chapter 1 - bound to happen.
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WHEN YOU TRY TO KEEP SOMETHING A SECRET, IT DOESN'T ALWAYS WORK OUT.

it was a normal day. nothing too special. while you were happily enjoying your time playing minecraft and streaming, your chat conversed with you. it was a chill stream, to say the least. you were just hanging out in your minecraft survival world as your viewers asked you random questions.

"what am i eating? oh, it's just some chips."

"people are saying i look very sleep deprived," you touched your face as you looked straight at the camera. "do i really look that bad, chat?"

a couple more questions raced by the chat and you answered as many as you were able to.

"hold on, we're already an hour in, i haven't asked you guys how you were, have i?" you looked to the chat and they responded with no.

"sorry about that, loves. i really am sleep deprived, eh?" you said, "how are you guys doing?"

just then, a donation popped up. you smiled to see that it was from one of your committed viewers who always came back to your content. they always supported you and it was the same with your other fans-you couldn't have asked for anything else. they were your motivation and you wished it would stay that way forever.

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user1 donated $25 !
doesn't y/n look a bit distracted
to you, chat? 🤔 who're you crushing on,
y/n?? better tell them you're a simp-
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"thank you so much for the 25 dollars. and i am not crushing on anyone, please." you raised your hand up. "i'm just tired, that's all."

another donation came up.

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sapnap donated $30 !
yOUY DIDN'T DENY TAHT
YOU'RE A SIMPF & you sure look
like one ! can't convince me 🤭
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"aye, sippy nipple, get off my stream." you copied the emoji and waved with your other hand. "i know ya miss me, but we can talk later, honey. i'm working."

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badboyhalo donated $20 !
i was about to say language
thinking that you were gonna
put up your middle finger
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"bad? why are you here-"

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georgenotfound donated $26 !
y/n? simp? those are two words
that i see very often, y'know?
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"oh, my god," you said. let's just say you were surprised that so many of your friends were actually watching your stream. looking at your viewer count, it went up quite a bit. "first of all, shut the fuck up, gogy. and second of all, what? is the whole damn dreamsmp server here or something?"

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dreamwastaken donated $15 !
you could say that. wanna join us?
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you laughed. "join the dreamsmp? you mean, join your drug ridden political/hamilton shit server?" you looked at your chat which seemed pretty thrilled about the sudden wave of popular content creators lurking on your stream. "lemme think..."

you pulled out a small notebook from the drawer of your work desk and opened it, pretending to look like you were really invested as you flipped through the pages. turning to a blank page, you showed it to the camera and said, "here it says 'i'm not on crack'. i've managed to stay away from drugs for nineteen years, ain't about to start now, babe. so, no, thanks... ya cheap green blob."

"thank you for the mula though," you said smugly as you continued exploring your minecraft world. "i swear, you guys are gonna make me rich someday."

maybe a few minutes later, you came across the one thing you've dedicated to spending this entire stream doing. they were pretty rare in the minecraft world, and your eyes lit up as you ran into the area. with the shaders on, the small pond in the corner along with everything else, looked beautiful.

"holy crap, chat," you said as you turned to the camera. you turned on the song you always have on when you manage to finish a goal you were hoping to do. you announced, "kings, queens, non-binary beings, and a green blob-if you're still watching-we got 'em!"

your chat celebrated, it took you nearly three streams and you finally found it. a flower biome. the area was cluttered with every kind of flower that existed in minecraft. you knew you were going to build your house there, everything was already preplanned.

and right in front of you were your favorite flower.

"daisies," you said as you picked it up. though they were common and you could find them anywhere, it still made you happy to see it with the others. "the oxeye daisy, to be exact. it looks so... habibi." it means 'my love' in arabic, sure, but you were referencing to something else.

it took a second or two, then your smile dropped when you realized what you just said. you just slipped up. you were in your own world and you said something that'll probably get your fans talking about it for awhile. you said habibi.

and there was only one youtuber/twitch streamer that was associated with that word.

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user28 - tell me i heard that right

user19 - did she just-

user30 - hABIBI???

user57 - SHE JUST SAID HABIBI

user1 - Y/N WATCHES OUR BOY QUACKITY !

user23 - holy shit

user8 - SHE'S A SIMP FOR ALEXIS

hater1 - what is this bitch talking about?

user4 - IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE I'VE HEARD THAT PLEASE

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"i-i meant beautiful," you stopped then said, "wait, no, chat! i meant-"

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karljacobs donated $25 !
yOU KNOW QUACKITY??
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"well, yes, but no-oh, for goodness sake! i watch the stupid dreamsmp, of course i know who he is!" you practically yelled. "you guys are making this such a big deal, what the fuck."

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dreamwastaken donated $20 !
tHAG'S IT, YOU CAN'T
JOIN THE SMP ANYMORE
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"okay, pissbaby. i never said i wanted to." you crossed your arms. "now stop watching my stream and go do something better with your lives!" you blew a kiss to the camera and quickly turned it off after waving.

so, why were you nervous? it was simple, it wasn't like you had a crush on quackity ( that was just ridiculous, you didn't even know the guy ), but you did watch all his content. he was...

well, quackity was funny, to say the least. the thing that always got you coming back to his streams or videos was the fact that he made you laugh. genuinely. and that was something that was hard to find nowadays.

now your fans knew that you knew quackity. great. you didn't actually know why you wanted it to be a secret, maybe you just didn't want to start something.

it was late at night and wanted to go to sleep now that the stream was finally over, but you felt like you did something wrong. maybe shutting off the stream all of a sudden wasn't the best idea, you thought. after a few minutes of thinking, you decided to open up twitter to say one last thing...

TWITTER

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vanilla !
holy styx. so, i'm
actually doing this, eh?
and just a couple of days
before fVcKinG school
starts, it's not fair.

but anyway, thank
you for reading.
go drink some water,
and rest if needed.

mwah.