"Why didn't you say anything?" she asked him. He apologised and tried to lift himself up the wall a little bit.

i walked away from him and faced the door incase anyone came in. in truth i walked away because i felt sick. i've been feeling sick the past few days but ive been dealing with it in my own way.

whilst everyone was talking i put my headphones on trying to sync my brain with my thoughts until someone tapped my shoulder.

it was stiles.

"is he okay?" i asked him even though i basically already knew the answer. stiles shook his head and took my hand taking me outside. the sudden contact made me widen my eyes.

"allison is stitching him and we need to make sure that the bus doesn't leave. are you okay?"

i nodded my head. i wasn't okay but right now wasn't the time to get into my feelings. "yeah, just a lot going on i can't focus"

stiles looked into my eyes and handed me something. it was a book.."i saw you reading earlier and i wanted to give you this"

i told lydia a few years ago about a book that i wanted to read but i didn't realise she told people about it unless it was just a coincidence.

i sent him a smile and ran my finger over the spine edge and looked at the colours that filled the cover. "thank you,"

"get on the bus everyone, let's go!" coach started yelling.

me and stiles glanced at each other before he bolted to coach and tried to stall him as long as he could. he left me alone.

my brain started thinking a million things all of a sudden. one persistent thought was of the night the incident occured.

"you didn't come here alone" deucalion stated.
me, scott and isaac was in this abandoned mall that was grey and serverly dusty. my heart pounded out of my chest clutching my knife that was in my back pocket.

isaac told me to take something else incase punching wasn't enough.

scott looked deucalion in his eyes. "isaac, ava..this is deucalion"

we obviously knew who he was but maybe scott wanted to let him know who was here.

"i know who they are, and i wasn't reffering to them"

my eyebrows furrowed and isaac turned to look at me who just shrugged his shoulders. why should we trust a blind man anyways i mean it was just us three.

footsteps all of a sudden echoed through the mall as the sound bounced off the walls. derek, cora and boyd stood together.

derek and scott had began making remarks but my eyes darted to someone's foot. "scott!" i shouted.

"it's just him," derek said.

deucalion started talking, "just me? how's a blind man finds his way into a place like this all on his own?"

crap.

i knew it was too easy. all of a sudden a women came into view with nothing on her feet and her eyes glowed red. on the broken escaltor a man walking down and his eyes were red too.

ethan and aiden(the twins) has appeared also and then suddenly i froze. a pack of alphas, trained alphas were all around us. even though i was near wolves, it didn't change a key fact.

i was human.

i was human basically swimming with wolves. even if i had began fighting against scott it didn't make a difference that i forgot everything i had learned.

"ava? ava! hello??" a voice said, bringing me back to reality. it was stiles..again.

"i've been trying to get your attention. i don't know what to do! isaac just launched himself at them" i averted my gaze to isaac who was now on top of ethan or aiden (still get the two confused) punching him over and over again.

i was going to let him keep hurting him until danny and coach got involved. isaac realised i was watching and i nodded at him, he ended up punching him even more now.

scott suddenly came back and managed to stop isaac from continuing to hurt him.

why is it that the bad guys seem to be able to hurt and cause hurt but the good guys can't?

his bloodied face made me shut my eyes.

i don't think we wanted to admit it at all but i could tell we were all nervous now, especially me and isaac.

the girl with red eyes leaped into the air and let out a menacing roar. derek aimed for her but almost got his face sliced in the process.

i remember derek telling me about her, i think her name was kali.

the man and the twins went their own ways almost blocking us. the man, ennis, went towards boyd and began fighting.

meanwhile, derek and kali were still going at each other. i still stood froze, watching every scene unfold before my eyes. i began wondering what would have happend if derek never showed up.

we only wanted to talk to deucalion not fight him and his alphas. well i didn't anyways..

one of the twins ran towards isaac and the other towards me. it was aiden(atleast i think) he began throwing his claws at me and i tried dodging them, hitting him with my fist and grabbing my knife ready incase my fists dont save me.

as i began hitting my left fist towards aiden he grabbed hold of it pulling me to the ground. i landed on my knee so i reached for my knife and i flung it at him but only grazed his cheek.

dammit i really suck at this. maybe peter was right this whole time and the only reason im fighting now is because i don't want to accept it.

i gain my balance and as aiden turned around i kicked him behind his knee and he fell forward. so i pushed him over and placed my foot on his chest. slowly moving it towards his neck as he started reaching out trying to grab my leg.

his brother tried getting near him but isaac kept him occupied. scott was trying to find deucalion but i knew it wasn't going to help. all of a sudden someone trips me over and i bang my head against the cold flooring.

my knife was only inches away but i turn over seeing kali stood infront of me. derek was now fighting off ennis and everyone was split up.

i grabbed a hold of her arm pulling her down slightly but only enough for me to be able to stand up. i quickly picked up the knife stabbing her in the back.

then i decided to run and find scott but i couldn't. i turned around to see both twins trying to fight scott and isaac, boyd was on the ground. derek and cora were still fighting ennis.

kali chased after me trying to hurt me, i tried my best do dodge her claws, i was not made for this. this wasn't what i wanted to do.

cora left derek and tried to help me but kali just knocked her down and stepped on her throat, kali pushed me up against the pillar behind me(chocking me)

my head was pounding, my ears ringing but i could tell deucalion was talking to derek.

kali started putting more pressure on both of our throats. i started seeing stars but i couldn't escape her grip until an arrow shot from the air.

allison was on the top floor shooting her arrows at all of the wolves. kali dropped me off the wall, hitting my back this time.

scott let our a roar and raced at one of the guys. before he did so his eyes flashed, they flashed red. it was not normal for him seeing as his eyes were blue orignally but this wasn't the time to fawn or ponder over the fact his eye colour changed.

kali wasn't far behind me and cora seeing as we didn't really move but i saw derek and ennis really going at it. everytime derek tried slashing him, ennis always dodged and derek always doged his hits.

they started pushing each other getting closer and closer to the edge of the floor. i could sense kali coming closer but i was more focused on derek and ennis.

they both started grunting at each other and lunging until ennis head butted derek and somehow they ended up on the floor still giving it their all.

i blinked and then derek and ennis fell off the floor falling down.

"Derek!!" i shouted, nothing. everyone went silent until kali grabbed my wrists and i began trying to get out of her grip to see if derek was okay but as i moved she sliced my right side of my face catching my eye.

i kneeded her and ran towards the scene, derek and ennis were layed across the escalstors.

no. no. NO.

i couldn't save him, or anyone.

my blood dripped onto the floor but i didn't care. i rather bleed then have someone dead but both happened. derek is dead and now im cut.

someone clapped and i saw lydia infront of me. "are you okay?" she asked me. stiles was next to me, looking at me.

my eyes glossy with the scenes that filled my head. i blinked and felt my scar hurt, it was a straight line down my eye. luckily it didn't actually get my eye but it still hurt like a bitch.

"yeah, i'm just, yeah im okay" i dismissed.

i took a deep breath and combed my hand through my hair. "i need a break from this break," i joked. "we all do, aves," lydia agreed.

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