You want a kiss?

This is the past time:
2020/jan/6

It's morning time and I woke up not feeling like going to school today but I know if I didn't my mom was gonna be on my ass for it and I really didn't have the time for that this morning. I got up from my bed walking to the bathroom doing my little routine after I done with that I hear a loud noise coming from out of my bed room.

Random person: ARE YOU CHEATING ON ME?

you recognize that voice is that my mom? You question yourself raising one eyebrow up with annoyance

Random person 2: NOW WHY WOULD I PLAY YOU IN YOUR FACE!

And of course you know that Voice too well you roll your eyes and sign

Oh my god they at it again you say putting your school clothes on it's 7 in the morning it's literally 7 in the fucking morning what are they arguing about now

"You say trying to fix your hair"

Y/n mom: ARE YOU REALLY LYING TO ME JAMES!

James: 'NO IM NOT LYING "Sniff'"
I LOVE YOU!

Oh here he goes again acting like the bitch he is. "Pulling up your black thigh highs sock" damn my thighs look good in these you say making your self smile a little bit to make you MOOD better for today

"You shut your room door and run downstairs going to the kitchen first"

I gotta make this ice coffee before I leave because there's n-

"BANG!"

You hear big foot steps coming down the stairs thinking that it's your mom but no it's him

"James Whispers to himself " she doing the most right now

"speed walking out of the door and slamming it behind him"

You look at the door and slowly turn your head and going back to making your ice coffee. "This shit got nothing to do with me' she pick this man, not me You say under your breath.

"I swear I hate niggas"

"You hear your mom coming down the stairs pissed off"

You sigh

"Are you okay mom? " I ask her

Of course I'm okay.

I turn to see if my mom was lying or not but no she had that dumb smile on her face just smiling happy at me like everything's fine

I always hated when she do that because "I  never find out if she tell the truth or not and that always pisses me off." But no not today, Today was your day and nobody was gonna ruin that but' that's what you hope would happen .

Okay mom

I finally responded to herb while smiling at her

Okay I'm out y/n have a good day at school okay?

I look at her still smiling wanting her to leave so I can stop.

Okay mom.

Okay" I love you y/n'

"I love you too mom.'

When you heard that door shut your smile fade away looking at your ice coffee putting the Lid on top of it. Okay what time is it now? 8:15 you Close your eyes and look up breathing in and out' I guess I gotta take the shortcut.

You graph your black hoodie and slide your shoes on' and grabbing your phone, ice coffee and Book bag off the counter.

leaving your house behind and walking to the bus stop.

Damn it's cold out here" you say to yourself. You see your bus coming down the street' and soon as it arrives you rush on the bus about to sit at your favorite spot. Stopping yourself when you hear somebody saying your name.

Yo y/n

They waves there hand to get my attention and it works. I look up to see who it is and it was my best friend Nana.

Oh hey Nana" I say not to loud because I didn't want to embarrass yourself on the bus.

Nana is one of y/n first best friend in high school when her dad left her before they move to Japan for her moms Business when she was younger she was the first person that was nice to her when she went to high school.

Hows your morning been bestie? She says with a smile on her face' move her book bag for you to sit down. Good what about you Bestie? I question back to her she looks at me with a questionable look on her face surprised. Umm your happy today? She says to me umm yea am I not supposed to be happy today? I return the look back to her. "No you have every right to be happy' you just don't do this everyday' she says looking at me with her normal face expression

I mean she is right' I don't look happy every day or feel happy when it's the morning time. Sometimes I think it's because I gotta wake up for school everyday and go there" and listening to these dumb ass teachers and students. And then I gotta go back home and listen to then two grown ass adults argue or give each other attitude. I say in my head.

That's when Nana shakes my shoulder to get my attention. Yo it's time to get off on are spot she says looking at me' okay I manage to say out of my mouth graphing my things. Are you gonna drink that she says walking with me to the train station" yea here have some I made it myself I told her with a cheesy smile on my face she gas at what I just told her. Oh now I really want some she says taking the cup out of my hand

I laugh at her reaction and hand her the cup' But that's when I noticed something. Wait Nana your late for school? I ask her making her stop and stare at me before she try my ice coffee.

' Umm yea I was at my boyfriend house" she says to me drinking my ice coffee now, wait you was at your boyfriend house? I ask her yup she says to me with no emotion. We sit down on the benches waiting for the train raping our arm's together trying to make warm.

Why? I ask her wanted to know if she was doing okay at home, because me and my mom had A heated argument' She said to me oh was all I can say to her it gets quiet between us and the wind blows through our hairs. "UGH PARENTS ARE REALLY PAIN IN THE ASS!" Nana says out loud looking at the sky. Nana why the fuck are you yelling like is not early in the morning "I loudly whispered to her' she looks at me and says sorry to the people who was looking at us putting her hands in a praying position.

Anyways I hate fucking parents they make me not want to get older Nana says to me

I know the feeling I managed to say through the wind.

Nana pulled out a rode up weed from her book bag, putting it between her lips with the lighter in her right hand Lighting up the weed that she have in her mouth.

'Inhaling and exhaling it out of her nose "

'You want some" Nana ask me I look at the weed and then at her.

Yea I say taking it out of her hand doing the same thing she did. "Me and Nana passing it back-and-forth' in tell the train finally came.

Nana put the roach on the floor and step on it (meaning as the end of the weed looks like a roach) grabbing her book bag and my ice coffee, I do the same but just grabbing my book bag and getting on the train right behind her.

During the ride on the train to school surprisingly we made it to school on time.

But we was high ass shit.

Me and Nana got to are class room and walk to are seats

Hey guys y'all made it to school on time Lilly said to us with a big smile

(Lilly is Y/n friend she was the reason how Nana and you became best friends and still are.)

my sit was next to the window in the Second row of the classroom Nana sat behind me and Lilly sit in front of me.

Yup we made it I giggled at Lilly question and so did Nana, Lilly looks at us with a questionable look on her face are you guys-  Nana Cut her off Noooo where not high. 'Me and Lilly look at her with a stupid face" why the fuck would you tell her that I ask Nana huh I didn't tell her shit. 'Lilly slept her forehead wanted to laugh at how dumb we look" even if y'all didn't tell me I was gonna find out 'she says finally sitting in her Seat still looking at us" because y'all look high ass shit. "Right now' she finish off her sentence

"The bell rings"

Ms. Hangs walk in the classroom with a big smile on her face

Hey guys how are we doing this morning she says to the class. No body response

Not good I try to whisper but Ms. hange heard me and looks directly at me eye contact and all I quickly put my hoodie over my head Making my arm hold my head up a little.

Are you good Y/n? Ms. Hange ask me

Yea I'm good just a little bit sleepy

Okay just make sure you don't fall asleep she says to me

I won't i say back to her feeling embarrassed now that the class is looking at me. I just wanted school to end now.

After 30 or 25 minutes in all my classes it's finally lunch time

Yes it's finally lunch time I sigh out while stretching my body.

Right Lilly does the same

We all walk out of Mr. William class

But before I had The chance to Mr. William called me.

Y/n come here he ask me "I told the girls to go ahead and got to the lunchroom with out me

I walk over two Mr. William desk

Sit down." he told me I look at him lost a little but do what he said' I graph a chair and sit down.

I noticed there was no body in the classroom  left and I get nervous about what Mr. William wanted me for?

Are you high right now Y/n?

He question me

"Damn straight to the point huh' I say in my head

No Mr. William I say in annoying tone

He looks at me and breve in and out through his nose

Y/n if your high again coming to school I will suspend you and tell your mother.

W, what I just told you that I'm not high! I say out loud to men Mr. William look at me with anger showed on his face

You better quiet down Missy or i'll make that happen right now. Because your not talking to me' he says still being angry at my reaction

I look at him wanted to says everything that came to mine but I know I couldn't' okay Mr. William I say looking out the window starting to get angry

I know your mother taught you manners you better look at me while you say that and Drop the attitude Y/n Mr. William said in a rude Tone

And I did what he said to me I look directly at home and said it again

'Okay Mr. William"

See that wasn't that bad now was it? He says while smiling at me.

Okay can I leave now I flat out say to him

'He looks at me and tell me to leave"and that I did. I slid the door out and close leaving the classroom behind Because if I didn't I was gonna kill his bitch ass For sure. Ugh everybody making me so mad today I loudly whisper to myself breathe in and out not today is my day I say to myself

I finally made it to the lunchroom noticing my friends waving at me I walk over there telling them what happened to me when they left.

He said that to you? Lilly question to me

Yea he said that to me

'How didn't he notice Nana" Lilly said in a confused tone

Because Y/n tall ass shit nana said to us

Yo fuck you Nana you saying in annoying way

What it's the true' Nana laugh at my me getting annoyed at her

Don't push it, i'm already pissed bro

Nana look at me and sign then we should leave school early

HUH!? Me and Lilly said at the same time looking at her

Are you stupid are what? Lilly said

What I just want Y/n to be happy today that all Nana said to us

I look at Nana with a smile on my face knowing why she wants us to do this. It's okay Nana I'll be fine.

Yup Nana, she'll be fine so stop getting her in trouble' Lilly said to her

Nana looks away from us and put her head on the table

I look at Lilly who's on her phone and not caring that Nana feel bad

I chuckled to myself having an good idea before we leave school today. Hey Nana call your boyfriend and tell him to meet us at the park and tell him to Bring his friends too. "I winked at her and grab my bag ready to leave classroom' oh that sounds fun, Lilly your coming too right? Nana ask

"Lilly Sigh"

Yea I'm coming

Yayy y'all finally get to see my boyfriend

Yup and it's gonna be fun I say to the both of them

After that conversation and we went to our classes and school finally ended.

I went through the school doors and my friends was out there waiting for me

Hurry the hell up Y/n my boyfriend waiting for us at the Park!

I jog towards them I'm coming holding my book back tight on one of my shoulders making sure it don't fall

Okay are you ready Nana ask me

I breathe in and out from me jogging

Yea I'm ready.

Okay let's gooo Nana say pulling out a road up weed from her bag

Not in front of the school Lilly loudly whisper to her Nana looks at her bro chill the fuck out.

I chuckle at them and we start the walk to the park to meet up with Nana boyfriend

(Skip to them finally making it to the park)

Babe! I hear Nana said running to her boyfriend, hugging him and he does the same back too her but rocking back-and-forth to each other

I chuckle at how cute they look but as I chuckle at them I feel somebody looking at me' so I pulled Lilly over to me getting a little bit scared at whoever is looking at me. Are you cool bro Lilly ask me, yea I said back to her.

Oh these are my friends guys Nana says finally introducing us to her friends boyfriend Group

They all wave at us

Me and Lilly return it back

Guys this is Y/n and Lilly Nana said pulling us closer to them

Hi this girl said with Brown hair with piece of chips in her mouth

My name is Sasha I smile at how cute she look with her mouth filled hey I wave at her' Lilly does the same

And this is my best friends Sasha Points at at a boy who was on his bike smoking a joint
He Head nod us a Wsp, this is Connie Sasha told us

And this is Jean she points at Jean who's arm is wrapped around this girl with Beautiful black short hair. Jean does the same thinking that Connie did back to us but he responds with a hey

Me and Lilly waves at them

Oh and this is-

I can introduce myself Sasha. The girl said to her with black short hair, And she was really pretty and tall too' hey my name Mikasa she says walking to us looking directly at me I started to get fluster at how she was looking at me" she shakes Lilly hands still looking at me I look away from her and then she takes mine hand still looking at me' your really pretty, you know that? She told me oh thank-

Ew Mikasa! don't you got a boyfriend the boy with short but long Brown hair said to her. She let go of my hand and apologize walking back to her boyfriend Jean you wave bye to her.

Yo I'm name is Eren Jeager but you can just called me Eren he says with a big smile on his face take his hand out I look at how amazing his green bluish eye is' oh I'm Y/n I take his hand still looking at how handsome this boy look" damn you really are pretty he says looking at my eyes to my lips.

Umm I'm right here too idiot

Oh shot sorry he says in A awkward tone shaking Lilly hand now. You laugh at them But all that stops when you feeling someone staring at me but this time this was different. The stairs felt like anger and my body gets stiff, and all this anxiety wins over me I close my eyes

You okay Y/n?

I hear a voice ask me

I finally open my eyes to see who it was of course to my surprise it was that handsome boy Eren looking at me. with the when blowing through his hair lightly moving around through the cold breeze.

And all I could do is look at how Beautiful he look, And how amazing his eyes look.

Yea I'm okay

All I can do is look away from him because I can't stare at him for long he's to Beautiful for me

Hello there Y/n my name is armin I'm Nana boyfriend the short boy with blond hair said to me doing the same to Lilly

Oh and those two behind you guys are Violet and Nathan I look behind me. Sooo those two are the ones who was looking at me, quite ass Basic bitches I said to myself

Huh did you say something? Armin question to me

Oh I said hi to them I wave at the two who was staring at me

Hey guys I hear Lilly say in a shy tone

I look at Lilly do she like one of then? I question myself

"UGH" I turn around to see Nana holding her stomach you okay Nana I ask her

I need to take a shit because your ice coffee Nana said to us

Oh I managed to say out of my mouth

Umm there is a arcade down the street but we need to take a bus Sasha said to us

Welp I guess we're going to the arcade today Armin said out loud shrugging his shoulders

(Skip to them being on the bus)

We all sat in the back but armin and Nana was sitting together in the third back row and Nathan, Lilly was sitting across from and surprisingly they was talking to each other and Connie and Sasha was sitting in the middle of the bus laughing at each other and me, Eren, and Violet was sitting in the back of the bus I was sitting next to the window and Eren was on my left side and Violet was on his.

Everybody agreed on going except for Jean and Mikasa they said "they meet us there" when really is was all cap but that ain't got shit to do with me I say in my head.

Getting interrupted you wanna smoke this joint with me before we get there Eren ask me I look at him if there's nothing in it I jokey ask him, he laugh's at my response' now why would I do that to someone I like he question me I laugh at how bold he is

Damn that boy really got me folding over his corny little punchlines I say in my head

Do you say that to all the girl you first meet I ask him

Of course not

I stare at him and he stares at me the silence grow over the both of us and gets quiet

Eren Inhales and exhale the smoke of out of his mouth

I look at his lips

"you want a kiss?"