𝟢𝟢:𝟣𝟣

(12:11 AM)

𝗹𝗶𝗹𝗶𝘁𝗵'𝘀 𝗽𝗼𝘃

a slight draft entered my room as i'm doing my daily in the dark mediation with my headphones on my balcony door opens. scrambling to turn on the light rafe is closing my balcony door saying something to me "repeat that"

clearer now his voice takes over the quiet of my home "i said i had something important to tell you" so my deep dive into how i know a user when i see one is trauma but i did do a dive for rafe's specific issue and right now he's high. not in the 'That 70's Show' way in the 'euphoria' rue.

"what are you doing here?"

"wanted to ask you something but stumbled on a problem before getting up here" he shows me the roses he picked out of the bush that seat under my room. the roses are turned into a bouquet i have a belly laugh emerging so i put my face in one of my pillows and laugh.

"thank you this is so sweet, what'd you want to ask me"

"out on a date and if we could make a pact"

why is my heart pulling this shit on me right now, he's not someone i should date he's a kook, handling his issue wouldn't be ideal yet every fiber in my being is screaming yesssss goddamn it!

"i'll go out with you on one condition and what pact is this"

"we keep this" rafe gestures between us "a secret for however long we can"

"why? because i'm a pogue or because i'm a darker complexion, family wouldn't approve"

"my family wouldn't mind honest. you'll see what i meant by this pact eventually and the fact that you're a pogue doesn't really bother me because you're beautiful"

rafe continues as he closes the space between since i've gotten off my bed to get in his personal space "your condition?"

"stop this" swift in motion i pull out his little baggie of cocaine.

"if i don't"

"you'll never get to see my beautifulness ever again"

"but lili -"

"no buts that's my condition, i'm efficient in helping with withdrawals so if you need my expertise"

"lili.. mm its a sin that's follows you like the Mona Lisa how the fuck will i shake this"

"help in secret of course"

"you know if i ever slip up you can't deny this. mmm i'm on your mind just as you're in mine"

shell shocked by the confidence oozing out of his every pore, i continue to brood in silence as he kisses my cheek.

"smile please" his voice liquid velvet which in turn makes me smile at him. next time please know that closed doors aren't an invitation"

"true yet i've always wanted my romeo moment"

"see you my juilet" another cheek kiss before he's out my door like the wind it self.

"who where you talking to just now?" the jump of my life knocks me of my feet and onto the floor. "fuckk harley you scared me"

"nobody"

"nightmare so can we sleep in the same bed tonight"

"of course come in to my sanctuary"

what did i just get myself into.

𑇍𑇍𑇍𑇍

✎𝗌𝗎𝗇𝗃𝖾𝗐𝖾𝗅☀︎︎ 𝗍𝗒𝗉𝗂𝗇𝗀 ．．．

Short but sweet ♡ thank you so much to every one.

✩ 𝖣𝗈𝗇'𝗍 𝖿𝗈𝗋𝗀𝖾𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝖺𝖽𝖽 𝗍𝗈 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗅𝗂𝗌𝗍𝗌, 𝗏𝗈𝗍𝖾 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍 ✩