Pov Ricky

"Ricky? Wake up, cutie."

He heard someone saying, while he was asleep. He opened his eyes slowly, like a baby, and yawned.

Once he remembered that it was snowing, he jumped off the bed, and ran to the window, like a little kid.

"It's snowing, hyung!"

"Hey, Ricky. It's cold. Stop looking outside and dress warmly."

Ricky pouted, and looked at his closet. He then looked at Jiwoong, walked through him, and raised his hands.

"Help me change then."

"That was smooth. How can you change from a kid to an adult so fast?"

Ricky smiled, and motioned Jiwoong to get up. They quickly decided what Ricky would wear, and his fit was really nice.

"Damn, you look good. Now we're going to my house. You're not the only one who's gonna get cold."

"Yeah, no. I don't think so. Try this on. I bet you'll look great."

Ricky gave him some clothes that he was wearing a lot, and that made Jiwoong kinda confused.

"Why are you giving me your clothes? Everyone will know it's yours, you wear that a lot."

"That's exactly why you're going to wear that. So everyone can know that they can't hit on you."

Jiwoong's whole face turned red, and he grabbed his phone to call Gunwook and tell him and Matthew to come over.

"You're blushing."

"I know, shut up."

"Huh?! What?! What did you just say?!"

Jiwoong looked away, and tried to escape, but Ricky grabbed him by his hands, and pinned him against the wall.

"What did you say?"

"Shut... Up...?"

Ricky wanted to kiss him so bad. He was fighting this urge really hard. Well, unfortunately for us, and Jiwoong, he won the fight, and got ready to leave the room.

"Hey, Ricky. Can I invite a friend over?"

"Isn't Gunwook your friend?"

Ricky asked, stopping. He didn't turn to look at him. He was just staring at his couch, knowing that if he looked at him, he'd want to kiss him again.

"He is. He's my best friend. But, it's a great chance for both you and him to meet my childhood friend."

"Oh. Well, sure you can call him."

The younger boy said, with a smile on his face, as he finally turned to look at Jiwoong again.

"Really?! Yay!"

Jiwoong grabbed his phone and ran to the bathroom. Sometimes Ricky regretted having soundproof walls in his whole house.

"He's coming. You'll love him, I swear."

"What's his name?"

"Seobin."

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"Yayyy you're both here!"

Ricky said happily as he opened the door for his friends to get in. He hugged them tight and closed the door.

"Did you two sleep together?"

"No."

"Yes."

"Jiwoong hyung!"

Jiwoong giggled, upon seeing Ricky's shocked face. The younger knew that Jiwoong had probably told Gunwook everything, but he was still kinda shy.

"Don't worry, I- oh, someone's here?"

"Seobin!"

Jiwoong opened the door immediately, letting his friend in. Ricky felt so happy seeing him excited.

"Isn't he this actor?! The one who starred in two series with Jiwoong! Hyung, I can finally meet him!"

Gunwook said, pointing at Seobin. Everyone looked at him, knowing exactly what he meant.

But Ricky didn't. Obviously, since he always claimed he hated gays. There was no way he was watching any BLs at that time.

"What actor? And what series?"

"Yoon Seobin. In two BLs named... What were the names?"

"Oh, 'Kissable lips' and 'Roommates Of Poongduck 304'. Well, I wasn't feeling comfortable with any of the actors there, so I asked Jiwoong to help me."

If Ricky was in a cartoon, his face would've changed to green immediately as he heard all that.

So, Jiwoong had kissed him more than one time? Was Seobin something more than just a friend to him?

"Wow, that's so kind. Let's go out now."

Ricky said, and furiously went out of the house, loudly slamming the door shut behind him.

He was just staring at the snow, wondering what could Seobin be to Jiwoong, if not a normal friend.

The door opened, and they all went out, to play with the snow. As much as Ricky wanted to do so too, before, he now didn't.

He was watching how much fun Jiwoong and Seobin had together, and it just made him want to cry.

Jiwoong didn't seem to need Ricky. He didn't look at him since the time Seobin showed up.

Soon, Seobin murmured how cold the weather was, and Jiwoong immediately gave him his jacket.

Okay, no, that's enough.

Ricky could see how cold the elder was feeling after that, so he did the same thing Jiwoong did to Seobin.

Except that he then left. He really left, without knowing where he was going. He just wanted to stop seeing them together.

It broke his heart. He knew that he was in love. There was no doubt. But Jiwoong was driving him crazy every day, in many ways.

He didn't expect Jiwoong to follow him. He didn't want to, anyways. And Jiwoong actually didn't follow him.

Which made Ricky kinda relieved, because if someone could replace him so fast, then Ricky could get over them quickly.

The picture of Jiwoong and Seobin laughing together made him really mad, he didn't know how to calm down.

He took his phone out, and searched up the names of the two BLs Jiwoong starred in. And he saw it.

More than twenty photos of Jiwoong and Seobin kissing, and they both seemed to enjoy it in real life, too, and not just in the series.

He almost threw his phone down, but he didn't want to destroy it like that. Only thing he wanted to do, was to cry.

Tho he couldn't do that. Crying for Jiwoong would be useless. He was happy with Seobin, and Ricky couldn't blame hin.

Seobin was whatever Jiwoong wanted. He didn't even bother hiding his sexuality, unlike Ricky.

He was better than him in every way. And he couldn't do any about it.