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Note: This chapter contains scenes with description of a panic attack. Reader's discretion is advised.

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"Kookie! Wake up! We didn't return to our bodies back today." you panicked.

You'd go back to your own bodies every other day. This never happened throughout the switch.

And now you were worried.

"Baby wake up!" you were so discombobulated that you quite harshly ripped him off the duvets, unleashing your sleepy bunny in a fetal position.

" Wha- " he yawned and smacked his lips languidly, making you even more frustrated at his frivolous behaviour.

But hey, your bunny was innocently hibernating. Unaware of worldly worries and happenings when he slept. We can cut him some slack right?

" Kookie we didn't switch today look!" you unwrapped the duvets to reveal yourself in his physical form.

"God. YN first of, stop yelling. My ears hurt." he rebuked you in a raspy voice, still trying to decipher the moment as he rubbed the fairy dust from his eyes. The drool dried on his chin and the sleep marks accentuating the deep slumber he had.

His reaction somehow, caused you to become even more agitated. You never felt irritated by him. But his dopy levity made you furious. You're clearly terrified, your heart is in your guts and this man is asking you to stop yelling?

"Then what shall I do huh? You were clearly sleeping like a rock. And am so worried for us! How can you be so unserious Jungkook!" you spat your bubbling indignation, while he just listened to you with no expression on his puffy face.

Your face always got bloated after nightly drinking. Damn you really look like a puffer fish after drinking. He looks so comical right now.

Focus Y/N!

We are mad at him.

" Don't call me that." he warned calmly, his eyes now closed as if he was himself trying to hold the reins to his temper.

"Call you what?" you replied curtly, folding your tatted arms over your shirtless, mushy pecs.

" By my name. Whenever you call me Jungkook I get scared." he pouted.

" Ugh Jungkook! Seriously? This is not the right time for this." you whined, gripping your short hair in the mind numbing stress that was raging through every iota of your being.

What if, you never go back to your original bodies?

What if, you have to stay trapped in his body forever?!

Walking with a (big) thing dangling from your pelvis everyday?

No!

All these questions were literally choking your sanity. You were hyperventilating. The surroundings seemed whirling around you and the air felt claustrophobic. You could hear your heartbeat, as a beeping sound in your eardrums. You struggled to breathe suddenly, your hands growing cold and trembling. His voice became a white noise to you.

"Hey? Bun! Baby am here. Focus on my voice. Take deep breaths. One. Two. Three." Jungkook rushed to your side, holding you in his embrace, encouraging you to take deep breaths and become more conscious of the moment.

" Eight. Nine. Ten. It's okay. Everything's okay. We're okay. Focus on your breathing. Try to match your breaths with mine baby. You're doing great" he whispered, massaging your arms.

"Tell me 3 objects you can see around you, baby" he asked gently trying to ground your senses in the moment.

"Pillow, du-vets, Cooky" you breathed out.

" Good. Tell me three sounds that you can hear." he soothed his hand over your back, while rubbing his thumb gently over your palm.

"My breathing, the fan and your voice" you whispered, a bit pacific than before.

" Great. Now move your any three body parts, bun" he encouraged as you focused more and more on his serene voice.

You moved your hand interlocking with his, lifted your feet and averted your face towards his.

"Very good. You did a wonderful job. I am here for you, bun. Here drink some water." after he offered you a glass of water that quenched your dry throat, you started to regain your composure.

For the next fifteen minutes he just cradled you in his arms and let the silence act as a quilt of tranquility over your anxious form.

" Bun. Nothing bad will happen. Am so sorry. I just woke up and couldn't understand what was happening. I am so sorry, love. I snapped. I am very sorry for my behaviour. I am very serious about us and what's happening. But please don't let it affect your health. Am here with you, baby. Every step, every moment. We will go through this together. I promise." he apologized and consoled you to alleviate your valid worries.

Your initial silence worried him but thankfully, after few seconds you nodded your head and rested your head in his neck.

" No, am sorry for yelling at you, Kookie. I am so nervous right now and I got irritated when you were not listening." you whispered in his neck.

" No baby you were right. I am aware of how things can affect you. And to be honest most of the time I fake my calmness so I can be strong for you. I get petrified too, I just hide it because I know if I will start panicking then who will take care of my precious bun hmm." he confessed as he soothed your worries about his lack of seriousness.

" I know we should be worried. But at the same time, we have to be calm to find our solution to the problem, baby. The last thing we want is another problem because we were so lost being stressed or worried. Your emotions are valid baby. And I understand you. I am sorry if you felt I was not being sensitive to your emotions. That's the last thing I wanna do, my baby." he pecked your forehead and raised your chin to find you crying.

" Hey baby, don't cry my love. I said we will find a solution" he cooed, wiping off your tears which were now flowing as tiny rivulets down your scarred cheek.

Irrespective of the body, your soul reacted in the same way as your feminine form would. Like it had it's own set of emotions.

" Baby what if-" you sobbed, not being able to voice your negative thoughts which were pricking your conscience like stabbing needles.

" What if we never turn back?" you whispered your last horror.

He just absorbed your form. He couldn't fathom, what'd be a 'correct' reply to that. He wants to say that everything will be fine. Fine. Fine. Fine. That's how he's been consoling his own self before you came into his life. And it always worked.

But how he could lie to you. The one he cherishes the most.

" Bun, don't overthink. I'll just talk to Star. She'll surely know why this may be happening. After all, she was the one who advised us to manifest in the new moon and wait till upcoming full moon. Full moon is literally 3 days from now. We can see how it goes." he combed your short hair and tried to answer your qualms in the best way he could.

" We have to talk to her, baby. I will go crazy otherwise" you whined as you squished your head further in his pillowy bosoms.

" You'd not want to nuzzle your head there for long, baby. Cause my body gets hard easily when it comes to your lovely boo bees" he giggled in his characteristic bunny way despite your body.

"I donch care. I'll take a cold shower after this anyways" you mumbled cuddling closer to him, to inhale his therapeutic and sweet redolence.

"You make it so hard to not love you, you know that?" he cooed sincerely expressing his love for you.

" I know. I am so -"

Your love bubble was popped by the sharp ringtone of Kookie's phone.

" Let me get this hm? You can start your shower then I'll join you okay baby?" he pecked your lips before reaching for his phone, causing you to pout and proceed to go do your morning routine.

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A hot, skin scalding shower was perhaps all you needed to untie the agonizing knots that you had in your muscles.

Even though Jungkook's body was exceptionally toned and his abs sculpted, today you feel the same brawny muscles lacked their Herculean strength for some reason.

Even the shower gel bottle felt heavy and turning the shower on seemed a gruelling ordeal.

It was perhaps the 'after effects' of your panic attack, you sensed. Hence despite howsoever arduous cleansing your body felt today, you somehow managed to drudge it through.

Jungkook talked on the phone longer than expected. And you couldn't survive the shivering cold and quivering thighs that you had to brave whilst standing naked in the shower, waiting for your boyfriend with a pout on your chiseled face.

"Finally" you moaned in relief after wrapping the white towel around your svelte waist, tiny streams of water drizzling down over your chocolate bar abs. The dissipating steam heralding your arrival as you shook your head to splash droplets of the dewy water off your crispy locks.

"Oh bun you're done already? Baby I am sorry. It took me long to convince manager hyung" Jungkook stood up from the mattress, his back facing you as he placed his phone over the nightstand.

Just as he turned around, he expected to be greeted with your bewitchingly wet, sultry form. An imminent puddle to drench his underwear at the sight of an equally drenched you.

But instead, what he witnessed was quite antithetical to his fantasy and almost knocked him for a six.

"Bun? What's with those rashes all over your body?" he inquired, his voice raising in a pitch of worry. He stepped closer to you and remarked the crimson spots on your skin, resembling a nettle rash.

His very reaction immediately beckoned you to scrutinize the derm of your body for yourself.

He was right. You saw your tatted arms and spotless legs to be now maculated by salmon pink spots.

Was it because the water was too hot?

Or was it an allergic reaction?

"Does it itch or hurt, baby? Are you allergic to something?" Jungkook's voice grew timid as he massaged your arms in concern.

" No Kookie. It doesn't hurt. And as far as I remember, I am not allergic to anything. Also since it's your body I should be the one asking you that question" you teased, in an attempt to calm his apprehensions. He was tensed and you could tell.

" Well am allergic to your sad face. Your pain and sad tears. Not the tears when I make love to you, though. That actually turns me on" he blabbered, wriggling his eyebrows and winking puckishly.

"Kookie" you gave him a poker face, concealing the warm blush that enveloped your cheeks at his blatant innuendo.

"No me too, am not allergic to anything as such. But anyways let's take you to a doctor, baby. Before it gets any serious." he gave you the bambi eyes as he held your arm, as if he'd take you to hospital right now, whilst you just clad in a towel.

" Relax, love. Am okay. It doesn't hurt. I guess it's cause I set the shower to way too hot water and my skin got all red. It'll go away. Your skin is really bunny sensitive, Kookie!" you patted his muddled head causing him to blush.

" No baby. You should not ignore it. It can be something ser-" you placed your inked finger over his puffy lips to halt his rambling.

" Naur. Shh. Now tell me what was it that took you so long to join your bun in the shower. I was lonely." you pouted, while picking up the clothes from bed to wear.

" Oh it was manager hyung, bun. He was reminding me about the schedule. I first let my phone ring and then decided to talk via text. Cause of course he'll recognize that it's not my voice." he explained.

" And what's your schedule for today hmm? I'll go get ready then. You too get ready! Gotta open my coffee shop soon!" Your eyebrows shot up as you got reminded of your adult responsibilities and quickly started shoving him towards the shower to get ready for the day.

"Hey! Slow down, Bun. Listen to me first. I had a meeting with the production staff scheduled today and a small session in the studio. But because I thought you may need rest today I cancelled and told them I'll do it tomorrow-" he sheepishly grinned, wrapping his arms around your torso to coax you.

"What? No baby! Am perfectly alright. I don't want you to be perceived as lazy and unprofessional because of me. I will do it. Go text your manager right now!" you berated him, almost disciplining him like a child while he gave you his cherubic pout.

" But Bun. You were clearly not okay few moments ago and these rashes. I think you should take a day off. Besides we have to meet Star too, today. That's way more important right now" he reasoned detaching himself from your waist and placing his hands over his hips in protest.

" Yeah. I know that baby. How about I attend the schedule and you help Jessi with the cafe today in the first half and by afternoon we go meet Star. I'll ask her to meet up on my way to the company." you dismissed his suggestion outright, being too scrupulous about time management.

"But Bun. It's really okay one day won't hurt-"

" Kookie" you monotoned sternly, dragging the last syllable.

" Yes ma'am" he sighed.

" But promise me we're going to the doctor if the rashes don't go away by evening." he babbled as you were about to shut the door to the shower locking him in.

"Promise, Kookie. Now go!"

He really cares for you a lot. You smiled, another umpteenth blush gushing on your cheeks.

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Jungkook's POV ( in YN's body)

" Perfect!" I exclaimed after having done the icing on the strawberry cupcakes that were supposed to be placed for sale today.

"I wanna see it in motion, in 3D. Cause you know how I like it, girl" Jessi sang my song as she brewed her own coffee.

I smiled.

YN's hired the right employees.

My precious girl.

Gosh I miss her already.

"Hey!" I scolded Jessi as she went to chomp onto one of the muffins from the tray.

"Sorry girl. I skipped breakfast today. You know right, how your cupcakes ignite my cravings mmh" she blissfully mewled, licking the icing from her fingers.

" Besides am about to get my period so" she pursed her full lips at me, exhorting me to commiserate her.

"Oh girl tell me about it. I had mine last month. And I legit died. I didn't know it was this painful for women. Men could never" I set the tray in the display case, and went to attend the donuts to glaze them carefully. Just as YN had taught me.

Crickets creaked between us as she stared at me confounded.

"Are you okay YN?" she placed her manicured phalanges on my temple to check my temperature.

" Yeah? What happened?" I finished the donuts and regarded her, my eyebrows furrowed gullibly.

"Honey, we have our period every month. The way you replied seemed it was your first time." she squinted her lashes at me comically. As if my charade was already caught.

"Jessi. You think too much. Go help the others after eating" I tittered anxiously. Trying to dissuade her conjectures and simmering suspicions.

" If you say so. How's JK these days? Everything going good between you two? Gosh I still can't believe you're dating him. You're so lucky. Did you perhaps, save the country in previous life?" she blurted out her envy, albeit too loudly. But what she said only pumped up my ego and cause my chest to inflate with masculine pride.

That's right. She's mine. I am my bun's lucky boyfriend!

"Maybe he did." I chuckled haughtily. I treasure YN's love too much. She's my most coveted jewel. If she's a pearl then am her clam.

Okay that was cheesy. But this is a fanfic right. And I bet you girlies loved my metaphor. Cause am JK.

Author-nim: Yeah JK in YN's body. Not the same. Go back to the story and stop flirting with my bunnies.

Okay ma'am.

"Also Jessi keep it low someone might hear" I whispered, hoping no one hears us.

YN had told only Jessi about dating me, apart from her parents. While I had announced to the public I had a girlfriend. Her identity was still kept confidential for privacy reasons.

But Jessi was her trusted friend. She was a girl's girl. She'd never spill the tea.

YN told me she literally screeched when she told her about us. And I can imagine that vividly.

"Girl please tell me his hyungs are single. Help your girly get set up she's been running dry lately" she made a moue, gripping my arm to cajole me.

" I don't know Jessi, it's their private life. But I'll try okay?" I promised and giggled to myself.

" Gosh I love you YN! Mwuah!" She crushed me in a hug and stamped her bright red lipstick on my cheeks.

I felt uncomfortable. I am loyal to my Bun and Bun only. I am a one woman man! No woman graces her lips on my cheeks but my baby.

" Jessi, please if you'll excuse me" I broke off from her viper grip and made my bolt for freedom towards the pantry.

As I was careening, YN's phone vibrated in my pocket, her ringtone resonating in the enclosed space.

Waiting for you Anpanman~

I fished the phone out of my apron pocket and smiled at the picture of me sleeping, displaying on the screen along with a 'Kookie 🐰💜' at the top.

I slid accept and waited for my bun's mellifluous voice to greet my ears.

"Missing me already hmm my Bun?" I bit my lips to suppress a bashful giggle. She made my tummy flutter with butterflies, still to this day.

" What?" my manager's voice ringed through my ears and pierced my sanity like a beeping noise after what he informed me.

The phone between my cheeks slipped down from my grip, landing on the parquet floor as the earth swept away below my feet and my world collapsed.

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I rushed through the maze of countless hospital corridors, not caring I abruptly pushed or bumped people in my way. My heart was beating fast and my body was sweaty. Despite my tiny feet, I ran for my life until I saw my manager sitting sombrely in the waiting area near the intensive care unit.

" Is she okay? Please tell me! Is she okay?" I almost yelled in sheer panic, panting as I gripped my manager's shoulder impatiently.

" Calm down YN, I brought him immediately to the hospital once I got the news. Doctor's checking on him right now." he tried to pacify my tumultuous emotions which only caused my heart to palpitate faster and my breathing to become more ragged.

I was so helpless.

It's my fault.

I failed to protect my bun.

I knelt down on the cold tiled floor, sobbing. My conscience was stabbing me yet the agony was in no match to the utter throes my heart was wrenched in. If something happens to her I will literally die. She's my life. I can't have her in any danger.

When I was in the pantry, I got a call from my number and I sensed my bun must be missing me or having some problem.

But to my unimaginable horror, it was my manager who informed me that she had met with a severe car accident.

While the driver was alright, it was her who had suffered the intense impact , since a massive truck collided the vehicle from behind, almost crushing it in the process.

Fate is so cruel.

"Don't worry YN-ah. Jungkook is a strong boy. I am sure he'll be safe. Nothing will happen to him. Here have some water." my manager, gentlemanly helped me to sit on the seat and offered me a glass of water. But no matter how much I drank, my throat was dry. My fears and anxiety choked my breathing and my thoughts.

" I have not informed anyone as yet. Once the doctor comes out and tells us about his situation, we will decide on the same. You know how the media can get. Artist or not, they're ruthless. We want privacy in such a time. I'll go and inform his parents okay?" he patted my shoulder and got up to inform my family.

"It's okay I am with him, they'll get worried. And they're in Busan. I can handle this" I spoke my voice low.

I don't want my parents to worry when am perfectly alright. To the world my physical self may be marred but my bun's the one who is actually suffering.

Oh god why it wasn't me. Why it had to be her?

He just shook his head and sat beside me, waiting for the doctor.

"Are you Mr. Jeon's family? Miss?" the doctor asked, taking his mask off.

I instantly rose up on my feet, seeking for answers.

" I am his girlfriend, doctor. Is he alright?" I almost cried, tears welling up in my eyes again. I was so lost.

The doctor sighed deeply, before uttering his next words carefully.

"I'm afraid Mr. Jeon sustained a traumatic brain injury in the accident. The impact has caused a significant damage to his brain tissue." he revealed.

"What does that mean for him, doctor?" I whispered, restless.

"Well, due to the severity of injury he has suffered a loss of consciousness. He's currently in a coma. We will have to closely monitor his condition." he explained and the word coma made my heart drop.

" Co-ma?" you stuttered, aghast.

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A/N: What Jungkook did when Y/N had a panic attack is called 333 grounding technique used for a person having an anxiety and panic attack. We should avoid using the words like -'relax', 'calm down' or 'don't worry' during this time as they can worsen the situation and pressurize the anxious person. We can have them focus on their breathing and ask questions to help ground them and distract them. Ask what you could do for them and most of all, be kind.

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Look at me trynna act normal after sending YN to coma. 😇 Am so dramatic 🤩. Let me know what you think will happen next.

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