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"Did you eat today?" Taehyung asks out of nowhere.

I stood there, frozen at that place.

It's been 2 months till now. Today I heard his voice.

I smiled with tears.

He knows.

'I miss you taetae.'

'Your voice is so calming'

'But hey..you know right what today is?'

'I moved in with you phabo....you shelterd me. You give me food, love everything that I need.'

'Are we going to a picnic, like we always do?'

I realize I was sobbing.

Oh, this is not what I want. I don't want to cry, he doesn't like it when I cry.

"Can you not just cry and answer me." He shouts at me. I flinched.

You never shouted at me tae.

You never raise your voice at me.

Tae...you don't like seeing me cry.

Then why you make me cry?

You don't remember the day you found me.

You don't remember the day I fell in love with your smile.

You don't even remember the day we eat TOGETHER for the first time.

You don't remember when you said you will be with me when no one will be.

You promised that you will be there.

But you are not.

"Attention seeker" he shouts and walks away.

What?

Am I an attention seeker?

Ah... That hurts.

You also think like that.

But I think you are right.

I want attention.....but your attention.

You make me feel less useless.

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