𝟺𝟸𝟶
𝐫𝐚𝐟𝐞'𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯
𝚖𝚊𝚢 𝟸𝟼, 𝟸𝟶𝟸𝟶

the tupac lyrics are speaking to my soul, as the bass in car is two times the limit.

"*rapping*" from my passenger side i hear kelce "don't, just don't" i automatically new what he meant in the next verse tupac says the n word.

out of respect I bleep it out.

topper says it loud and clear, as i come to a stop we turn to stare at him. "oh – shit dude! i forgot the whole white friends can't say... what i said. sorry"
he throws his hands up.

we move on from that topic to stop at a look out and hot box. as i roll the blunt, i take the time to find my smoke playlist. turn down the music so my attempt at not getting caught works. kelce said, "pass me the crusher" i hand it to him pulling out all his paraphernalia and starts to roll two more blunts for us. i set the vibes, we take off.

the rotation; kelce, me, then topper. topper is coughing up a storm before he is explaining how sarah is waiting to have sex with him.

"we don't have that problem! haha" kelce laughs as we do our handshake.

"truly, we feel for you but that has got to give you blue balls" i chime in as schoolboy q's vocals start to pick up.

it was as if my hearing heightened for just a smidge. "seriously! and luck to the both of ya"

"are you even doing anything else?" kelce asked.

i cover my ears because i really don't want to know. he tells kelce in a whisper because i couldn't hear him.

"done yet?" i question, eyeing both kelce & topper.

they nod. after the third blunt, some gets in my throat i begin coughing.

"here, here" kelce said pushing a cold bottle of gatorade my way.

topper is laughing up a storm in the back at his phone, "what—are you laughing at?"

he wipes his almost tears as he shows us this spongebob meme. my chortles fill up the car as the song changes to brent faiyaz.

kelce cracks up, the laughter fills the car until we really focus on the song. kelce mouths so of the words as the forth blunt is lit.

——

the munchies is an understatement, i am craving everything under the sun. macaroni & cheese, hot cheetos, soda, chocolate but i think what takes the cake is craving sloan. like her lips, her touch, everythanggg

we head into one of the stores to buy food, i order my meal before browsing the beverages. I pick up ginger ale. kelce is getting an apple juice, and topper is getting a fiji.

we wait for our meals my phone pings.

"𝑖 𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑢𝑢𝑢𝑢"

i smile at my phone it's a sloppy goofy large smile. i reply "𝑠𝑙𝑜𝑎𝑛𝑛𝑛𝑛 𝑖 𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑏𝑎𝑏𝑒"

i just scroll through most of our pictures and videos before they call me to get my food. we are all set with our orders. leaving hoping into my car we dog the food down.

youngboy never broke again's lyrics hitting harder than needed as i sip my drink.

i drop the guys off at 4 am, i really don't want to go home.

i make a bee line for sloan's house. once i park, i facetime her "please come open the door" i stand with my back to the door.

her arms wrap around my waist "what are you doing here?" her voiced laced in sleep.

"i wanted to sleep next to you" i said smiling as i hold her hands.

she takes me inside locking the door turning to me she says "question for you?" as we head to her room.

my eyes say it all, we start making out as soon as we get inside her room. as i strip out of my tee shirt, i make my way down her body with my lips. on my knees i take her panties off, taking her in my mouth i smile.

sloan smiles as she sighs, she falls onto her bed as my mouth plays mind games on her. "r–rafe" her voice a whisper.

my satisfaction hitting its peak as her orgasm pushes her to tug my face farther in her. her body bellows of the sheets, at last as my tongue licks away, sloan's cheshire cat smile is in front of me as she kisses me.

tasting herself on my lips, "i taste great" she winks

i place my hand on my heart nodding "you do baby" my eyes never leave hers as i lay on my side. my thumb caresses her cheek, then i lightly graze the back of my hand on her face. she starts to kiss my hand smiling at me.

"is that all you wanted to do?" i nod answering sloan's question.

i can feel the tiredness of my high. i kiss sloan a few more times before stripping the rest of my clothes off and pulling her to me as i fall asleep.

"love you sloan, i'm sleepy so goodnight sly"

"goodnight babe"

———

the sun is beaming in sloan's room as i wake up, i run my eyes and turn to find sloan fast asleep. she up under me. her face tucked under my neck, i caress her face before turning to her side and falling asleep again.

𝑖 𝑎𝑚 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑘𝑒𝑛 𝑠𝑙𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑦 𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑜𝑓 𝑟𝑢𝑚𝑚𝑎𝑔𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑖 𝑓𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑎𝑠𝑙𝑒𝑒𝑝 𝑎𝑔𝑎𝑖𝑛. 𝐵𝑒𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑖 𝑑𝑜 𝑖 𝑝𝑢𝑙𝑙 𝑠𝑙𝑜𝑎𝑛'𝑠 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑜𝑛 𝑚𝑒.

sloan's arm is draped over me once i come to again, but i push the feeling to wake up away and blissfully take the sleep coma. it isn't until the sky's turning from the color of my eyes to the bubble gum with fanta soda that i stretch awake.

sloan's mumbling "— what" she smacks me "— time is it?"

"mmm 5pm"

jolting up "we slept all day..." she runs hands through her hair

"i was suppose to go to the hospital today ah man! mark is going to be so mad" she pouts as she drops on top of me.

i laugh at her antics she's waving her arms like crazy face down on my chest. "stop laughing, you'll make —" she starts to laugh too.

we laugh for five minutes and it starts a small play fight. there's a knock on sloan's door, sloan scrambles to pick up a tee shirt ending up throwing on my polo, pulling the comforter to cover us, flipping her hair "come in"

her brother opens the door, crossing his arms at the entrance.

mark clears his throat "i came in here earlier to wake you to see rafe sleeping in the bed, hey rafe, so you missed your 11 am appointment but it's rescheduled for within next week. well dinner is done so once you guys are ready come eat" he's about to turn on his heels.

"hey mr.winters" i blurt quickly before sloan talks.

"mark please" he says giving me brows of slight annoyance.

am i still stoned? nah

"you are not mad?" sloan questions.

"no not really you both must've been exhausted. i tried to wake you sloan but you pushed my hand away, telling me to let you sleep plus you told me to reschedule" mark says before running away from his little sisters bedroom door.

"i guess their's a first for everything. you told me you didn't talk in your sleep, that was proof" i said poking her to get her to smile.

she's smiling at me, i quickly snap a photo of her, then she hands me her polaroid. we make a photo op with bed hair, goofy smiles, and cute poses.

———

it's almost nine when i leave sloan's house "i'll see you tomorrow babyyyy. love you, sly" i whisper in her ear, "i love you, too rafe tomorrow" she gives me a long kiss before letting me go.

missing her warmth already, i blow her kisses as i walk away.

———
𝑊𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑠 𝑏𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑡 𝑔𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑐𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑐𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑒𝑟 𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑦 𝑡𝑎𝑙𝑒, 𝑜𝑓 𝑎 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑎 𝑏ig 𝑐𝑖𝑡𝑦 𝑓𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑎 𝑘𝑜𝑜𝑘. 𝐿𝑂𝐿 𝑛𝑎ℎℎℎ 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑘𝑖𝑑𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔. 𝐼'𝑙𝑙 ℎ𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑓𝑢𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑏𝑒 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑎 𝑏𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑓𝑎𝑛 𝑓𝑖𝑐!

𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑘 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑔𝑢𝑦𝑠.

𝐿𝑜𝑣𝑒, 𝑆𝑢𝑛𝐽𝑒𝑤𝑒𝑙

𝑆𝑜 𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑦 𝑖𝑡 𝑡𝑜𝑜𝑘 𝑚𝑒 𝑠𝑜 𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑔. 𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑛 𝑑𝑟𝑎𝑓𝑡𝑠𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑎 𝑓𝑒𝑤 𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑘𝑠 𝑠𝑜 𝐼 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑 𝑚𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑎𝑠 𝑤𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑡 𝑛𝑜𝑤.