.

We keep trying to talk about us
I'm someone you maybe might love

Those times were times she missed, where they were just friends against the world, friends in denial of love.

I'll be your quiet afternoon crush
Be your violent overnight rush

Except for one night where the ride escalated to something more.

Make you crazy over my touch

It was the pair's awakening.

But it's just a supercut of us
Supercut of us

And now Sloth wished that the awakening hadn't happened at all.

Oh it's just a supercut of us
Supercut of us

She didn't mind bittersweet memories. She continued her nostalgia.

So I fall
Into continents and cars

She remembered the time where they'd go bar-hopping, all exhaustion gone from Sloth.

All the stages and the stars
I turn all of it

They were absolutely shitfaced and decided to sing a silly duet because it was karaoke night in one of the bars.

To just a supercut

One of the happy memories that Sloth had.

'Cause in my head (in my head, I do everything right)
When you call (when you call, I'll forgive and not fight)

She wished Diligence would call her. Search for her and find her.

Because ours (are the moments I play in the dark)
We were wild and fluorescent, come home to my heart, uh

They were the epitome of the perfect couple. Most of the time, they'd cuddle up and take naps, but sometimes Sloth gives into Diligence's wild whims.

In your car, the radio up
In your car, the radio up

A passage from the song Diligence always blared on the car rides haunted Sloth's mind.

We keep trying to talk about us
Slow motion, I'm watching our love

Her memories were coated in a soft brown layer, as if she's watching a vintage movie.

I'll be your quiet afternoon crush
Be your violent overnight rush

All the scenes played, all the times she laughed and cried out of joy and went absolutely batshit crazy.

Make you crazy over my touch

She wished she could go back.

But it's just a supercut of us
Supercut of us

But memories are memories.

Oh it's just a supercut of us
Supercut of us

Pain is pain.

But it's just a supercut of us
Supercut of us

She missed the good parts only. It was just a supercut of all the sweet memories.

Oh it's just a supercut of us
Supercut of us

And she couldn't, shouldn't, wouldn't, oughtn't go back.

Cause in my head, in my head, I do everything right
When you call I'll forgive and not fight

Sloth wished she'd done everything right, then maybe everything wouldn't be so fucked up.

All the moments I play in the dark
Wild and fluorescent, come home to my heart

Her room was dim, the lights only came form the neon signs outside her apartment.

'Cause in my head (in my head, I do everything right)
When you call (when you call, I'll forgive and not fight)

If only she'd done everything right.

Because ours (are the moments I play in the dark)
We were wild and fluorescent, come home to my heart

Blue, green, purple, yellow, red, orange, neon lights of all colors shone on her white bedsheets.

Cause in my head (in my head, I do everything right)
When you call (when you call, I'll forgive and not fight)

Everything is perfect in her memories, even though she knows what the truth is.

Because ours (are the moments I play in the dark)
We were wild and fluorescent, come home to my heart

This is just something temporary to look back without risking her heart falling apart again.

In my head, I do everything right
In my head, I do everything right

And she knows it's not her fault. Yet she wishes to be better.

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dililust au where sloth isnt emo anymore