' • °Seeking A Heart ° • '

-𝖪𝖨𝖬 𝖭𝖠𝖬𝖩𝖮𝖮𝖭 𝖮𝖭𝖤'𝖲𝖧𝖮𝖳-

. ｡ ◕ ‿⁠· ° . ⁠ SYPNOSIS . ° ·‿⁠ ◕⁠ ｡ .

Namjoon's pov.

Tonight Rkive enterprise won the main award in the business category.

Another trophy of my triumph.

Additional ostentatious glory to my room of spectacular opulence, definitely not warming my soul nor tampering with my blank mind and is as heavy as a boulder.

No one knew that the glory I always reflected was eating me from inside.

I have achieved the top level of valuable grace, pure beauty of success, showering me in money. On the award, people saw it all, I'm vaunted by such authorities.

Yet if you look closely into my eyes then you might get a snippet of the helpless heart patient in a mandatory need.

The world might be vast but not mine. I shrunk my world into professionalism, cutting off all my emotional ties.

Zero friends to a family of an orphan.

No one to help and no one will help because nobody cares enough to cherish someone like me. Thus everything I have is failing to provide a donor, even money.

And all these affluence failed to protect me. Then what do I even need it all for?

All these glamorous ethics have lost its value in my eyes. And I no longer desire these. I want some peace because my heart is not at ease.

My doctors have already set a prior time for me to save myself if I could. Now I'm dreading it and asking myself if I will be able to save myself? Someone save me.

❝ They say forgetting is so easy, then why can't I?❞ -Yanah

❝ I've loved you for years without you knowing.❞ -Kim Namjoon

❝ Teach me how to not love you, how to hate you!❞ -Vivian

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iMeGiNeSoN

Shreyasmitahere03

'•° 25 September, 2022 °•'